Toni parry
@toni7477.bsky.social
I write poetry and songs
I love animals and music
I suffer from mpd,ocd and bpd
I'm ftm gender
WARNING I POST A LOT OK 🏴🇬🇧
I love animals and music
I suffer from mpd,ocd and bpd
I'm ftm gender
WARNING I POST A LOT OK 🏴🇬🇧
Right time to get the dog out for a pee and time to feed her.
Talk later ok 😃👍🏼
Talk later ok 😃👍🏼
February 9, 2026 at 6:29 AM
Right time to get the dog out for a pee and time to feed her.
Talk later ok 😃👍🏼
Talk later ok 😃👍🏼
I love music.
I can put a Celine Dion cd on and her voice just relaxed me straight away.
Music is powerful ✴️
I can put a Celine Dion cd on and her voice just relaxed me straight away.
Music is powerful ✴️
February 9, 2026 at 6:28 AM
I love music.
I can put a Celine Dion cd on and her voice just relaxed me straight away.
Music is powerful ✴️
I can put a Celine Dion cd on and her voice just relaxed me straight away.
Music is powerful ✴️
Deleted all my editing apps again.
Don't need them now.
Don't need them now.
February 9, 2026 at 6:22 AM
Deleted all my editing apps again.
Don't need them now.
Don't need them now.
Think I might go back to drinking tea.
I used to enjoy a mug of tea with a full English breakfast.
I used to enjoy a mug of tea with a full English breakfast.
February 9, 2026 at 6:20 AM
Think I might go back to drinking tea.
I used to enjoy a mug of tea with a full English breakfast.
I used to enjoy a mug of tea with a full English breakfast.
I need a coffee ☕
No biscuits tho as I'm trying to lose weight.
No biscuits tho as I'm trying to lose weight.
February 9, 2026 at 6:19 AM
I need a coffee ☕
No biscuits tho as I'm trying to lose weight.
No biscuits tho as I'm trying to lose weight.
Light rain forecast for today according to the weather app on my phone.
February 9, 2026 at 6:19 AM
Light rain forecast for today according to the weather app on my phone.
Home and away should be good this week.
I was never really a fan of neighbours but did watch a few episodes of it.
I was never really a fan of neighbours but did watch a few episodes of it.
February 9, 2026 at 6:18 AM
Home and away should be good this week.
I was never really a fan of neighbours but did watch a few episodes of it.
I was never really a fan of neighbours but did watch a few episodes of it.
I hope you all have a good day no Monday blues.
If you do feel sad just shake yourself off and tell yourself no not today sadness I'm going to be happy.
Think about a good memory and stay strong.
If you do feel sad just shake yourself off and tell yourself no not today sadness I'm going to be happy.
Think about a good memory and stay strong.
February 9, 2026 at 6:17 AM
I hope you all have a good day no Monday blues.
If you do feel sad just shake yourself off and tell yourself no not today sadness I'm going to be happy.
Think about a good memory and stay strong.
If you do feel sad just shake yourself off and tell yourself no not today sadness I'm going to be happy.
Think about a good memory and stay strong.
Menopause all I do is pee.
It's like every 40 minutes I have to pee.
I'm not evil with menopause as some ladies are but I cry at anything.
It's like every 40 minutes I have to pee.
I'm not evil with menopause as some ladies are but I cry at anything.
February 9, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Menopause all I do is pee.
It's like every 40 minutes I have to pee.
I'm not evil with menopause as some ladies are but I cry at anything.
It's like every 40 minutes I have to pee.
I'm not evil with menopause as some ladies are but I cry at anything.
Menopause who needs testosterone I've got hair that grows on my chin now 😂
February 9, 2026 at 6:13 AM
Menopause who needs testosterone I've got hair that grows on my chin now 😂
I can often feel alone then I hug my dog or listen to music watch a movie.
What I'm trying to learn is not to leave negative thoughts control my life.
Yes I mess up but I do try.
What I'm trying to learn is not to leave negative thoughts control my life.
Yes I mess up but I do try.
February 9, 2026 at 6:12 AM
I can often feel alone then I hug my dog or listen to music watch a movie.
What I'm trying to learn is not to leave negative thoughts control my life.
Yes I mess up but I do try.
What I'm trying to learn is not to leave negative thoughts control my life.
Yes I mess up but I do try.
I'm single now been single 9 years.
I think for me I'm better off single I mess up in relationships.
I think for me I'm better off single I mess up in relationships.
February 9, 2026 at 6:10 AM
I'm single now been single 9 years.
I think for me I'm better off single I mess up in relationships.
I think for me I'm better off single I mess up in relationships.
Sadly the transgender friends I had were well not helpful.
I would love to wake up tomorrow and have a man's body but I can't transition cause mentally I wouldn't cope with the changes ,operations etc.
I would love to wake up tomorrow and have a man's body but I can't transition cause mentally I wouldn't cope with the changes ,operations etc.
February 9, 2026 at 6:07 AM
Sadly the transgender friends I had were well not helpful.
I would love to wake up tomorrow and have a man's body but I can't transition cause mentally I wouldn't cope with the changes ,operations etc.
I would love to wake up tomorrow and have a man's body but I can't transition cause mentally I wouldn't cope with the changes ,operations etc.
I've always felt I was born into the wrong body.
My mother used to beat it into me you should have been a boy over and over.
My gran she knew I wasn't happy in a girls body.
She understood me.
My mother used to beat it into me you should have been a boy over and over.
My gran she knew I wasn't happy in a girls body.
She understood me.
February 9, 2026 at 6:04 AM
I've always felt I was born into the wrong body.
My mother used to beat it into me you should have been a boy over and over.
My gran she knew I wasn't happy in a girls body.
She understood me.
My mother used to beat it into me you should have been a boy over and over.
My gran she knew I wasn't happy in a girls body.
She understood me.
I lived 3 years as Richard but due to mental and physical issues I made the decision not to go forward with my transition.
I'm ftm trans just not having any operations or testosterone.
I'm ftm trans just not having any operations or testosterone.
February 9, 2026 at 6:02 AM
I lived 3 years as Richard but due to mental and physical issues I made the decision not to go forward with my transition.
I'm ftm trans just not having any operations or testosterone.
I'm ftm trans just not having any operations or testosterone.
Wish I could write a song or poem it's been over a year now since I wrote anything.
Total brain lock 😔
Total brain lock 😔
February 9, 2026 at 6:00 AM
Wish I could write a song or poem it's been over a year now since I wrote anything.
Total brain lock 😔
Total brain lock 😔
I was once told by a girlfriend that I don't allow myself to be happy.
For years I felt I had left the child me down cause I couldn't protect her.
Now I think like this I got her to 54 years old I must be doing something right.
For years I felt I had left the child me down cause I couldn't protect her.
Now I think like this I got her to 54 years old I must be doing something right.
February 9, 2026 at 5:58 AM
I was once told by a girlfriend that I don't allow myself to be happy.
For years I felt I had left the child me down cause I couldn't protect her.
Now I think like this I got her to 54 years old I must be doing something right.
For years I felt I had left the child me down cause I couldn't protect her.
Now I think like this I got her to 54 years old I must be doing something right.
I grew up being beaten and abused by the person who was supposed to protect me and love me.
Know what I survived and now I have to take that and say yes I survived but sadly again being honest I'm 54 and what happened still affects my life today.
You just learn to live with the memories.
Know what I survived and now I have to take that and say yes I survived but sadly again being honest I'm 54 and what happened still affects my life today.
You just learn to live with the memories.
February 9, 2026 at 5:55 AM
I grew up being beaten and abused by the person who was supposed to protect me and love me.
Know what I survived and now I have to take that and say yes I survived but sadly again being honest I'm 54 and what happened still affects my life today.
You just learn to live with the memories.
Know what I survived and now I have to take that and say yes I survived but sadly again being honest I'm 54 and what happened still affects my life today.
You just learn to live with the memories.
I hope to see some of the olympic games today.
February 9, 2026 at 5:52 AM
I hope to see some of the olympic games today.
Going to watch the Owen family tonight in our Yorkshire farm.
They are still working on their new property and it's starting to look great.
They are still working on their new property and it's starting to look great.
February 9, 2026 at 5:52 AM
Going to watch the Owen family tonight in our Yorkshire farm.
They are still working on their new property and it's starting to look great.
They are still working on their new property and it's starting to look great.
Due to American football 🏈 sue calman wasn't on TV this morning.
February 9, 2026 at 5:50 AM
Due to American football 🏈 sue calman wasn't on TV this morning.
I don't let many people into my life.
That way I can't get hurt until recently when my world fell apart and I lost friends I saw as family 🥺
That way I can't get hurt until recently when my world fell apart and I lost friends I saw as family 🥺
February 9, 2026 at 5:49 AM
I don't let many people into my life.
That way I can't get hurt until recently when my world fell apart and I lost friends I saw as family 🥺
That way I can't get hurt until recently when my world fell apart and I lost friends I saw as family 🥺
You know I will be honest I will never know if my mother is brain damaged,has mental health issues or is just evil.
February 9, 2026 at 5:47 AM
You know I will be honest I will never know if my mother is brain damaged,has mental health issues or is just evil.
Dog is fast asleep but she will go for a pee soon and have some breakfast. 🐶❤️😃
February 9, 2026 at 5:46 AM
Dog is fast asleep but she will go for a pee soon and have some breakfast. 🐶❤️😃
5.44am
Just woke up as I ended up getting more sleep but clearly I needed it.
Just woke up as I ended up getting more sleep but clearly I needed it.
February 9, 2026 at 5:45 AM
5.44am
Just woke up as I ended up getting more sleep but clearly I needed it.
Just woke up as I ended up getting more sleep but clearly I needed it.