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Toni parry
@toni7477.bsky.social
I write poetry and songs
I love animals and music
I suffer from mpd,ocd and bpd
I'm ftm gender
WARNING I POST A LOT OK 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇬🇧
Right time to get the dog out for a pee and time to feed her.
Talk later ok 😃👍🏼
February 9, 2026 at 6:29 AM
I love music.
I can put a Celine Dion cd on and her voice just relaxed me straight away.
Music is powerful ✴️
February 9, 2026 at 6:28 AM
Deleted all my editing apps again.
Don't need them now.
February 9, 2026 at 6:22 AM
Think I might go back to drinking tea.
I used to enjoy a mug of tea with a full English breakfast.
February 9, 2026 at 6:20 AM
I need a coffee ☕
No biscuits tho as I'm trying to lose weight.
February 9, 2026 at 6:19 AM
Light rain forecast for today according to the weather app on my phone.
February 9, 2026 at 6:19 AM
Home and away should be good this week.
I was never really a fan of neighbours but did watch a few episodes of it.
February 9, 2026 at 6:18 AM
I hope you all have a good day no Monday blues.
If you do feel sad just shake yourself off and tell yourself no not today sadness I'm going to be happy.
Think about a good memory and stay strong.
February 9, 2026 at 6:17 AM
Menopause all I do is pee.
It's like every 40 minutes I have to pee.
I'm not evil with menopause as some ladies are but I cry at anything.
February 9, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Menopause who needs testosterone I've got hair that grows on my chin now 😂
February 9, 2026 at 6:13 AM
I can often feel alone then I hug my dog or listen to music watch a movie.
What I'm trying to learn is not to leave negative thoughts control my life.
Yes I mess up but I do try.
February 9, 2026 at 6:12 AM
I'm single now been single 9 years.
I think for me I'm better off single I mess up in relationships.
February 9, 2026 at 6:10 AM
Sadly the transgender friends I had were well not helpful.
I would love to wake up tomorrow and have a man's body but I can't transition cause mentally I wouldn't cope with the changes ,operations etc.
February 9, 2026 at 6:07 AM
I've always felt I was born into the wrong body.
My mother used to beat it into me you should have been a boy over and over.
My gran she knew I wasn't happy in a girls body.
She understood me.
February 9, 2026 at 6:04 AM
I lived 3 years as Richard but due to mental and physical issues I made the decision not to go forward with my transition.
I'm ftm trans just not having any operations or testosterone.
February 9, 2026 at 6:02 AM
Wish I could write a song or poem it's been over a year now since I wrote anything.
Total brain lock 😔
February 9, 2026 at 6:00 AM
I was once told by a girlfriend that I don't allow myself to be happy.
For years I felt I had left the child me down cause I couldn't protect her.
Now I think like this I got her to 54 years old I must be doing something right.
February 9, 2026 at 5:58 AM
I grew up being beaten and abused by the person who was supposed to protect me and love me.
Know what I survived and now I have to take that and say yes I survived but sadly again being honest I'm 54 and what happened still affects my life today.
You just learn to live with the memories.
February 9, 2026 at 5:55 AM
I hope to see some of the olympic games today.
February 9, 2026 at 5:52 AM
Going to watch the Owen family tonight in our Yorkshire farm.
They are still working on their new property and it's starting to look great.
February 9, 2026 at 5:52 AM
Due to American football 🏈 sue calman wasn't on TV this morning.
February 9, 2026 at 5:50 AM
I don't let many people into my life.
That way I can't get hurt until recently when my world fell apart and I lost friends I saw as family 🥺
February 9, 2026 at 5:49 AM
You know I will be honest I will never know if my mother is brain damaged,has mental health issues or is just evil.
February 9, 2026 at 5:47 AM
Dog is fast asleep but she will go for a pee soon and have some breakfast. 🐶❤️😃
February 9, 2026 at 5:46 AM
5.44am
Just woke up as I ended up getting more sleep but clearly I needed it.
February 9, 2026 at 5:45 AM