Toni parry
@toni7477.bsky.social
I write poetry and songs
I love animals and music
I suffer from mpd,ocd and bpd
I'm ftm gender
WARNING I POST A LOT OK 🏴🇬🇧
I love animals and music
I suffer from mpd,ocd and bpd
I'm ftm gender
WARNING I POST A LOT OK 🏴🇬🇧
I need to learn to be kind to myself and maybe you do too.
It's on not to be ok and it's ok to cry make or female cry if you need too.
Your life like mine is so very important ok 😃
It's on not to be ok and it's ok to cry make or female cry if you need too.
Your life like mine is so very important ok 😃
February 9, 2026 at 2:43 AM
I need to learn to be kind to myself and maybe you do too.
It's on not to be ok and it's ok to cry make or female cry if you need too.
Your life like mine is so very important ok 😃
It's on not to be ok and it's ok to cry make or female cry if you need too.
Your life like mine is so very important ok 😃
I need a drink my mouth 👄 is so dry again.
Tropical Rio drink it is then.
Tropical Rio drink it is then.
February 9, 2026 at 2:41 AM
I need a drink my mouth 👄 is so dry again.
Tropical Rio drink it is then.
Tropical Rio drink it is then.
To say that all bullies have possibly been bullied themselves I don't agree.
I was bullied but I never bullied anyone else.
I was beaten and abused as a child I haven't gone on to do that behaviour to anyone.
Some people are horrid just because that's how they are.
I was bullied but I never bullied anyone else.
I was beaten and abused as a child I haven't gone on to do that behaviour to anyone.
Some people are horrid just because that's how they are.
February 9, 2026 at 2:40 AM
To say that all bullies have possibly been bullied themselves I don't agree.
I was bullied but I never bullied anyone else.
I was beaten and abused as a child I haven't gone on to do that behaviour to anyone.
Some people are horrid just because that's how they are.
I was bullied but I never bullied anyone else.
I was beaten and abused as a child I haven't gone on to do that behaviour to anyone.
Some people are horrid just because that's how they are.
I once got out of the car 🚗 on the mountain 🏔️ and didn't see a lorry 🚛 coming right for me I had walked into it's path.
I should have been hit but something stopped me taking that final step and I was saved.
I'm amazed and grateful to this day.
I should have been hit but something stopped me taking that final step and I was saved.
I'm amazed and grateful to this day.
February 9, 2026 at 2:37 AM
I once got out of the car 🚗 on the mountain 🏔️ and didn't see a lorry 🚛 coming right for me I had walked into it's path.
I should have been hit but something stopped me taking that final step and I was saved.
I'm amazed and grateful to this day.
I should have been hit but something stopped me taking that final step and I was saved.
I'm amazed and grateful to this day.
Sonny and Cher singing on TV now it's hard to believe he was so horrid to her.
Goes to show she is a strong woman who survived.
Goes to show she is a strong woman who survived.
February 9, 2026 at 2:34 AM
Sonny and Cher singing on TV now it's hard to believe he was so horrid to her.
Goes to show she is a strong woman who survived.
Goes to show she is a strong woman who survived.
I've tried to end my life ages 10,14,30 I know depression and the feelings that brings.
We are all hear for a reason and your life it's so important.
You can survive I have faith in you.
Your life it is very important.
We are all hear for a reason and your life it's so important.
You can survive I have faith in you.
Your life it is very important.
February 9, 2026 at 2:33 AM
I've tried to end my life ages 10,14,30 I know depression and the feelings that brings.
We are all hear for a reason and your life it's so important.
You can survive I have faith in you.
Your life it is very important.
We are all hear for a reason and your life it's so important.
You can survive I have faith in you.
Your life it is very important.
My body changed over the years mostly cause of the heavy drinking and what I ate.
I beat alcohol abuse I stopped smoking cigarettes.
I can change I just need to remind myself life is short tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
I beat alcohol abuse I stopped smoking cigarettes.
I can change I just need to remind myself life is short tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
February 9, 2026 at 2:30 AM
My body changed over the years mostly cause of the heavy drinking and what I ate.
I beat alcohol abuse I stopped smoking cigarettes.
I can change I just need to remind myself life is short tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
I beat alcohol abuse I stopped smoking cigarettes.
I can change I just need to remind myself life is short tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
I think I need to learn to forgive myself I tried to protect the child me.
What happened wasn't my fault I was the victim of sick people I don't have to be the victim anymore.
I can say enough is enough and get on with my life.
What happened wasn't my fault I was the victim of sick people I don't have to be the victim anymore.
I can say enough is enough and get on with my life.
February 9, 2026 at 2:28 AM
I think I need to learn to forgive myself I tried to protect the child me.
What happened wasn't my fault I was the victim of sick people I don't have to be the victim anymore.
I can say enough is enough and get on with my life.
What happened wasn't my fault I was the victim of sick people I don't have to be the victim anymore.
I can say enough is enough and get on with my life.
If you have mental health issues never be ashamed ,don't think there is no help there is not everyone has my experience with shrinks.
Get help talk to a loved one go see your doctor.
You need not suffer alone.
Get help talk to a loved one go see your doctor.
You need not suffer alone.
February 9, 2026 at 2:26 AM
If you have mental health issues never be ashamed ,don't think there is no help there is not everyone has my experience with shrinks.
Get help talk to a loved one go see your doctor.
You need not suffer alone.
Get help talk to a loved one go see your doctor.
You need not suffer alone.
My OCD I don't clean for hours like some do.
I count ,check doors ,windows etc over and over.
I've broken door frames and taps.
I think my OCD is a pain in the butt but I live with it.
I count ,check doors ,windows etc over and over.
I've broken door frames and taps.
I think my OCD is a pain in the butt but I live with it.
February 9, 2026 at 2:23 AM
My OCD I don't clean for hours like some do.
I count ,check doors ,windows etc over and over.
I've broken door frames and taps.
I think my OCD is a pain in the butt but I live with it.
I count ,check doors ,windows etc over and over.
I've broken door frames and taps.
I think my OCD is a pain in the butt but I live with it.
Borderline personality disorder I've got it but I still don't fully understand it.
If I don't understand it how can I expect others too.
If I don't understand it how can I expect others too.
February 9, 2026 at 2:21 AM
Borderline personality disorder I've got it but I still don't fully understand it.
If I don't understand it how can I expect others too.
If I don't understand it how can I expect others too.
I'm supposed to be on a list again to see another shrink but if it the same fellow as I saw last time I won't bother.
February 9, 2026 at 2:20 AM
I'm supposed to be on a list again to see another shrink but if it the same fellow as I saw last time I won't bother.
I had a good mental health doctor to start with then I had a horrid fellow diagnosed me told me to go home look it up on the internet and live with it.
I don't have faith in shrinks anymore.
I don't have faith in shrinks anymore.
February 9, 2026 at 2:19 AM
I had a good mental health doctor to start with then I had a horrid fellow diagnosed me told me to go home look it up on the internet and live with it.
I don't have faith in shrinks anymore.
I don't have faith in shrinks anymore.
I have 10 personalities in total.
Two children and the rest adults.
Mostly male.
Two children and the rest adults.
Mostly male.
February 9, 2026 at 2:16 AM
I have 10 personalities in total.
Two children and the rest adults.
Mostly male.
Two children and the rest adults.
Mostly male.
So why have I got other personalities well I had a life of abuse growing up and in my head I guess I mate up other people the abuse was happening to and I moved myself out of that situation it really is hard to explain.
February 9, 2026 at 2:15 AM
So why have I got other personalities well I had a life of abuse growing up and in my head I guess I mate up other people the abuse was happening to and I moved myself out of that situation it really is hard to explain.
It's very hard being friends with me because of my other personalities I mean you don't know who your going to get at any given time.
I am what I am it's the way it is I can't change it.
Been living with my others for years now.
I am what I am it's the way it is I can't change it.
Been living with my others for years now.
February 9, 2026 at 2:13 AM
It's very hard being friends with me because of my other personalities I mean you don't know who your going to get at any given time.
I am what I am it's the way it is I can't change it.
Been living with my others for years now.
I am what I am it's the way it is I can't change it.
Been living with my others for years now.
I will see the dog walker today.
She has a heart of gold and holly adores her.
She has a heart of gold and holly adores her.
February 9, 2026 at 2:11 AM
I will see the dog walker today.
She has a heart of gold and holly adores her.
She has a heart of gold and holly adores her.
Boy I must be ugly 😂
7 people left my page all I've done is show how I look today.
Maybe those people where disappointed with what they saw
But I am what I am.
I think they wanted hooks ups or dates too see.
I'm not interested.
7 people left my page all I've done is show how I look today.
Maybe those people where disappointed with what they saw
But I am what I am.
I think they wanted hooks ups or dates too see.
I'm not interested.
February 9, 2026 at 2:10 AM
Boy I must be ugly 😂
7 people left my page all I've done is show how I look today.
Maybe those people where disappointed with what they saw
But I am what I am.
I think they wanted hooks ups or dates too see.
I'm not interested.
7 people left my page all I've done is show how I look today.
Maybe those people where disappointed with what they saw
But I am what I am.
I think they wanted hooks ups or dates too see.
I'm not interested.
People don't get it see.
All they see is me so they assume I'm me all the time but I'm not the other personalities take over.
I wish all my friends understood this.
When I Toni am away another personality is out front.
All they see is me so they assume I'm me all the time but I'm not the other personalities take over.
I wish all my friends understood this.
When I Toni am away another personality is out front.
February 9, 2026 at 2:07 AM
People don't get it see.
All they see is me so they assume I'm me all the time but I'm not the other personalities take over.
I wish all my friends understood this.
When I Toni am away another personality is out front.
All they see is me so they assume I'm me all the time but I'm not the other personalities take over.
I wish all my friends understood this.
When I Toni am away another personality is out front.
I want to stop the self hate and the self harming.
I want to lose weight get my life back on track.
Thing is I'm so many people it depends which personality I am when you speak to me as to what I say or how I feel.
I want to lose weight get my life back on track.
Thing is I'm so many people it depends which personality I am when you speak to me as to what I say or how I feel.
February 9, 2026 at 2:05 AM
I want to stop the self hate and the self harming.
I want to lose weight get my life back on track.
Thing is I'm so many people it depends which personality I am when you speak to me as to what I say or how I feel.
I want to lose weight get my life back on track.
Thing is I'm so many people it depends which personality I am when you speak to me as to what I say or how I feel.
When I hear the voices in my head it's not always nasty sometimes I laugh cause they say something funny.
Oh I know I know it's all me but it makes it easier for me to talk about if I see myself as the different personalities I have.
I'm not good at explaining myself sorry about that I do try.
Oh I know I know it's all me but it makes it easier for me to talk about if I see myself as the different personalities I have.
I'm not good at explaining myself sorry about that I do try.
February 9, 2026 at 2:02 AM
When I hear the voices in my head it's not always nasty sometimes I laugh cause they say something funny.
Oh I know I know it's all me but it makes it easier for me to talk about if I see myself as the different personalities I have.
I'm not good at explaining myself sorry about that I do try.
Oh I know I know it's all me but it makes it easier for me to talk about if I see myself as the different personalities I have.
I'm not good at explaining myself sorry about that I do try.
I'm wide awake now but I'm glad I got some sleep.
I will take 2 hours over none at all.
I will take 2 hours over none at all.
February 9, 2026 at 1:59 AM
I'm wide awake now but I'm glad I got some sleep.
I will take 2 hours over none at all.
I will take 2 hours over none at all.
No more masks,no more self hate.
Ok I'm not a sex symbol but I'm not ugly and I have to tell the voices in my head to sod off if they say I am.
Ok I'm not a sex symbol but I'm not ugly and I have to tell the voices in my head to sod off if they say I am.
February 9, 2026 at 1:58 AM
No more masks,no more self hate.
Ok I'm not a sex symbol but I'm not ugly and I have to tell the voices in my head to sod off if they say I am.
Ok I'm not a sex symbol but I'm not ugly and I have to tell the voices in my head to sod off if they say I am.
Watching these dancers on the 60s music channel they all look like they are trying to get rid of a swarm of bees around them.
The dancing is so funny.
The dancing is so funny.
February 9, 2026 at 1:56 AM
Watching these dancers on the 60s music channel they all look like they are trying to get rid of a swarm of bees around them.
The dancing is so funny.
The dancing is so funny.
1.54am
Well that's me in the profile pic like it don't like it I don't care I'm showing the real me.
Well that's me in the profile pic like it don't like it I don't care I'm showing the real me.
February 9, 2026 at 1:55 AM
1.54am
Well that's me in the profile pic like it don't like it I don't care I'm showing the real me.
Well that's me in the profile pic like it don't like it I don't care I'm showing the real me.