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まだ続いている若ミスブーム…🫠
モテたけどド直球で言われた事なくてウブい反応してくれたらいいなと思う
November 27, 2025 at 3:36 AM
You know what, fate has presented me with an option and I will acquiesce
November 27, 2025 at 8:41 AM
I don’t know if I can mark any of these papers
November 27, 2025 at 7:38 AM
The silliest types of illnesses are when the treatment is just “rest for a few days”

bitch I got places to be
November 26, 2025 at 12:39 PM
survived an 8-hour workday while sick, hopped up on meds, no caffeine, no cigs
November 26, 2025 at 8:09 AM
I have the most normal thoughts about mithrun
November 26, 2025 at 2:01 AM
it’s crazy how nicotine really just suppresses your appetite
November 25, 2025 at 1:16 AM
DXM time fuck it
November 24, 2025 at 10:06 AM
gonna do some DXM tonight, it's my birthday
November 24, 2025 at 5:20 AM
Being sick on my birthday haha
November 24, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Acting like the call of the void is a wholly negative force when it’s natural, a process that keeps you grounded, keeps you free

Ignoring it only makes the dark thoughts darker, and the hole you dug yourself in, deeper
November 23, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Happy birthday to me
November 23, 2025 at 3:16 PM
In truth, I think I hated it. The whole idea of the relationship. My own mistake was thinking that it was a nice few months, and that I should apologize to try to make things right. In truth, there was nothing to right, it ended the way that it should, and I didn’t have to apologize.
November 23, 2025 at 2:42 PM
The concept of closure isn’t real, people act like they know how to moving on, but it’s like hiding a scar with cloth bandage. It’s never going to completely heal, and you’ll see it every time you change the bandage. The act of it is just exhausting.
November 23, 2025 at 2:38 PM
I wonder if crying helped me to forget, or if it ever helped at all, or if the cuts would ever heal.

I put too much faith in the people that hurt me. I put too much trust in the men that raped me.

These nights in isolation helped me to think better, or I’m just delirious from a fever.
November 23, 2025 at 2:24 PM
mithrun's side profile is so weird to draw
November 23, 2025 at 9:40 AM
wow nicotine really suppresses your appetite why even bother with ozempic
November 22, 2025 at 10:50 PM
baby's first #kabumisu wip (it's my first time drawing kabru lmao)

"Tell me how this, and love too, will ruin us."
November 22, 2025 at 2:30 PM
this is the eternity that people have often spoken of
the wonder of your embraces, the magic of your kisses
you being the allure, the nonpareil figure in my thoughts and dreams
overdosing on your every word, laugh, sigh
November 22, 2025 at 11:01 AM
TURN THAT LIGHT OFF NON-NATURAL LIGHT IS ABRASIVE AND INHIBITS MY INTROVERTED GENIUS MIND FROM WORKING PROPERLY
November 22, 2025 at 9:33 AM
the feminine urge to send a morse code of particles through a delayed choice quantum eraser constructed with the length of a light week to predict next week’s lottery numbers
November 22, 2025 at 9:32 AM
learning that I have anxious-avoidant attachment traits
November 22, 2025 at 5:42 AM
one single good photo of me after club
November 21, 2025 at 10:19 PM
ordinary life
November 20, 2025 at 1:26 PM
getting beaten to death on a regular basis
November 20, 2025 at 6:10 AM