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throwntohell.bsky.social
✞ ⛧ Judas Apologist ⛧ ✞
@throwntohell.bsky.social
In Bolivia, instead of going to therapy, we go out partying.
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forgot this app existed but whatever, buy my album

cognitohazardxvi.bandcamp.com/album/techno...
Technodemonology, by Cognitohazard
10 track album
cognitohazardxvi.bandcamp.com
new year
January 1, 2026 at 7:35 AM
took me a bit because i refused to verify my age on here until now but WHOA
December 31, 2025 at 2:54 AM
that’s wild holy fuck , i kinda want to see for myself if im being honest
December 31, 2025 at 2:48 AM
WHAT
December 31, 2025 at 2:34 AM
“Misato's psychology would lead mentally infantile people to identify with her.” girl fuck you
December 30, 2025 at 10:25 AM
that’s so real
December 30, 2025 at 7:23 AM
sigh
December 30, 2025 at 6:49 AM
god i need to cultivate more strange relationships
December 30, 2025 at 6:41 AM
if you haven’t seen Neon Genesis Evangelion, you should
December 30, 2025 at 6:37 AM
this is a quote from Misato Katsuragi in the film The End of Evangelion (hence the spotify screenshot)
December 30, 2025 at 6:37 AM
i’ll definitely ask about if he still wants me there since he’s a cishet guy and i don’t exactly look like a woman (also my plan was to buy the tickets on Jan 1st as a weird little New Year’s Gift)

if he responds, that’s cool. if he doesn’t respond, i might just tell him i’m cancelling the trip
December 30, 2025 at 6:31 AM
also like i have some really cool moots who i don’t want to have the illusion of me being interesting ruined for them
December 30, 2025 at 6:29 AM
🙏🙏🙏
December 30, 2025 at 6:27 AM
it’s kinda cringe to say this but i was genuinely really emotionally invested and i worry this is the end of our dynamic. i had a lot of fun. i hope it’ll continue and we can work past this but i’m already kinda grieving the relationship
December 30, 2025 at 6:27 AM
i think i’m gonna use this account kind of like a vent acc so i can have an alternate to my twitter, which is more public facing and where i hang out with people more. It doesn’t happen but idk what if tgirls i know look at my sadposting , i trust the one moot who’s active on here
December 30, 2025 at 6:26 AM
“You hate yourself, don't you? That's why you hurt others. Deep down you know you suffer more when you cause someone else pain... than if you just let yourself get hurt.”
December 30, 2025 at 6:24 AM
the person i wanted to visit has been infected with the flu and hasn’t really been communicating much (because sick) and my mentally ill brain has caused such a ruckus over it, i kinda figured he’s bailing on all our plans
December 30, 2025 at 6:24 AM
i think i might just not buy the plane tickets i was hoping to get , what a shame i was kinda hyped for a february vacation
December 30, 2025 at 6:22 AM
one of those fuckin days
December 30, 2025 at 6:21 AM
damn i was hyped for you
December 30, 2025 at 6:20 AM
giving myself regular psychosis to flex on everyone w AI psychosis
December 27, 2025 at 8:37 PM
you can tell i’m having at the very least a complicated night when i’m playing Thomas Bangalter’s “Ventura/Into the Tunnel” (i relate to the main female character in Irreversible)
December 27, 2025 at 11:00 AM
being a tgirl means i can’t aim my own cumshot to my mouth because all i get is dribble
December 27, 2025 at 10:30 AM
been a while since i posted a selfie on here
December 27, 2025 at 8:46 AM
21 now
December 27, 2025 at 8:45 AM