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bpd x bpd romantic relationships are tumultuous af
October 15, 2025 at 12:26 AM
bpd x bpd romantic relationships are tumultuous af
how do u even find a balance between overcommunicating v. just keeping things to yourself… like ive been on both sides now im just confused
October 15, 2025 at 12:26 AM
how do u even find a balance between overcommunicating v. just keeping things to yourself… like ive been on both sides now im just confused
i tried so hard to be vulnerable and emotionally mature in my first wlw experience but that literally meant nothing lmaoooooo…. it’s so odd to feel like you’re understood by someone but then that all goes away within seconds
October 15, 2025 at 12:24 AM
i tried so hard to be vulnerable and emotionally mature in my first wlw experience but that literally meant nothing lmaoooooo…. it’s so odd to feel like you’re understood by someone but then that all goes away within seconds
woah i used to be crashing out bad on here #medicated #therapy
October 15, 2025 at 12:19 AM
woah i used to be crashing out bad on here #medicated #therapy
the day someone proposes to me will be the best day of my life, cant wait to be loved and that reassure me i am capable and worthy of it
June 4, 2025 at 1:45 PM
the day someone proposes to me will be the best day of my life, cant wait to be loved and that reassure me i am capable and worthy of it
im scared that one day im gonna get triggered so bad i do end up kms
May 24, 2025 at 10:19 PM
im scared that one day im gonna get triggered so bad i do end up kms
i’ll love him forever bro this shit hurts so much my heart is shattered
May 24, 2025 at 9:53 PM
i’ll love him forever bro this shit hurts so much my heart is shattered
im trying so hard not to cut myself rn
May 24, 2025 at 9:52 PM
im trying so hard not to cut myself rn
im gonna mail him a really freaky love letter in 6 months
May 22, 2025 at 1:59 AM
im gonna mail him a really freaky love letter in 6 months
im staying single
for as long as i can
for as long as i can
May 21, 2025 at 5:16 PM
im staying single
for as long as i can
for as long as i can
my chest is tight everything about today is so uncomfortable bro wtf
May 18, 2025 at 8:45 PM
my chest is tight everything about today is so uncomfortable bro wtf
grieving the person i couldve been
May 16, 2025 at 4:33 AM
grieving the person i couldve been
dealing with someone that has bpd is draining but omg at least you can walk away from it 😭😭😭 i have to live w this shit
May 16, 2025 at 4:27 AM
dealing with someone that has bpd is draining but omg at least you can walk away from it 😭😭😭 i have to live w this shit
woah i dont think ive ever been sane since trauma thats kinda scary. i feel like i just gained consciousness and been on autopilot for years.
May 16, 2025 at 4:23 AM
woah i dont think ive ever been sane since trauma thats kinda scary. i feel like i just gained consciousness and been on autopilot for years.
just remembered when i’d take benadryl extra strength every night whilst going thru a breakup w a narcissist but i stopped cus one day i took too much and wasn’t able to sleep because i was so dizzy and nauseous and saw the hat man i was scared for my life. mane i just wanted to SLEEP
May 16, 2025 at 4:22 AM
just remembered when i’d take benadryl extra strength every night whilst going thru a breakup w a narcissist but i stopped cus one day i took too much and wasn’t able to sleep because i was so dizzy and nauseous and saw the hat man i was scared for my life. mane i just wanted to SLEEP
one day im going to rid myself of this demonic device and only contact others thru calls and emails
May 16, 2025 at 4:16 AM
one day im going to rid myself of this demonic device and only contact others thru calls and emails
i wish phones never existed
May 16, 2025 at 4:15 AM
i wish phones never existed
i hope my future partner can tell me that they’re not scared of me even after i crash out like please recognize im not myself please dont run away
May 16, 2025 at 4:13 AM
i hope my future partner can tell me that they’re not scared of me even after i crash out like please recognize im not myself please dont run away
its taking me 20mins to eat my now cold japchae cus i keep getting side tracked by fucking everything :/ and i still havent found a youtube video to watch while i eat and im too lazy to get up and heat it so ill eat it cold fuck it
May 16, 2025 at 3:43 AM
its taking me 20mins to eat my now cold japchae cus i keep getting side tracked by fucking everything :/ and i still havent found a youtube video to watch while i eat and im too lazy to get up and heat it so ill eat it cold fuck it
sometimes i think i have high functioning adhd… women’s symptoms arent really recorded but FUCK i wish i had the resources to get properly tested for everything
May 16, 2025 at 3:41 AM
sometimes i think i have high functioning adhd… women’s symptoms arent really recorded but FUCK i wish i had the resources to get properly tested for everything
writing out my thoughts before conversations really helps but it’s so clear i have control issues cus everything i would write is EXACTLY what’d i say down to the cadence
May 16, 2025 at 3:34 AM
writing out my thoughts before conversations really helps but it’s so clear i have control issues cus everything i would write is EXACTLY what’d i say down to the cadence
all of my reactions to my triggers are just my 11 year old brain processing it lol
May 16, 2025 at 3:32 AM
all of my reactions to my triggers are just my 11 year old brain processing it lol
i rid my memories of cocsa all the damn time i’ll unpack that when i get older lol
May 15, 2025 at 11:50 PM
i rid my memories of cocsa all the damn time i’ll unpack that when i get older lol