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Tupelo
@thetopbug.bsky.social
22 years old
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Banner: Albatross
https://linktr.ee/thetopbug
Feels silly missing and yearning for someone who clearly doesn't do that for me anymore.
January 11, 2026 at 1:57 AM
You can really feel when someone is erasing you from their lives. Hurts more when you watch it in real time.
January 11, 2026 at 12:44 AM
Thinking about how I ruined everything a year ago today. They probably all moved on from me while I'm still here reveling in what I did forever. At least I have meds and therapy. Hoping not to end up in the psych ward again like before.
January 11, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Today marks a full year since I lost my old friends, and the beginning of my problems
January 10, 2026 at 1:42 PM
Suppose they were going to leave eventually, the whole time I was just prolonging the inevitable.
January 9, 2026 at 4:05 PM
I hate they’re gone forever
January 8, 2026 at 2:52 PM
“Taking space” is another way of cutting ties without explicitly saying goodbye.
January 7, 2026 at 4:26 PM
I got a speeding ticket trying to get food tonight. I have to pay $164 I don't have. I have no job, and no way to afford this. I hate begging for money, but please any amount helps. DM me for my details related to payment.
January 5, 2026 at 7:48 AM
lost him as a lover
lost him as a potential friend
lost him for good
losing bits of myself each day
January 4, 2026 at 10:51 PM
I forget how tired I get after I breakdown and cry. Fell asleep for a few hours and my body is absolutely spent
January 4, 2026 at 9:45 PM
lost him for good
no reason to improve
rotting alone
January 4, 2026 at 6:51 PM
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I’M 24 NOW 🦎🧁🐊

It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.
September 23, 2025 at 5:40 AM
Happy new year!
January 1, 2026 at 6:01 AM
Happy New Year's Eve guys, I hope 2026 will be better for all of us
December 31, 2025 at 10:24 PM
What I lost:
The man I loved
My old friends
Close friends
Family members
Car
Mental health

Now I'm in even more debt.

Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.
December 29, 2025 at 10:38 PM
Got into an accident, as if my life couldn’t get any fucking worse
December 29, 2025 at 6:21 PM
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Jingle bells 🦌🎶

Clothless version on patreon✨
December 29, 2025 at 6:11 PM
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Commission for Buky
Color Sketch.
Thank you so much!
December 24, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I wish I can wish him a merry christmas, wish I get to spend it with him too.
December 24, 2025 at 10:14 PM
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So I made a deal a while back that if SpaceGodzilla got into supernova, then I'd draw my Fangoji kissing him. Well, here it is. Lol. I also figured I'd make it Christmas themed too.

Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~

#Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova
December 24, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Merry Christmas Eve!
December 24, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Saw him in another server, left because I figured he didn't need me to intrude his space.
December 24, 2025 at 3:06 AM
The SI thoughts are strong today, but at least my dad's birthday was a success. Happy birthday, dad. I love you.
December 23, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Seeing him distance himself from everything related to me, and here I am trying not to blow my fucking brains out.
December 22, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Objective for 2026: Survive
December 22, 2025 at 1:11 AM