Tupelo
@thetopbug.bsky.social
I wish I was anybody other than me.
November 16, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I wish I was anybody other than me.
I wish I still believed in happy endings.
November 16, 2025 at 1:14 AM
I wish I still believed in happy endings.
Losing everything in 2025, including the man I love.
November 16, 2025 at 12:38 AM
Losing everything in 2025, including the man I love.
i don't think i've cried this much in a long, long time.
November 15, 2025 at 11:24 PM
i don't think i've cried this much in a long, long time.
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(TREX ADOPT 🦖💪) A big and strong Trex! Nood and bid is below! 👇
November 8, 2025 at 6:18 PM
(TREX ADOPT 🦖💪) A big and strong Trex! Nood and bid is below! 👇
In the end, I have nobody.
November 14, 2025 at 1:41 AM
In the end, I have nobody.
Been a full month since I last heard his voice.
November 10, 2025 at 4:39 AM
Been a full month since I last heard his voice.
Maybe I should step back from social media from a bit to improve my mental health.
November 9, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Maybe I should step back from social media from a bit to improve my mental health.
Seeing him listening to b2b by Charli xCx makes me feel sad. I don't want anyone else, just you. I want to come back stronger.
November 8, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Seeing him listening to b2b by Charli xCx makes me feel sad. I don't want anyone else, just you. I want to come back stronger.
Almost been a full month since I last heard his voice, miss him
November 8, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Almost been a full month since I last heard his voice, miss him
Therapy's helping. Wanting to move on from my past issues and focus on the present. Hoping it's not too late.
November 8, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Therapy's helping. Wanting to move on from my past issues and focus on the present. Hoping it's not too late.
Got back from my first shift, definitely feeling really tired.
November 6, 2025 at 9:34 PM
Got back from my first shift, definitely feeling really tired.
Missing him everyday.
November 6, 2025 at 7:18 PM
Missing him everyday.
First day of work today (for real this time)
November 6, 2025 at 3:51 PM
First day of work today (for real this time)
I'm so sad that he's not in my life right now. That he's not officially mine. I wanted to move on, I really did from my past. However, it feels like it's too late. He's distancing himself from me, to move on from me. Now, I feel like I moved on from my past too late. Shit hurts.
November 5, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I'm so sad that he's not in my life right now. That he's not officially mine. I wanted to move on, I really did from my past. However, it feels like it's too late. He's distancing himself from me, to move on from me. Now, I feel like I moved on from my past too late. Shit hurts.
I feel like I barely have anything left to keep me going. I won’t die, but just feeling demotivated heavily without what I had.
November 5, 2025 at 11:37 AM
I feel like I barely have anything left to keep me going. I won’t die, but just feeling demotivated heavily without what I had.
He said he'd talk to me again when the time is right. What could that mean though.
When he's healed, I've healed, or we both lost the love we had for each other. I hope it's when both of us healed instead.
When he's healed, I've healed, or we both lost the love we had for each other. I hope it's when both of us healed instead.
November 5, 2025 at 3:03 AM
He said he'd talk to me again when the time is right. What could that mean though.
When he's healed, I've healed, or we both lost the love we had for each other. I hope it's when both of us healed instead.
When he's healed, I've healed, or we both lost the love we had for each other. I hope it's when both of us healed instead.
Thinking about 2025:
-Lost my close friends.
-Had a relationship that I really wanted and lost, twice.
-Don't know when or if he'll come back.
-Lost my freedoms in my home.
-Lost friends
-Lost family.
But hey, guess I'm still here. Hoping somehow I can save the relationship.
-Lost my close friends.
-Had a relationship that I really wanted and lost, twice.
-Don't know when or if he'll come back.
-Lost my freedoms in my home.
-Lost friends
-Lost family.
But hey, guess I'm still here. Hoping somehow I can save the relationship.
November 4, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Thinking about 2025:
-Lost my close friends.
-Had a relationship that I really wanted and lost, twice.
-Don't know when or if he'll come back.
-Lost my freedoms in my home.
-Lost friends
-Lost family.
But hey, guess I'm still here. Hoping somehow I can save the relationship.
-Lost my close friends.
-Had a relationship that I really wanted and lost, twice.
-Don't know when or if he'll come back.
-Lost my freedoms in my home.
-Lost friends
-Lost family.
But hey, guess I'm still here. Hoping somehow I can save the relationship.
I wanna go back in time where I didn't fuck up everything. He would still be here, we would be in love, and the future would look so bright together.
November 4, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I wanna go back in time where I didn't fuck up everything. He would still be here, we would be in love, and the future would look so bright together.
I see him posting about Dispatch, I wish I can gift him the game. At the same time, I know he needs time and space and I'm trying to respect that.
Miss him heavily still, I really hope I can salvage the relationship in time.
Miss him heavily still, I really hope I can salvage the relationship in time.
November 3, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I see him posting about Dispatch, I wish I can gift him the game. At the same time, I know he needs time and space and I'm trying to respect that.
Miss him heavily still, I really hope I can salvage the relationship in time.
Miss him heavily still, I really hope I can salvage the relationship in time.
I love it when my dad threatens to cut my food when I'm not doing job searching at the exact moment he walks in my room 🫠
November 3, 2025 at 4:07 PM
I love it when my dad threatens to cut my food when I'm not doing job searching at the exact moment he walks in my room 🫠
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Came to the ballpit gym under infurnity hotel for photos, but ended up becoming part of the ballpit experience instead.....
November 3, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Came to the ballpit gym under infurnity hotel for photos, but ended up becoming part of the ballpit experience instead.....
Wish me luck fellas.
November 3, 2025 at 11:42 AM
Wish me luck fellas.
I still hope that when this blows over, I get to call him mine and for him to call me his.
November 3, 2025 at 11:32 AM
I still hope that when this blows over, I get to call him mine and for him to call me his.
First day of work tomorrow!
November 3, 2025 at 4:41 AM
First day of work tomorrow!