Tupelo
@thetopbug.bsky.social
Feels silly missing and yearning for someone who clearly doesn't do that for me anymore.
January 11, 2026 at 1:57 AM
Feels silly missing and yearning for someone who clearly doesn't do that for me anymore.
You can really feel when someone is erasing you from their lives. Hurts more when you watch it in real time.
January 11, 2026 at 12:44 AM
You can really feel when someone is erasing you from their lives. Hurts more when you watch it in real time.
Thinking about how I ruined everything a year ago today. They probably all moved on from me while I'm still here reveling in what I did forever. At least I have meds and therapy. Hoping not to end up in the psych ward again like before.
January 11, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Thinking about how I ruined everything a year ago today. They probably all moved on from me while I'm still here reveling in what I did forever. At least I have meds and therapy. Hoping not to end up in the psych ward again like before.
Today marks a full year since I lost my old friends, and the beginning of my problems
January 10, 2026 at 1:42 PM
Today marks a full year since I lost my old friends, and the beginning of my problems
Suppose they were going to leave eventually, the whole time I was just prolonging the inevitable.
January 9, 2026 at 4:05 PM
Suppose they were going to leave eventually, the whole time I was just prolonging the inevitable.
I hate they’re gone forever
January 8, 2026 at 2:52 PM
I hate they’re gone forever
“Taking space” is another way of cutting ties without explicitly saying goodbye.
January 7, 2026 at 4:26 PM
“Taking space” is another way of cutting ties without explicitly saying goodbye.
I got a speeding ticket trying to get food tonight. I have to pay $164 I don't have. I have no job, and no way to afford this. I hate begging for money, but please any amount helps. DM me for my details related to payment.
January 5, 2026 at 7:48 AM
I got a speeding ticket trying to get food tonight. I have to pay $164 I don't have. I have no job, and no way to afford this. I hate begging for money, but please any amount helps. DM me for my details related to payment.
lost him as a lover
lost him as a potential friend
lost him for good
losing bits of myself each day
lost him as a potential friend
lost him for good
losing bits of myself each day
January 4, 2026 at 10:51 PM
lost him as a lover
lost him as a potential friend
lost him for good
losing bits of myself each day
lost him as a potential friend
lost him for good
losing bits of myself each day
I forget how tired I get after I breakdown and cry. Fell asleep for a few hours and my body is absolutely spent
January 4, 2026 at 9:45 PM
I forget how tired I get after I breakdown and cry. Fell asleep for a few hours and my body is absolutely spent
lost him for good
no reason to improve
rotting alone
no reason to improve
rotting alone
January 4, 2026 at 6:51 PM
lost him for good
no reason to improve
rotting alone
no reason to improve
rotting alone
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I’M 24 NOW 🦎🧁🐊
It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.
It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.
September 23, 2025 at 5:40 AM
I’M 24 NOW 🦎🧁🐊
It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.
It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.
Happy New Year's Eve guys, I hope 2026 will be better for all of us
December 31, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Happy New Year's Eve guys, I hope 2026 will be better for all of us
What I lost:
The man I loved
My old friends
Close friends
Family members
Car
Mental health
Now I'm in even more debt.
Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.
The man I loved
My old friends
Close friends
Family members
Car
Mental health
Now I'm in even more debt.
Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.
December 29, 2025 at 10:38 PM
What I lost:
The man I loved
My old friends
Close friends
Family members
Car
Mental health
Now I'm in even more debt.
Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.
The man I loved
My old friends
Close friends
Family members
Car
Mental health
Now I'm in even more debt.
Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.
Got into an accident, as if my life couldn’t get any fucking worse
December 29, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Got into an accident, as if my life couldn’t get any fucking worse
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Jingle bells 🦌🎶
Clothless version on patreon✨
Clothless version on patreon✨
December 29, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Jingle bells 🦌🎶
Clothless version on patreon✨
Clothless version on patreon✨
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Commission for Buky
Color Sketch.
Thank you so much!
Color Sketch.
Thank you so much!
December 24, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Commission for Buky
Color Sketch.
Thank you so much!
Color Sketch.
Thank you so much!
I wish I can wish him a merry christmas, wish I get to spend it with him too.
December 24, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I wish I can wish him a merry christmas, wish I get to spend it with him too.
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So I made a deal a while back that if SpaceGodzilla got into supernova, then I'd draw my Fangoji kissing him. Well, here it is. Lol. I also figured I'd make it Christmas themed too.
Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~
#Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova
Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~
#Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova
December 24, 2025 at 3:41 PM
So I made a deal a while back that if SpaceGodzilla got into supernova, then I'd draw my Fangoji kissing him. Well, here it is. Lol. I also figured I'd make it Christmas themed too.
Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~
#Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova
Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~
#Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova
Merry Christmas Eve!
December 24, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Merry Christmas Eve!
Saw him in another server, left because I figured he didn't need me to intrude his space.
December 24, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Saw him in another server, left because I figured he didn't need me to intrude his space.
The SI thoughts are strong today, but at least my dad's birthday was a success. Happy birthday, dad. I love you.
December 23, 2025 at 2:35 AM
The SI thoughts are strong today, but at least my dad's birthday was a success. Happy birthday, dad. I love you.
Seeing him distance himself from everything related to me, and here I am trying not to blow my fucking brains out.
December 22, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Seeing him distance himself from everything related to me, and here I am trying not to blow my fucking brains out.
Objective for 2026: Survive
December 22, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Objective for 2026: Survive