TOS|🦇 (he/they)
@the0peratingsystem.bsky.social
-DID system, audhd, disabled, and queer 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
-Into fiber arts (crochet mainly, getting into some others) and witchcraft 🌓🃏✨
-300+ punks in a trenchcoat
-Going into stem 🗜️🛠️
-21+ adult system
-Into fiber arts (crochet mainly, getting into some others) and witchcraft 🌓🃏✨
-300+ punks in a trenchcoat
-Going into stem 🗜️🛠️
-21+ adult system
I love still being tired after 8hrs of sleep because we didn’t sleep well during said 8hrs like please brain just rest
October 2, 2025 at 7:15 PM
I love still being tired after 8hrs of sleep because we didn’t sleep well during said 8hrs like please brain just rest
How many people in front does it take to keep the vessel awake? More than you might expect.
September 30, 2025 at 1:33 PM
How many people in front does it take to keep the vessel awake? More than you might expect.
One of our friends told one of our abusers that we talked to them about our trauma and that was not a fun phone call to get at 8:00 at night! I love having a panic attack and being unable to speak when asked what she did to deserve such cruelty!
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #vent
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #vent
September 29, 2025 at 3:05 AM
One of our friends told one of our abusers that we talked to them about our trauma and that was not a fun phone call to get at 8:00 at night! I love having a panic attack and being unable to speak when asked what she did to deserve such cruelty!
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #vent
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #vent
AAAAAA IM SO TIRED OF THIS I HATE FUSION 360 WHY DO I STILL HAVE MORE TO DO
September 23, 2025 at 2:37 AM
AAAAAA IM SO TIRED OF THIS I HATE FUSION 360 WHY DO I STILL HAVE MORE TO DO
Bro our new adhd meds are causing us to swap hosts we are so anxious it’s actually causing issues. We are so fucking dissociated and the 5 mg of lexapro is fighting demons rn. It’s helping but just barely.
#adhd #DID #DIDsystem #DissociativeIdentityDisorder
#adhd #DID #DIDsystem #DissociativeIdentityDisorder
September 22, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Bro our new adhd meds are causing us to swap hosts we are so anxious it’s actually causing issues. We are so fucking dissociated and the 5 mg of lexapro is fighting demons rn. It’s helping but just barely.
#adhd #DID #DIDsystem #DissociativeIdentityDisorder
#adhd #DID #DIDsystem #DissociativeIdentityDisorder
Never let someone with adhd and a system with autism and adhd out shopping together, we went out for dorm decor and came back with a terrarium
#adhd #didsystem #college
#adhd #didsystem #college
August 31, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Never let someone with adhd and a system with autism and adhd out shopping together, we went out for dorm decor and came back with a terrarium
#adhd #didsystem #college
#adhd #didsystem #college
So wild how the same person who told me I’d never amount to anything if I kept calling out of work and not helping around the house when I was dying is the same person telling me not to get a job while in college because I risk putting myself in the hospital again
July 18, 2025 at 5:15 PM
So wild how the same person who told me I’d never amount to anything if I kept calling out of work and not helping around the house when I was dying is the same person telling me not to get a job while in college because I risk putting myself in the hospital again
Our friend “I wanna meet ur other alters it seems fun :)”
The system: 👎🏻
The alter talking to him: gracefully changes topics under the guise of it being an ADHD musing where I forget to address that point
The persecutor in the back: “we should tell him to fuck off”
#DID
The system: 👎🏻
The alter talking to him: gracefully changes topics under the guise of it being an ADHD musing where I forget to address that point
The persecutor in the back: “we should tell him to fuck off”
#DID
June 18, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Our friend “I wanna meet ur other alters it seems fun :)”
The system: 👎🏻
The alter talking to him: gracefully changes topics under the guise of it being an ADHD musing where I forget to address that point
The persecutor in the back: “we should tell him to fuck off”
#DID
The system: 👎🏻
The alter talking to him: gracefully changes topics under the guise of it being an ADHD musing where I forget to address that point
The persecutor in the back: “we should tell him to fuck off”
#DID
Day two of an unpaid internship and they get me to relax about like, arriving late by playing Bo Burnham but only the part that goes “cause you’re an inteeerrrrrn (unpaid) WAWAWA WAH WAWAAAAHHH” for hours
June 18, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Day two of an unpaid internship and they get me to relax about like, arriving late by playing Bo Burnham but only the part that goes “cause you’re an inteeerrrrrn (unpaid) WAWAWA WAH WAWAAAAHHH” for hours
I love amnesia, can’t get into my Daylio because I don’t have the PIN, I specifically remember someone changing it because they were worried that someone could guess our PIN, they changed it to something and went “it’s not our usual so people won’t guess” IM PEOPLE WHAT WAS THE CODE #amnesia #alters
June 18, 2025 at 4:18 PM
I love amnesia, can’t get into my Daylio because I don’t have the PIN, I specifically remember someone changing it because they were worried that someone could guess our PIN, they changed it to something and went “it’s not our usual so people won’t guess” IM PEOPLE WHAT WAS THE CODE #amnesia #alters
BROOO our school’s response to our mother reporting the shit that’s going on at school was to have counseling talk to me like bro I know a wellness check when I see one that’s wild
March 14, 2025 at 5:45 PM
BROOO our school’s response to our mother reporting the shit that’s going on at school was to have counseling talk to me like bro I know a wellness check when I see one that’s wild
Our persecutors: I’m evil and very bad, not a good dude
Also our persecutors: what if I cussed out the chair of the physics department and dragged both the professors that are stressing you out. Why? Because you’re crying and this is bullshit and it’s 2am and you’re still doing homework
Also our persecutors: what if I cussed out the chair of the physics department and dragged both the professors that are stressing you out. Why? Because you’re crying and this is bullshit and it’s 2am and you’re still doing homework
March 12, 2025 at 2:20 PM
Our persecutors: I’m evil and very bad, not a good dude
Also our persecutors: what if I cussed out the chair of the physics department and dragged both the professors that are stressing you out. Why? Because you’re crying and this is bullshit and it’s 2am and you’re still doing homework
Also our persecutors: what if I cussed out the chair of the physics department and dragged both the professors that are stressing you out. Why? Because you’re crying and this is bullshit and it’s 2am and you’re still doing homework
Actually getting so sick of the other RAs misgendering us and undermining us because we are new like bro it’s policy and a safety concern to just let someone in without the resident checking them in ugh
March 12, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Actually getting so sick of the other RAs misgendering us and undermining us because we are new like bro it’s policy and a safety concern to just let someone in without the resident checking them in ugh
Y’all ever sense someone is a threat so intensely your brain starts sizing the MF up so it knows what alter to send out to deal with them
March 3, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Y’all ever sense someone is a threat so intensely your brain starts sizing the MF up so it knows what alter to send out to deal with them
You’ll never guess what we put off again
February 28, 2025 at 3:45 AM
You’ll never guess what we put off again
Friend felt like I looked off until he realized I wasn’t wearing my trench coat cause it was 38°F and too warm for that, everyone in the dorms is too hot, the top floors are 80+°F because it’s too cold to turn on the ac
February 26, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Friend felt like I looked off until he realized I wasn’t wearing my trench coat cause it was 38°F and too warm for that, everyone in the dorms is too hot, the top floors are 80+°F because it’s too cold to turn on the ac
The curse of wanting to sleep in on a weekend day but then STAYING UP ALL NIGHT BECAUSE WE SLEPT ALL DAY ON A SUNDAY WHY YALL WHY
February 24, 2025 at 3:29 PM
The curse of wanting to sleep in on a weekend day but then STAYING UP ALL NIGHT BECAUSE WE SLEPT ALL DAY ON A SUNDAY WHY YALL WHY
I love when we write notes like “hey don’t drink coffee in the morning or late at night. Especially not on an empty stomach, it hurts and we feel like trash” and then what do we do? Exactly the thing the note said not to do. Then we sit there like “omg I feel like I’m dying help” dude I warned you
February 12, 2025 at 3:22 PM
I love when we write notes like “hey don’t drink coffee in the morning or late at night. Especially not on an empty stomach, it hurts and we feel like trash” and then what do we do? Exactly the thing the note said not to do. Then we sit there like “omg I feel like I’m dying help” dude I warned you
Tummy hurts but I’m being so brave about it (I feel like I’m dying and can do nothing about it)
February 12, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Tummy hurts but I’m being so brave about it (I feel like I’m dying and can do nothing about it)
I love that our brain’s idea of a persecutor alter(so far) is someone who has a backbone and some attitude and is like kinda mean but not wrong like fucking Christ were we allowed to do anything as a child??? God forbid we weren’t perfect and sweet all the time.
February 12, 2025 at 11:36 AM
I love that our brain’s idea of a persecutor alter(so far) is someone who has a backbone and some attitude and is like kinda mean but not wrong like fucking Christ were we allowed to do anything as a child??? God forbid we weren’t perfect and sweet all the time.
I can’t even be mad at the alter(s) who pushed off our homework but at the same time bro it’s almost 2 am and we have to be up at 6am and I am still not done! I even essentially skipped a problem cause I had no idea what the fuck was going on!
February 12, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I can’t even be mad at the alter(s) who pushed off our homework but at the same time bro it’s almost 2 am and we have to be up at 6am and I am still not done! I even essentially skipped a problem cause I had no idea what the fuck was going on!
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put all my anger and disappointment with the past week of political issues into this <3
February 4, 2025 at 3:30 PM
put all my anger and disappointment with the past week of political issues into this <3
We have somehow adopted an 18 y/o from our physics class and he has border collie energy, we are a tortishell house cat, we cannot keep up with him. Bro wants to go out and do things all the time and I’m like bro I’m 23 and working 2 jobs and double majoring and I’m tired please let me knit in peace
February 3, 2025 at 3:40 PM
We have somehow adopted an 18 y/o from our physics class and he has border collie energy, we are a tortishell house cat, we cannot keep up with him. Bro wants to go out and do things all the time and I’m like bro I’m 23 and working 2 jobs and double majoring and I’m tired please let me knit in peace
Love finding out my family is falling apart without us there and being in a consistent state of fight or flight since like 6:00pm yesterday like we cannot come down from this the brain is locked in rn
February 3, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Love finding out my family is falling apart without us there and being in a consistent state of fight or flight since like 6:00pm yesterday like we cannot come down from this the brain is locked in rn
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