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thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
Rae (she/her)
@thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
blender artist and poet in Utah looking for artist friends <3

/ disabled / chronically ill / leftist / lesbian / exmo / AuDHD /
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One Year Progress <3

I picked up Blender for the first time exactly one year ago. Before that time the only art I'd ever done was writing and poetry.

I had no idea that one day I'd be able to make stuff like this. I'm excited to see where another year of learning art will take me.

#blender #art
i got my SNAP guys 😭

thank you for putting up with me this past month everyone. you're all so wonderful and supportive while i've gone off the deep end.

i'm so relieved oh my god
November 16, 2025 at 5:05 AM
there's a crazy green light beam above utah right now. it's closer than the stars and looks like a ring like saturn.

does anyone know what this is?
clouds came in but you can still kind of see it
November 12, 2025 at 5:17 AM
today i had to choose between going to the food pantry and going to an important doctors appointment. i had to pick good.

my doctor wouldn't see me because i was two minutes past my late window and they can't fit me in again for months.

this feels like a bad joke
November 6, 2025 at 10:27 PM
personal vent. trigger warning for poverty.

I’m fucking scared guys. still no SNAP. my dad can't find a new job. if i get a job to help i lose my health insurance and the only medical treatments that allow me to function. he doesn't qualify for unemployment. I’m fucking scared
November 6, 2025 at 4:20 PM
no one knows i'm dressing up for halloween on campus today because i'm goth and this is how i look every day
a monkey is sitting on a rock next to a cat in the woods .
ALT: a monkey is sitting on a rock next to a cat in the woods .
media.tenor.com
October 30, 2025 at 5:28 PM
i love getting my blood test results immediately so I have plenty of time to google why my results look so scary before an actual doctor can tell me what's wrong 💀
October 27, 2025 at 8:21 PM
youtu.be/tqGkuGIXYys?...

I found this small band. i love this song and they just dropped a music video they made in Blender

check it out

#blender #musicvideo
Spirit of the Bear - Bomb Family (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Spirit of the Bear
youtu.be
October 24, 2025 at 10:43 PM
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When the moon climbs high above the forest, the moths flutter home to their glowing mushroom kingdom beneath the trees. 🌈🦋🍄

#peachtober25spots #peachtober25stripes #moths #magicalforest #blender3d
October 24, 2025 at 1:07 PM
decided to deal with stress by playing around in blender.

i've converted to cycles. it's so much faster.

#blender #b3d #surreal
October 24, 2025 at 11:02 AM
I just spent a literal week writing and rewriting a poem for a sequence

only to decide to delete it from the sequence

💀
October 21, 2025 at 5:15 AM
Pinterest just added an option to turn off AI images.

it's actually usable again for inspiration and references and studies!
October 20, 2025 at 10:01 PM
since i can’t have blender during the semester, the only thing getting me through is Rockstar Lestat fanfiction 💀

and i fear the brain worms have taken over

#tvl #iwtv #rockstarlestat #vampires
October 19, 2025 at 9:14 PM
i made a game.
holy hell i am not cut out for game dev.

#horror #bitsy #gamedev #firstgame

thathauntedgirl.itch.io/1995
1995 by thathauntedgirl
my first game
thathauntedgirl.itch.io
October 15, 2025 at 6:12 AM
it's fun to look back on these and see all the things i would do differently now.

#blender #b3d #surreal
October 13, 2025 at 6:19 PM
i wish i had more time to make stuff in blender during the semester.

#blender #b3d #animation #surreal #illustration
October 13, 2025 at 8:30 AM
Reposted by Rae (she/her)
October 10, 2025 at 11:18 PM
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Niko just dropped a Blender course on mechanical rigging - perfect for building complex-looking mechanical setups and bringing your #hardsurface #b3d designs to life in no time! 🔥🤯

This isn’t an ad or anything btw, we’re just excited to share it :)

demnikoart.gumroad.com/l/riggingcou...
October 4, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Reposted by Rae (she/her)
Watching the rain
September 27, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Reposted by Rae (she/her)
My Blender Potion Tutorial is up on YouTube!

A quick and easy guide to making your own magical potion. 🧪✨

Check it out here: youtu.be/ClEEQFPEPIo?si

#blender3d #blendertutorial
How to Make a 3D Potion in Blender – Beginner Tutorial
YouTube video by Aidan 3D Art
youtu.be
September 27, 2025 at 12:40 PM
i got home yesterday at 3pm and got in bed to take a nap.

i just woke up. the next day. at 7am.

school is so physically fucking hard. damn.
September 26, 2025 at 1:35 PM
the Utah Opera is performing an Opera of The Shining this October.

between this and Rockstar Lestat I have become convinced that I am the luckiest person on earth
September 25, 2025 at 6:05 AM
stuck at home today because the elevator to my classes is broken.

i hurt myself trying to get up the stairs yesterday.

shit sucks and i'm feeling really shit about it
September 23, 2025 at 8:35 PM
the only elevator to my classes is broken.

i busted my fucking ass to get here and i can’t get to my class
September 22, 2025 at 7:02 PM
i continue to be surprised to discover i'm having trauma responses to being in a school shooting.

which feels silly.

but it honestly doesn't help that the entire internet was talking about it. and it's somehow worse that everyone is already moving on.
September 21, 2025 at 2:43 AM