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thatbaddecision.bsky.social
ProblemAddictShitposter
@thatbaddecision.bsky.social
Constantly fucking around, often finding out.
This tattoo is over the spot where I had my first injection, in a weird gay bar in DC on trans night by what became my girlfriend for a while.

Every piece of the person I am becoming is in part due to the people I have met along the way. Sometimes I don’t want to keep going, but I guess I have to.
June 16, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Is tonight the night that I get drunk off fireball and break up with my girlfriends because I feel like too much of a burden and hate putting people through my bullshit?
June 15, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Fuck this whole-ass brain.
June 15, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Today I got my nostril, eyebrow, and belly button pierced, and got three new tattoos. They all kept me really positive and happy for a while but then I fell asleep and just woke up four hours later missing my girlfriends so fucking much I want to die.
June 15, 2025 at 3:12 AM
Finally did my first tummy shot by myself. @splitjawhc.bsky.social shirt goes hard with this entire pic.
June 13, 2025 at 10:26 PM
I am once again fucking BEGGING Chicago people to hang out with me. My mental health is in the absolute gutter right now and I’m really going to need it these next couple days.
June 13, 2025 at 4:43 AM
Sometimes I think I’m never actually okay, and that I only mask during spirals so people I care about don’t worry about me. I’m currently right back where I was two days ago, wishing I weren’t alive because my brain and my heart are constantly at odds with one another. I can’t keep doing this.
June 12, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I’m probably just gonna stop using this damn thing. Barely any engagement and I just feel miserable shouting into the void all the time.
June 12, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Any Chicagoomfs wanna keep me distracted these next few days? Both GFs are out of town on vacation and it absolutely tanks my mental health being alone.
June 12, 2025 at 3:28 PM
It’s hard for my brain to find any peace lately. It seems like no matter what I try to do, it’s not enough. I’m so tired of treading water to just barely keep my head high enough to only barely catch my breath. Giving up just feels so much fucking easier.
June 10, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Sitting at the end of my rope, it’s getting shorter every day.
Tired of looking for that silver lining and hearing everything they say.
Sometimes it doesn’t get better, the future’s getting darker and darker instead.
And the rope’s just getting tighter. Getting harder and harder to breathe.
June 10, 2025 at 7:50 PM
More often than not, my brain isn’t kind to me.
Maybe if I could rewind time and see how different things could be,
Another day wasted, laying in bed
Buried alive inside my own head
Fingers worn to the bone, digging deeper to be free.
But the view from rock bottom is the only thing I can see.
June 9, 2025 at 11:29 PM
Back to bed. Fuck my brain.
June 9, 2025 at 11:07 PM
5PM beer for breakfast because I’ve lost control of my life.
June 9, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Curled up under a mountain of blankets because my brain is unkind to me.
June 9, 2025 at 2:47 AM
I really need more Chicago lesbian experiences.
June 8, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Scene it.
June 8, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Had a really rough patch, but came back with new hair. Who want me? Please, someone want me.
June 5, 2025 at 9:55 PM
I’ve barely left the bed all day. I don’t want to be here. I’m about to just shotgun a garbage beer and take some edibles and just hope the world forgets about me.
May 25, 2025 at 5:47 AM
This is the worst I’ve been in a very long time. I genuinely don’t want to do this anymore.
May 25, 2025 at 5:36 AM
Fuck my big stupid brain.
May 24, 2025 at 4:32 AM
I really gotta learn to get over this anxiety or I’m never gonna smooch Chicago babes.
May 23, 2025 at 11:47 AM
I’m high and no one is in my DMs. This app disappoints me.
May 23, 2025 at 6:39 AM
This city is gorgeous
May 23, 2025 at 6:27 AM