Odette 🧿
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Odette 🧿
@teacupdoll.bsky.social
· Nov 17
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♡ engaged 💍
♡ all love is beautiful
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♡ neurodivergent
♡ ex-BED, ARFID
𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖
♡ engaged 💍
♡ all love is beautiful
♡ pro-neos
♡ neurodivergent
♡ ex-BED, ARFID
Also the most ridiculous part was that it was such a pain in the ass to find a black xl top and pant that was fitting for a funeral.
Xl isn’t even the largest size available in the US.
Xl isn’t even the largest size available in the US.
I already feel awful about losing my sister.
And I felt so ashamed about my weight.
And I couldn’t find funeral clothes that fit me. We went to 5 stores in 2 days, and finally found an xl that didn’t look awful.
And to top it all off, I get fat shamed at my sister’s funeral.
And I felt so ashamed about my weight.
And I couldn’t find funeral clothes that fit me. We went to 5 stores in 2 days, and finally found an xl that didn’t look awful.
And to top it all off, I get fat shamed at my sister’s funeral.
November 11, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Also the most ridiculous part was that it was such a pain in the ass to find a black xl top and pant that was fitting for a funeral.
Xl isn’t even the largest size available in the US.
Xl isn’t even the largest size available in the US.
I moved out and gained 40lbs rapidly. It was a drastic change. When your body changes like that so quickly it can be hard to accept.
So I was already having a hard time being in public surrounded by people who haven’t seen me in years, whispering about my weight at my sister’s funeral.
So I was already having a hard time being in public surrounded by people who haven’t seen me in years, whispering about my weight at my sister’s funeral.
I already feel awful about losing my sister.
And I felt so ashamed about my weight.
And I couldn’t find funeral clothes that fit me. We went to 5 stores in 2 days, and finally found an xl that didn’t look awful.
And to top it all off, I get fat shamed at my sister’s funeral.
And I felt so ashamed about my weight.
And I couldn’t find funeral clothes that fit me. We went to 5 stores in 2 days, and finally found an xl that didn’t look awful.
And to top it all off, I get fat shamed at my sister’s funeral.
November 11, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I moved out and gained 40lbs rapidly. It was a drastic change. When your body changes like that so quickly it can be hard to accept.
So I was already having a hard time being in public surrounded by people who haven’t seen me in years, whispering about my weight at my sister’s funeral.
So I was already having a hard time being in public surrounded by people who haven’t seen me in years, whispering about my weight at my sister’s funeral.
I lost 5lbs since my sister’s passing.
At her funeral, my uncle saw me eating a piece of bread. He told me I had enough bread.
I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Later he saw me eating again and loudly pointed out that it was my 6th bread.
It was my 4th. These were palmed sized bread btw.
At her funeral, my uncle saw me eating a piece of bread. He told me I had enough bread.
I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Later he saw me eating again and loudly pointed out that it was my 6th bread.
It was my 4th. These were palmed sized bread btw.
November 11, 2025 at 3:46 AM
I lost 5lbs since my sister’s passing.
At her funeral, my uncle saw me eating a piece of bread. He told me I had enough bread.
I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Later he saw me eating again and loudly pointed out that it was my 6th bread.
It was my 4th. These were palmed sized bread btw.
At her funeral, my uncle saw me eating a piece of bread. He told me I had enough bread.
I hadn’t eaten anything all day. Later he saw me eating again and loudly pointed out that it was my 6th bread.
It was my 4th. These were palmed sized bread btw.
I think I did good today.
Two monsters, spaghetti and meatballs for dinner, and I made stew earlier with lots of veggies
Two monsters, spaghetti and meatballs for dinner, and I made stew earlier with lots of veggies
November 6, 2025 at 5:57 AM
I think I did good today.
Two monsters, spaghetti and meatballs for dinner, and I made stew earlier with lots of veggies
Two monsters, spaghetti and meatballs for dinner, and I made stew earlier with lots of veggies
Drinking my monster so starting the day with 10cals
I’m trying that Guava one, Idk if it’s good or not
I’m trying that Guava one, Idk if it’s good or not
November 5, 2025 at 2:23 PM
Drinking my monster so starting the day with 10cals
I’m trying that Guava one, Idk if it’s good or not
I’m trying that Guava one, Idk if it’s good or not
The weird part is that the compulsion to binge left my body, at least it did yesterday.
Idk how to express how this conversation made my life feel so bright
Idk how to express how this conversation made my life feel so bright
He said that while he does like a big chest, it’s a preference, and that preferences pale in comparison to my comfort and expression
Meanwhile I’ve had several exes who said if I lost weight, they’d leave me. And they did. Because my thighs or chest weren’t as big anymore.
Meanwhile I’ve had several exes who said if I lost weight, they’d leave me. And they did. Because my thighs or chest weren’t as big anymore.
November 4, 2025 at 10:42 AM
The weird part is that the compulsion to binge left my body, at least it did yesterday.
Idk how to express how this conversation made my life feel so bright
Idk how to express how this conversation made my life feel so bright
So we talked and I admitted that yesterday I realized, I hate having a big chest.
I just felt like I had to love it because of the superiority you’re supposed to feel compared to smaller chested women
I told him I wanted a radical reduction. I was worried, but he was very supportive
I just felt like I had to love it because of the superiority you’re supposed to feel compared to smaller chested women
I told him I wanted a radical reduction. I was worried, but he was very supportive
This was always a convo that would happen on dysphoric days.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
My fiance kept saying he was straight and we’d talk about it like thrice a year
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
November 4, 2025 at 10:36 AM
So we talked and I admitted that yesterday I realized, I hate having a big chest.
I just felt like I had to love it because of the superiority you’re supposed to feel compared to smaller chested women
I told him I wanted a radical reduction. I was worried, but he was very supportive
I just felt like I had to love it because of the superiority you’re supposed to feel compared to smaller chested women
I told him I wanted a radical reduction. I was worried, but he was very supportive
This was always a convo that would happen on dysphoric days.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
My fiance kept saying he was straight and we’d talk about it like thrice a year
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
November 4, 2025 at 10:30 AM
This was always a convo that would happen on dysphoric days.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
I’d ask him if he’d still love me if I got bottom surgery and he’d say “ofc” and I would reply “but ur straight” and he’s be like “yeah”.
So you can imagine why I kept asking.
My fiance kept saying he was straight and we’d talk about it like thrice a year
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
November 4, 2025 at 10:28 AM
My fiance kept saying he was straight and we’d talk about it like thrice a year
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
Bc you can’t be in a relationship with me and be straight.
Today he admitted it’s very unlikely he’s straight, but he’s so worried about my health and our bills that labeling himself never mattered.
Your local data center does not need water to run the internet or AI.
Your local data center is choosing to harm you for profit.
Your local data center is choosing to harm you for profit.
November 4, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Your local data center does not need water to run the internet or AI.
Your local data center is choosing to harm you for profit.
Your local data center is choosing to harm you for profit.
Was it casual when I vaped to starve longer?
November 3, 2025 at 1:28 PM
Was it casual when I vaped to starve longer?
Hi yall, I appreciate everyone whose reached out to me, I love yall so much.
The reason I haven’t replied is because my sister outed me in her note that we read together as a family like two days ago.
So a lot of complicated emotions have arisen.
The reason I haven’t replied is because my sister outed me in her note that we read together as a family like two days ago.
So a lot of complicated emotions have arisen.
TW: suicide
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
November 3, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Hi yall, I appreciate everyone whose reached out to me, I love yall so much.
The reason I haven’t replied is because my sister outed me in her note that we read together as a family like two days ago.
So a lot of complicated emotions have arisen.
The reason I haven’t replied is because my sister outed me in her note that we read together as a family like two days ago.
So a lot of complicated emotions have arisen.
TW: suicide
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
October 29, 2025 at 4:00 AM
TW: suicide
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
My sister committed suicide Monday night, so I will be absent. I’m sorry. I love all you. I just need time
I’m at that stage where I don’t wanna be perceived, especially cause of my gender.
So we gonna hamster ball this motherfucker. Walk circles in the living room.
So we gonna hamster ball this motherfucker. Walk circles in the living room.
Walking really is the only way my ass is gonna lose weight fuck me
October 27, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I’m at that stage where I don’t wanna be perceived, especially cause of my gender.
So we gonna hamster ball this motherfucker. Walk circles in the living room.
So we gonna hamster ball this motherfucker. Walk circles in the living room.
Walking really is the only way my ass is gonna lose weight fuck me
October 27, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Walking really is the only way my ass is gonna lose weight fuck me
#edsky
Idk what to do anymore. I’m the largest I’ve ever been.
I thought moving out of my parents would make it easier, since I thought I binge ate out of fear bc I didn’t know when I would get food next.
Turns out, I binge eat when I feel safe. Sound similar but very different.
Idk what to do anymore. I’m the largest I’ve ever been.
I thought moving out of my parents would make it easier, since I thought I binge ate out of fear bc I didn’t know when I would get food next.
Turns out, I binge eat when I feel safe. Sound similar but very different.
October 10, 2025 at 6:21 PM
#edsky
Idk what to do anymore. I’m the largest I’ve ever been.
I thought moving out of my parents would make it easier, since I thought I binge ate out of fear bc I didn’t know when I would get food next.
Turns out, I binge eat when I feel safe. Sound similar but very different.
Idk what to do anymore. I’m the largest I’ve ever been.
I thought moving out of my parents would make it easier, since I thought I binge ate out of fear bc I didn’t know when I would get food next.
Turns out, I binge eat when I feel safe. Sound similar but very different.
Using boy mom for guinea pigs makes me giggle so much
During my absence I became a boy mom to two guinea pigs.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
October 7, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Using boy mom for guinea pigs makes me giggle so much
During my absence I became a boy mom to two guinea pigs.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
October 7, 2025 at 5:08 AM
During my absence I became a boy mom to two guinea pigs.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
My family always had pets growing up but I wasn’t allowed to call them “mine”. My siblings got to decide if I was allowed to pet them or not.
These are my first pets, and I adore them so much.
Sorry I’ve gone offline. I had a really bad sinus infection and I had to go on medication
October 7, 2025 at 5:02 AM
Sorry I’ve gone offline. I had a really bad sinus infection and I had to go on medication
Reposted by Odette 🧿
here’s my music too.
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...
Take Care of Him
open.spotify.com
October 5, 2025 at 8:21 AM
here’s my music too.
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...
Reposted by Odette 🧿
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
Donate to Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey, organized by Morgan Lynn
UPDATE July 10th: I have a (benign) tumor in my spinal canal. Also, my dis… Morgan Lynn needs your support for Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey
gofund.me
October 4, 2025 at 4:18 PM
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
I have an Italian surname that I made my middle name that sounds identical to a Japanese name but it misspelled.
And I didn’t think much about it until I was minoring in Japanese and I had to specify I wasn’t some weeb.
Eventually I gave in to my Spanish overlords and took a Spanish name.
And I didn’t think much about it until I was minoring in Japanese and I had to specify I wasn’t some weeb.
Eventually I gave in to my Spanish overlords and took a Spanish name.
September 15, 2025 at 5:30 PM
I have an Italian surname that I made my middle name that sounds identical to a Japanese name but it misspelled.
And I didn’t think much about it until I was minoring in Japanese and I had to specify I wasn’t some weeb.
Eventually I gave in to my Spanish overlords and took a Spanish name.
And I didn’t think much about it until I was minoring in Japanese and I had to specify I wasn’t some weeb.
Eventually I gave in to my Spanish overlords and took a Spanish name.
Lost a lb already RAHHH
I got to see my mom yesterday. She brought us groceries as a housewarming gift.
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
I got kicked out last night 🤪
Living with my fiance now.
Living with my fiance now.
September 9, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Lost a lb already RAHHH
I got to see my mom yesterday. She brought us groceries as a housewarming gift.
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
I got kicked out last night 🤪
Living with my fiance now.
Living with my fiance now.
September 8, 2025 at 6:52 PM
I got to see my mom yesterday. She brought us groceries as a housewarming gift.
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
She also got me a food scale!!! RAHHHH 🎉
#edbsky
I just calculated how much time it would take me to walk 10k steps at my stride and avg walking speed speed.
1.5hrs.
Clearly I’m doomed because I could’ve been losing insane weight all this time for the world’s easiest fucking exercise
I’m gonna go bury myself alive.
I just calculated how much time it would take me to walk 10k steps at my stride and avg walking speed speed.
1.5hrs.
Clearly I’m doomed because I could’ve been losing insane weight all this time for the world’s easiest fucking exercise
I’m gonna go bury myself alive.
August 27, 2025 at 1:51 AM
#edbsky
I just calculated how much time it would take me to walk 10k steps at my stride and avg walking speed speed.
1.5hrs.
Clearly I’m doomed because I could’ve been losing insane weight all this time for the world’s easiest fucking exercise
I’m gonna go bury myself alive.
I just calculated how much time it would take me to walk 10k steps at my stride and avg walking speed speed.
1.5hrs.
Clearly I’m doomed because I could’ve been losing insane weight all this time for the world’s easiest fucking exercise
I’m gonna go bury myself alive.