Can I just get adopted into a different family please

its getting worse. I cant believe how I recovered from wanting to kms to getting back there in just a couple of weeks. Thank you family. You truly make me feel loved, valued and cared for

Its just unfair at this point

things were already agreed on. things were decided. everything was okay. And now they pressured me long enough that I cant fight back. they won.

I cant wait to be out of here

I cant WAIT for february...

Idk if i want comfort art or nsfw art-

I've been feeling down and I crave both for some reason

need someone who draws ocXcanon nsfw/suggestive stuff... I have ideas

or just comfort stuff... I need it

Trying to shop for clothes with dysphoria and generally not being happy with my body is so difficult and painful. I look at myself in the mirror and all I cant see myself even if I love the clothes

I feel like I love too much.

Like, theres so much love in my heart for certain people that it hurts me

not just for my partner, but friends too. I love them so much that it hurts me more than it should

and all that love despite the fact that I was hurt so bad all my life... It confuses me

Might have a job soon. Very happy and excited

The part is STILL going. Its 8am. let me sleep

but tbf I cant sleep. Its too loud

gathering references in the middle of the night as if sleep isn't important. I just want to stay up and draw...

it would just be too much to redo everything. It's tiring to even think about

temporary (hopefully)

strange times