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sweetroot.bsky.social
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@sweetroot.bsky.social
a cranky autumnal robin
วันนี้เขียนการ์ด happy 30th anniv of being parents ให้ป๊ากับแม่ ปกติไม่ได้ให้ความสำคัญกับวันเกิด คนรอบตัวกลุ่มเล็ก ๆ นี่แหละที่พยายามทำให้มันพิเศษ ซึ่งเรารู้สึกขอบคุณเสมอ ปีนี้ age-panicked เลยยิ่งรู้สึกทึ่งที่ป๊าแม่เขาเลี้ยงเรามาได้ตอนอายุเท่านี้ เขียนการ์ดไปร้องไห้ไป
November 29, 2025 at 11:05 AM
Well hello 30
It arrives just like that
November 28, 2025 at 5:00 PM
พี่ที่ทำงานถามว่าทำยังไงถึงสดใสได้ตลอดเวลา โอ้โห เรานี่มันก็เล่นละครเก่งใช้ได้
(แต่ถูกต้องแล้ว ใจพังขนาดไหนก็ต้อง professional)
August 26, 2025 at 7:40 PM
อยากใช้ annual leave ซักวีคนอนอ่านนิยายเล่มเดิม ๆ ที่รู้ว่าพอถึงหน้าสุดท้ายมันจะฮีลเราได้นิดนึง
August 26, 2025 at 7:33 PM
I know I'm reaching my anxiety limit when I constantly check moon phases and planetary shifts
July 10, 2025 at 8:30 PM
anyway, a wise woman once said 'when in doubt, do laundry'
July 5, 2025 at 10:00 PM
คิดกับตัวเองมาตลอดว่า ถ้าเทียบกับความทุ่มเท สิ่งที่ได้มาก็สมเหตุสมผล ไม่ได้น้อยไปกว่าแรงพยายาม ในบางจังหวะได้มามากกว่าด้วยซ้ำเพราะเจอคนให้โอกาส เป็นตัวเราเองที่ใช้โอกาสที่มีในมือไม่ค่อยคุ้มค่า
July 5, 2025 at 9:48 PM
It's starting to hit that I now have less than half a year before I turn 30

I am not as anxious about age as I was a couple of years ago

Unfortunately, I haven't yet managed to be driven nor hopeful for the future like I wish I would, but rather succumbed to the mundanity and lack of prospects
July 5, 2025 at 9:35 PM
wild how it has been exactly 3 months since I last came here

Q2/2025 in brief -
a published paper,
a submitted manuscript,
two new projects,

accompanied by a plummeted mental health and a certain disease flare-up

grand
July 5, 2025 at 9:28 PM
ผลการเก็บเกี่ยวจากงานหนังสือโดยนักวิจัยจนกรอบ ที่มีกองดองสูงกว่า self-esteem
April 6, 2025 at 10:04 AM
In March,
she marched
into a graveyard of dreams

tended by their mothers
they corroded her ship
set ablaze to bream

set to sail free
she jumped
wishing for one liberating stream

In abyss,
under a sky full of stars,
lied a soul once gleamed
March 16, 2025 at 11:10 PM
a place called home should not make you feel this humiliated
March 16, 2025 at 10:05 PM
Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky.

- Rabindranath Tagore
March 4, 2025 at 8:10 PM
listened to kelly clarkson's cover of chappell roan's pink pony club and realised this song kinda made me feel the same way kelly's breakaway did to my teenage self
February 12, 2025 at 3:31 PM
The 'I met my younger self for coffee' prompt gives me mixed feeling It's almost like a self-soothing method for adults

It's a little depressing but reassuring at the same time to realise there has only been me embracing myself way back then and until now

Guess it's the essence of life anyway
February 10, 2025 at 12:30 PM
well scratch that
the old prose has returned to save me
I need to stop waiting for the next book or prose to fix me
January 27, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Reposted by ᴍʟʟᴇ ʀᴏᴜɢᴇ-ɢᴏʀɢᴇ
I was pretty happy about my icebreaker question for my Emily Dickinson class on our first day:

what was the last piece of art that made you feel as if the top of your head were taken off?
January 22, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Hello 2025
Hello the 30th
December 31, 2024 at 5:07 PM
I need to stop waiting for the next book or prose to fix me
December 22, 2024 at 5:41 PM
I would feel energised for a day - telling myself it is time for change, buying a new planner, curating the most uplifting playlist, organising my desks and thoughts

then curl up in bed for another week with my curtain shut procrastinating my life again and again
October 23, 2024 at 10:43 AM
What a bad record I have set for myself. I have pushed everyone to their limits (of patience and tolerance) but never once pushed myself to do better.
October 23, 2024 at 10:32 AM
Another typical night of being called out by fictional characters

My issues and toxic traits were stripped naked
September 9, 2024 at 10:27 PM
We have reached the BER months!! 🍂🍁
September 1, 2024 at 10:35 PM
I guess instead of looking for the next thing I could possibly like, I have to learn how to like what I now have to do
August 13, 2024 at 7:05 PM
I wish I were a tad more thick-skinned so I would fight them head on

I couldn't even count how many times I let someone else hold me accountable for their own decisions

Why did I end up apologising everytime? Why did I end up feeling guilty?

I fear I may explode one day
It is getting toxic
August 13, 2024 at 7:02 PM