Su remembers.
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Yonah JP Cibani (she/her)
Je me souviens.
Not attorney in any jurisdiction. Does not constitute legal advice.
Je me souviens.
Not attorney in any jurisdiction. Does not constitute legal advice.
Alprazolam is the quintessential psychoactive substance for me, not only because it's my earliest scheduled drug, but also because my mum, in faded memory, said 'it won't ache once you fall asleep'.
June 24, 2025 at 10:51 AM
Alprazolam is the quintessential psychoactive substance for me, not only because it's my earliest scheduled drug, but also because my mum, in faded memory, said 'it won't ache once you fall asleep'.
I dare not to see the news stateside, it's too cruel and transparently brutal.
April 16, 2025 at 7:19 AM
I dare not to see the news stateside, it's too cruel and transparently brutal.
I really enjoy finding the marginalised in theology - please be expecting my 2025 Quintessential: From the Locked Ward to Liberated Kingdom - A Theology of Exile, Marginalisation, and Silence.
March 31, 2025 at 10:45 AM
I really enjoy finding the marginalised in theology - please be expecting my 2025 Quintessential: From the Locked Ward to Liberated Kingdom - A Theology of Exile, Marginalisation, and Silence.
As an ecumenical, transgender Christian, I've never realised how rare and controversial we are in China.
March 29, 2025 at 2:56 AM
As an ecumenical, transgender Christian, I've never realised how rare and controversial we are in China.
Today has been a big day of reconciliation. I've talked to people whom I've previously hurt (at least I thought), and people who are distant, and with my parents regarding my trauma.
March 27, 2025 at 8:53 AM
Today has been a big day of reconciliation. I've talked to people whom I've previously hurt (at least I thought), and people who are distant, and with my parents regarding my trauma.
Tomorrow my first client should receive their tea! My four tea assortments would finally prove their value, and my Fujianese discernment!
March 27, 2025 at 8:12 AM
Tomorrow my first client should receive their tea! My four tea assortments would finally prove their value, and my Fujianese discernment!
Nanjing has a massive temperature drop. Thanks to it I can resume my business formal attire.
Still a bit sad because the psych ward lost my most important belongings that I've been gifted for a decade.
Still a bit sad because the psych ward lost my most important belongings that I've been gifted for a decade.
March 27, 2025 at 4:40 AM
Nanjing has a massive temperature drop. Thanks to it I can resume my business formal attire.
Still a bit sad because the psych ward lost my most important belongings that I've been gifted for a decade.
Still a bit sad because the psych ward lost my most important belongings that I've been gifted for a decade.
Transition - so far so good!
March 25, 2025 at 6:53 AM
Transition - so far so good!
I sorta wish I'm less angel girl. Like, I've been living an extreme life, and I'd appreciate some respite. When will that happen?
March 24, 2025 at 11:35 AM
I sorta wish I'm less angel girl. Like, I've been living an extreme life, and I'd appreciate some respite. When will that happen?
Lt Sgt Lady Yonah LLB KC, 'Su the Tactical Girl'. Navy solicitor, good at enforcing habeas corpus whilst parachuting to transphobic land.
March 24, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Lt Sgt Lady Yonah LLB KC, 'Su the Tactical Girl'. Navy solicitor, good at enforcing habeas corpus whilst parachuting to transphobic land.
Whenever I'm stressed out (extreme trauma, torture etc) I'd brain-play some Christian songs. Is that reactionary?
They do power me. Like, they let me know I'm not that lonely even when the world I'm situated in wants to consume me.
They do power me. Like, they let me know I'm not that lonely even when the world I'm situated in wants to consume me.
March 23, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Whenever I'm stressed out (extreme trauma, torture etc) I'd brain-play some Christian songs. Is that reactionary?
They do power me. Like, they let me know I'm not that lonely even when the world I'm situated in wants to consume me.
They do power me. Like, they let me know I'm not that lonely even when the world I'm situated in wants to consume me.
La cérémonie des adieux.
March 23, 2025 at 8:04 AM
La cérémonie des adieux.
I want to fix myself, I want to get fixed. Finally, I don't need others to want to get fixed.
March 23, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I want to fix myself, I want to get fixed. Finally, I don't need others to want to get fixed.
I want to leave somehow. Hospitalisation is a self-imposed punishment, and it didn't end well.
Whoever has experienced trauma would inevitably get addicted to it.
Whoever has experienced trauma would inevitably get addicted to it.
March 23, 2025 at 5:59 AM
I want to leave somehow. Hospitalisation is a self-imposed punishment, and it didn't end well.
Whoever has experienced trauma would inevitably get addicted to it.
Whoever has experienced trauma would inevitably get addicted to it.
Yangtze River North is more populated than Jiangxin Island, alas. I do take pride living in the Island, however life's unforgiving there.
Nanjing has left too much memories and marks for me, so I'm considering rebasing in the Delta.
Nanjing has left too much memories and marks for me, so I'm considering rebasing in the Delta.
March 23, 2025 at 5:58 AM
Yangtze River North is more populated than Jiangxin Island, alas. I do take pride living in the Island, however life's unforgiving there.
Nanjing has left too much memories and marks for me, so I'm considering rebasing in the Delta.
Nanjing has left too much memories and marks for me, so I'm considering rebasing in the Delta.
Please note that I will be taken into custody tomorrow for an indefinite time. Please take care and expect slow response.
March 10, 2025 at 7:12 AM
Please note that I will be taken into custody tomorrow for an indefinite time. Please take care and expect slow response.
My past, present, and future partners: stop 'BPD' me. Stigmatising and abusing this term is shameful.
March 9, 2025 at 8:26 PM
My past, present, and future partners: stop 'BPD' me. Stigmatising and abusing this term is shameful.
各位還未拋棄我的朋友們，請知道我一直愛你們。從昨日直到今時，從今時直到永遠。我愛你們如同主愛你們。
Friends who have kept me in their company, please know that I have always kept, keep, and it's about to keep you in my heart. I love you all and God knows you all.
Friends who have kept me in their company, please know that I have always kept, keep, and it's about to keep you in my heart. I love you all and God knows you all.
March 9, 2025 at 9:15 AM
各位還未拋棄我的朋友們，請知道我一直愛你們。從昨日直到今時，從今時直到永遠。我愛你們如同主愛你們。
Friends who have kept me in their company, please know that I have always kept, keep, and it's about to keep you in my heart. I love you all and God knows you all.
Friends who have kept me in their company, please know that I have always kept, keep, and it's about to keep you in my heart. I love you all and God knows you all.
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 25 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 100 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 200 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 450 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 100 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 200 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 450 mg)
March 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 25 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 100 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 200 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 450 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 100 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 200 mg)
I should come off Quetiapine (when I was on 450 mg)
Living in a great fear that my smuggled Vortioxetine is gonna be out of stock / price increased. It causes nearly 2 grand per month in China, nearly a minimum wage. Smuggled version is affordable though.
March 5, 2025 at 10:16 AM
Living in a great fear that my smuggled Vortioxetine is gonna be out of stock / price increased. It causes nearly 2 grand per month in China, nearly a minimum wage. Smuggled version is affordable though.
I've no idea why I dress like a gothic butch lesbian. Def not intended
February 28, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I've no idea why I dress like a gothic butch lesbian. Def not intended
Being a trans Christian makes me sad. Like, I would still cuddle more with trans society.
But it's hard. I had to form an utterly selective comfort zone. Sometimes it's better to shut up after all.
But it's hard. I had to form an utterly selective comfort zone. Sometimes it's better to shut up after all.
February 28, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Being a trans Christian makes me sad. Like, I would still cuddle more with trans society.
But it's hard. I had to form an utterly selective comfort zone. Sometimes it's better to shut up after all.
But it's hard. I had to form an utterly selective comfort zone. Sometimes it's better to shut up after all.
So, Arch of Cantaur is gone but replacement gonna suck; Arch of York should be gone but anyways it's Britain. Now with Francis I really don't know how things will go in the future now.
February 23, 2025 at 10:53 AM
So, Arch of Cantaur is gone but replacement gonna suck; Arch of York should be gone but anyways it's Britain. Now with Francis I really don't know how things will go in the future now.
I genuinely don't understand the logic of giving birth - as long as adoption is an option (there is an orphaned child), there should be no birth. Before all kids are loved, no kid is ever loved.
February 8, 2025 at 3:31 PM
I genuinely don't understand the logic of giving birth - as long as adoption is an option (there is an orphaned child), there should be no birth. Before all kids are loved, no kid is ever loved.
I remember the public bath in my hometown ('s town - my hometown is a village adjacent to a town). My mum complained a lot that there's no water in the female area. Of course I couldn't go in there and couldn't understand. Then some women just came to the male section to fetch water from the source.
February 6, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I remember the public bath in my hometown ('s town - my hometown is a village adjacent to a town). My mum complained a lot that there's no water in the female area. Of course I couldn't go in there and couldn't understand. Then some women just came to the male section to fetch water from the source.