★ sunny ⸝⸝
@sunnyrotz.bsky.social
i always find my way back to this
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★ non ed🐛sky dni
★ 20 ⋮ he/him
★ pro junk0rexic (in my off season rn)
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how am i disgustingly thin and morbidly obese at the same goddamn time
how to get skinnier no diet no relapse
November 15, 2025 at 10:15 PM
how to get skinnier no diet no relapse
i fear i have just switched to binge eating
November 9, 2025 at 2:14 PM
i fear i have just switched to binge eating
im so fat this isnt fair
November 7, 2025 at 10:19 PM
im so fat this isnt fair
i dont think i can ever recover. sure my eating habits are better and not calorie controlled rn but i keep checking the scale and measuring myself and looking at calories and im getting more nervous about my body image by the day.
im also getting on here w yall which is a bad sign, love yall but 💔
im also getting on here w yall which is a bad sign, love yall but 💔
October 30, 2025 at 8:59 PM
i dont think i can ever recover. sure my eating habits are better and not calorie controlled rn but i keep checking the scale and measuring myself and looking at calories and im getting more nervous about my body image by the day.
im also getting on here w yall which is a bad sign, love yall but 💔
im also getting on here w yall which is a bad sign, love yall but 💔
how am i disgustingly thin and morbidly obese at the same goddamn time
October 26, 2025 at 11:26 PM
how am i disgustingly thin and morbidly obese at the same goddamn time
every day looking in the mirror and trying to stay well feels like this. like i could be getting skinnier and worse right now but nooo im like not supposed to do that
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October 24, 2025 at 8:56 PM
every day looking in the mirror and trying to stay well feels like this. like i could be getting skinnier and worse right now but nooo im like not supposed to do that
i miss the control that i had. accidentally lost a lot of weight due to illness and realized just how much i rely the addiction of self destruction. being better is cool and all but its not me, but i dont wanna get bad again
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October 12, 2025 at 2:51 PM
i miss the control that i had. accidentally lost a lot of weight due to illness and realized just how much i rely the addiction of self destruction. being better is cool and all but its not me, but i dont wanna get bad again
oougghh im getting far too fat. like i know thinking im obese at 125 lbs is crazy but i fear a relapse is on the horizon. im enjoying eating whatever i want and not overexercising to death it feels so nice but grrggrrrr i cannot stand my body being fat!!!!
July 13, 2025 at 4:10 PM
oougghh im getting far too fat. like i know thinking im obese at 125 lbs is crazy but i fear a relapse is on the horizon. im enjoying eating whatever i want and not overexercising to death it feels so nice but grrggrrrr i cannot stand my body being fat!!!!
i hate the mix of gaining the weight back and feeling so much physically better but mentally disgusting. do i ever break out of this cycle forever or am i just doomed to come back to it like an abusive ex
July 3, 2025 at 2:42 PM
i hate the mix of gaining the weight back and feeling so much physically better but mentally disgusting. do i ever break out of this cycle forever or am i just doomed to come back to it like an abusive ex
im trying to get better. recovery is hard :(
June 27, 2025 at 3:18 PM
im trying to get better. recovery is hard :(
im following the exact pattern i did when i was younger and really into my ed
restrict heavily, get down to 118, binge my way up to 125, freak out, restrict down to 105
im almost up to 125 lets see what triggers me !!! 😭
the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself or whatever abba says
restrict heavily, get down to 118, binge my way up to 125, freak out, restrict down to 105
im almost up to 125 lets see what triggers me !!! 😭
the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself or whatever abba says
June 7, 2025 at 3:32 AM
im following the exact pattern i did when i was younger and really into my ed
restrict heavily, get down to 118, binge my way up to 125, freak out, restrict down to 105
im almost up to 125 lets see what triggers me !!! 😭
the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself or whatever abba says
restrict heavily, get down to 118, binge my way up to 125, freak out, restrict down to 105
im almost up to 125 lets see what triggers me !!! 😭
the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself or whatever abba says
my thigh gap keeps getting smaller and smaller and i am losing my gd mind !! im getting fat again guys see you on tlc in a few years
June 5, 2025 at 11:35 PM
my thigh gap keeps getting smaller and smaller and i am losing my gd mind !! im getting fat again guys see you on tlc in a few years
I CANT EAT NORMALLY ANYMORE I CANT DO THIS IT FEELS SO GROSS I FEEL SO GROSS I CANT DO THIS WAAAAAAGGYGHHHH
June 4, 2025 at 2:52 AM
I CANT EAT NORMALLY ANYMORE I CANT DO THIS IT FEELS SO GROSS I FEEL SO GROSS I CANT DO THIS WAAAAAAGGYGHHHH
i feel like i look so fat from the binging i did last week but all my measurements are the same, so either i've been this fat the ENTIRE GD TIME or my measuring tape is a liar
June 2, 2025 at 3:30 AM
i feel like i look so fat from the binging i did last week but all my measurements are the same, so either i've been this fat the ENTIRE GD TIME or my measuring tape is a liar
aight guys here's the game plan: intuitive eating/around maintenance, then down to a normal people restriction level (1400 or so), thennn back down to my crazy shit 😼 I got this trust. If I ease down I won't binge that's the thought processs
June 1, 2025 at 10:01 PM
aight guys here's the game plan: intuitive eating/around maintenance, then down to a normal people restriction level (1400 or so), thennn back down to my crazy shit 😼 I got this trust. If I ease down I won't binge that's the thought processs
does my body want to be fat or what. i have a small built skeleton. i look better th1n. why am i so hungry and how do i physically fit so much food in my objectively little body. like i think im morbidly 0bese bc ✨dysm0rphia✨ but ik im not. i do nawwwt get it 😭
June 1, 2025 at 12:01 AM
does my body want to be fat or what. i have a small built skeleton. i look better th1n. why am i so hungry and how do i physically fit so much food in my objectively little body. like i think im morbidly 0bese bc ✨dysm0rphia✨ but ik im not. i do nawwwt get it 😭
today i am just going to normal overeat instead of binge so that i break the cycle and can start restricting again tomorrow trust the process
May 31, 2025 at 9:53 PM
today i am just going to normal overeat instead of binge so that i break the cycle and can start restricting again tomorrow trust the process
after today i have to lock in. if i can get down to 115 im gonna get my second earlobe piercing trust im gonna do it by mid june
May 30, 2025 at 10:30 PM
after today i have to lock in. if i can get down to 115 im gonna get my second earlobe piercing trust im gonna do it by mid june
rant warning I JSUT GOT THE WORST HAIRCUT OF MY LIFE. IVE NEVER NOT TIPPED BEFORE THIS MOMENT. WHAT PART OF "LEAVE THE LENGTH" MEANS SHAVE OFF 3 INCHES OF HAIR??? AND THEN CHARGE ME FOR A KIDS CUT. BITCH I DROVE MYSELF HERE?? IM ALMOST 20 YEARS OF AGE N NOW I LOOK TWEEELLVVEEE
May 30, 2025 at 7:23 PM
rant warning I JSUT GOT THE WORST HAIRCUT OF MY LIFE. IVE NEVER NOT TIPPED BEFORE THIS MOMENT. WHAT PART OF "LEAVE THE LENGTH" MEANS SHAVE OFF 3 INCHES OF HAIR??? AND THEN CHARGE ME FOR A KIDS CUT. BITCH I DROVE MYSELF HERE?? IM ALMOST 20 YEARS OF AGE N NOW I LOOK TWEEELLVVEEE
cannot stop binging can i stop swapping between eds thatd be great
May 30, 2025 at 5:40 PM
cannot stop binging can i stop swapping between eds thatd be great
Im so excited for the cookies im gonna c/s after work omg omg omg
May 28, 2025 at 4:34 PM
Im so excited for the cookies im gonna c/s after work omg omg omg
i need for someone to invent 0 calorie marshmallows id actually sell my soul for it
May 28, 2025 at 12:32 AM
i need for someone to invent 0 calorie marshmallows id actually sell my soul for it
once (if, at this point.) i can finally shit its over for the rest of y'all i stg
May 27, 2025 at 10:18 PM
once (if, at this point.) i can finally shit its over for the rest of y'all i stg
i gotta lock in todays binge was BAD. terrified of the scale tomorrow. oh well
May 25, 2025 at 9:59 PM
i gotta lock in todays binge was BAD. terrified of the scale tomorrow. oh well
binge so bad im planning a Diet of Punishment on canva 😭
May 25, 2025 at 8:42 PM
binge so bad im planning a Diet of Punishment on canva 😭