[st]ill[ha]thaway [but also not always]
@stlhathaway.bsky.social
headmate(s) alt of [••••••• ••••]
alias of: '(still)hathaway' because of a dumb bit
23 - he/any/she - 🔞 - girlboy-femboy-boyboy but like mostly a faggot.
stupid, horny. and a heap of vents. mostly from Hathaway, Seabook or Casval.
alias of: '(still)hathaway' because of a dumb bit
23 - he/any/she - 🔞 - girlboy-femboy-boyboy but like mostly a faggot.
stupid, horny. and a heap of vents. mostly from Hathaway, Seabook or Casval.
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this is functionally a lightly closed alt !
don't follow unless you're either a mutual from our main or you past the vibe check! leave us be to our horny and venty thoughts
don't follow unless you're either a mutual from our main or you past the vibe check! leave us be to our horny and venty thoughts
turned on dark mode just for this , ideally i should be able to set appearance preference per account
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[st]ill[ha]thaway [but also not always]
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November 12, 2025 at 10:23 AM
turned on dark mode just for this , ideally i should be able to set appearance preference per account
sliiiiick
I should change this icon
November 12, 2025 at 10:21 AM
sliiiiick
I should change this icon
November 12, 2025 at 10:19 AM
I should change this icon
I think cas' just wanted ppl to hit on her more. me too
-ha/st
-ha/st
posting headmate specific interaction goals(standards to strive for) on my alt so the ppl who want to be my favorites have a leg up on the moral, normal ppl who want my attention
November 12, 2025 at 10:19 AM
I think cas' just wanted ppl to hit on her more. me too
-ha/st
-ha/st
I'm never gonna have the body I want or the comfort I need am I
September 27, 2025 at 5:05 AM
I'm never gonna have the body I want or the comfort I need am I
if you're curious alot of the reason we're always doing bad is that this is a thing we have to mitigate every day of our life
suicidal little alter whos only been proven right that everyone we try to get close to hates us/ will hate us makes life really hard
September 2, 2025 at 6:56 AM
if you're curious alot of the reason we're always doing bad is that this is a thing we have to mitigate every day of our life
suicidal little alter whos only been proven right that everyone we try to get close to hates us/ will hate us makes life really hard
September 2, 2025 at 3:32 AM
suicidal little alter whos only been proven right that everyone we try to get close to hates us/ will hate us makes life really hard
wanting things makes people hate me
August 31, 2025 at 4:49 PM
wanting things makes people hate me
think im too much of an abuse victim to be happy anymore
August 31, 2025 at 4:46 PM
think im too much of an abuse victim to be happy anymore
the people who care about us are very far away and the people in proximity hate us
maybe I should stop trying so goddamn much
August 31, 2025 at 4:03 PM
the people who care about us are very far away and the people in proximity hate us
maybe I should stop trying so goddamn much
August 31, 2025 at 4:00 PM
maybe I should stop trying so goddamn much
im just not worth it, everyone looks at me like that
July 25, 2025 at 6:28 PM
im just not worth it, everyone looks at me like that
im not gonna get better am i. no one has any obligation to care about me... im depressed and suicidal constantly now and i have no friends who have the bandwidth for some loser like me. i'm too far gone to ever experience happines because i've been hurt to much.. too traumatized & abused to be loved
July 25, 2025 at 6:26 PM
im not gonna get better am i. no one has any obligation to care about me... im depressed and suicidal constantly now and i have no friends who have the bandwidth for some loser like me. i'm too far gone to ever experience happines because i've been hurt to much.. too traumatized & abused to be loved
the walls won't stop closing in
July 25, 2025 at 6:14 PM
the walls won't stop closing in
only having one conversation a week that isn't at work is really bad for me
July 25, 2025 at 6:14 PM
only having one conversation a week that isn't at work is really bad for me
I kinda feel like if I died it wouldn't affect anyone much
July 25, 2025 at 6:04 PM
I kinda feel like if I died it wouldn't affect anyone much
just the idea of receiving love makes me want to have a breakdown I'm not okay
July 25, 2025 at 7:55 AM
just the idea of receiving love makes me want to have a breakdown I'm not okay
can't sleep I just feel so completely alone I don't know why im alive. can I just give up I don't want this anymore
July 25, 2025 at 7:54 AM
can't sleep I just feel so completely alone I don't know why im alive. can I just give up I don't want this anymore
I know I said I'd stop but it hurts so bad hearing her apologize for being scared and lonely. why did this happen to us what did we do to deserve this in the slightest. why are we so broken
July 25, 2025 at 4:21 AM
I know I said I'd stop but it hurts so bad hearing her apologize for being scared and lonely. why did this happen to us what did we do to deserve this in the slightest. why are we so broken
I'm sorry for doing this so often lately I just feel unsafe so often and I want to be anywhere but here.
I'll stop
I'll stop
July 25, 2025 at 3:52 AM
I'm sorry for doing this so often lately I just feel unsafe so often and I want to be anywhere but here.
I'll stop
I'll stop
you belong to people? who love you? you have a space and a community that values you and you're a part of it? you have people that value you and see you as important?
just alien entirely.
just alien entirely.
July 25, 2025 at 3:51 AM
you belong to people? who love you? you have a space and a community that values you and you're a part of it? you have people that value you and see you as important?
just alien entirely.
just alien entirely.
im not someone who gets jealous about other people's happiness, I just wish I knew what it was like to be that important to s group of people. I'm probably never going to fit into a community like that or be loved like that. no one is gonna be happy to see me in those ways. it just confuses me fully
July 25, 2025 at 3:49 AM
im not someone who gets jealous about other people's happiness, I just wish I knew what it was like to be that important to s group of people. I'm probably never going to fit into a community like that or be loved like that. no one is gonna be happy to see me in those ways. it just confuses me fully
it's never not gonna hurt that I don't have family to live for , I barely have friends to live for, and I'm completely incapable of being loved romantically.
what the fuck am I supposed to live for
what the fuck am I supposed to live for
July 25, 2025 at 3:47 AM
it's never not gonna hurt that I don't have family to live for , I barely have friends to live for, and I'm completely incapable of being loved romantically.
what the fuck am I supposed to live for
what the fuck am I supposed to live for
what sucks is that no one will every like us enough to let us cry for hours about how hard it's been to just be here without escape for so long when we finally get another break. no one wants to see that side of us that's weak
July 25, 2025 at 3:38 AM
what sucks is that no one will every like us enough to let us cry for hours about how hard it's been to just be here without escape for so long when we finally get another break. no one wants to see that side of us that's weak
giving up on love entirely is really hard and you shouldn't do it unless you don't really have any other choice in the matter
July 25, 2025 at 3:36 AM
giving up on love entirely is really hard and you shouldn't do it unless you don't really have any other choice in the matter