lotus 🪷 ; 🍋sky (-43/55)
@starberries.bsky.social
— tw ed ! others blocked
22 she/they lesbian
forced recov …
ana r / glp1
dx pcos audhd cptsd gad mdd
1x treatment, 4x re!apse
pro-recov & harm reduction ! anti-fatphobia !
stats 🍒
5’0 | sw 200 | cw 157
gw1 175 ✔️ | gw2 160 ✔️ | gw3 145 | ugw 130
22 she/they lesbian
forced recov …
ana r / glp1
dx pcos audhd cptsd gad mdd
1x treatment, 4x re!apse
pro-recov & harm reduction ! anti-fatphobia !
stats 🍒
5’0 | sw 200 | cw 157
gw1 175 ✔️ | gw2 160 ✔️ | gw3 145 | ugw 130
Pinned
fyi for mooties
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
this is so trigger!ng . love it
October 19, 2025 at 7:47 PM
this is so trigger!ng . love it
sorry im inactive im trying to h3al 🤢
October 19, 2025 at 7:46 PM
sorry im inactive im trying to h3al 🤢
ive never been so tr!ggered i literally saw red
October 12, 2025 at 9:06 PM
ive never been so tr!ggered i literally saw red
u know when ur trying to tell someone u trust abt ur 3d bc you’ve been hiding it from all ur friends and then they say “oh i had an ed too we were both bad back then”
October 12, 2025 at 9:03 PM
u know when ur trying to tell someone u trust abt ur 3d bc you’ve been hiding it from all ur friends and then they say “oh i had an ed too we were both bad back then”
u know when u romanticize the self destruction bc what else do u have
October 10, 2025 at 2:30 AM
u know when u romanticize the self destruction bc what else do u have
i cried in front of my d!etitian . me vs not crying in front of doctors
October 10, 2025 at 2:30 AM
i cried in front of my d!etitian . me vs not crying in front of doctors
Reposted by lotus 🪷 ; 🍋sky (-43/55)
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( tiny waist ) ( high grades )
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( tiny waist ) ( high grades )
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October 8, 2025 at 7:55 PM
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i was watching my old gymnast!cs vids and how did i run like i was f@t back then . literally im cursed to be vgly and f@t
October 8, 2025 at 8:42 PM
i was watching my old gymnast!cs vids and how did i run like i was f@t back then . literally im cursed to be vgly and f@t
my ex hmu and it triggered me randomly. like if im rlly tryna date again i HAVE to be smaller it’s so embarrassing that ive been so big
October 8, 2025 at 8:41 PM
my ex hmu and it triggered me randomly. like if im rlly tryna date again i HAVE to be smaller it’s so embarrassing that ive been so big
when my therapist added a whole new diagnosis to my already laundry list of mh conditions 🤩
October 3, 2025 at 11:10 PM
when my therapist added a whole new diagnosis to my already laundry list of mh conditions 🤩
i cried like a lil bitch at the dentist love aut!sm sensory overload and anxiety
October 3, 2025 at 11:07 PM
i cried like a lil bitch at the dentist love aut!sm sensory overload and anxiety
guys someone on my gym team has a 3d 🤩 she goes to my same doctor and got told to go to a hl0c 🤩
October 2, 2025 at 8:25 PM
guys someone on my gym team has a 3d 🤩 she goes to my same doctor and got told to go to a hl0c 🤩
u know when u don’t shit for a week and then a normal amt of shit takes 3-4 business days of shitting to actually happen
October 2, 2025 at 8:23 PM
u know when u don’t shit for a week and then a normal amt of shit takes 3-4 business days of shitting to actually happen
re-joining the daily we!ghing gang
October 2, 2025 at 8:22 PM
re-joining the daily we!ghing gang
i love having an actual good psych!atrist
October 2, 2025 at 8:19 PM
i love having an actual good psych!atrist
im on my period and i need so much sleep and im so hungry and my body’s so mf annoying will u just go back to not needing anyth again
September 28, 2025 at 1:05 AM
im on my period and i need so much sleep and im so hungry and my body’s so mf annoying will u just go back to not needing anyth again
i hate this shit i can’t do it anymore i wanna just lay in bed all day and rot and st@rve
September 28, 2025 at 1:05 AM
i hate this shit i can’t do it anymore i wanna just lay in bed all day and rot and st@rve
fyi for mooties
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
September 26, 2025 at 4:59 AM
fyi for mooties
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
im on a daily 1800 c@l plan against my will 🤩
if i don’t meet i can’t go to my sports practices
yes i mf hate it & it’s what i’ll bitch abt most of the time stay safe don’t be like me 🤍
might just take the L and not go to skating tmrw bc my st0mach is so mad at me (also i restr!cted half the day & it’s making me just wanna restr!ct more anyway)
September 26, 2025 at 4:58 AM
might just take the L and not go to skating tmrw bc my st0mach is so mad at me (also i restr!cted half the day & it’s making me just wanna restr!ct more anyway)
ugh im missing like 1k ca1ories today and trying to meet them is so miserable
September 26, 2025 at 4:55 AM
ugh im missing like 1k ca1ories today and trying to meet them is so miserable
ive missed my d!et!tian & my psych!artist this week and i am too poor for these late fees 😭
September 24, 2025 at 11:35 PM
ive missed my d!et!tian & my psych!artist this week and i am too poor for these late fees 😭
got my gym leo & it’s so mf cute but i look so f@t in it
September 21, 2025 at 10:52 PM
got my gym leo & it’s so mf cute but i look so f@t in it
even tho im eating the caIories my mom makes me 🤬 i still got my dizzy and reflux symptoms 🤬
September 18, 2025 at 5:29 PM
even tho im eating the caIories my mom makes me 🤬 i still got my dizzy and reflux symptoms 🤬
my new kitten is a whole 5lbs… new ugw
September 18, 2025 at 5:29 PM
my new kitten is a whole 5lbs… new ugw
watching a specific kp0p group’s lives while i study and omg all they talk abt is f0od
September 18, 2025 at 4:38 AM
watching a specific kp0p group’s lives while i study and omg all they talk abt is f0od