lotus 🪷 ; 🍋sky (-62/80)
@starberries.bsky.social
— tw ed ! others blocked
22 she/they lesbian
dx ana-r autism mdd
2x treatment, 4x re!apse
pro-recov & harm reduction ! anti-fatphobia !
stats 🍒
5’0 | sw 205 | cw 143
gw1 175 ✔️ | gw2 160 ✔️ | gw3 145 ✔️ | ugw 125
22 she/they lesbian
dx ana-r autism mdd
2x treatment, 4x re!apse
pro-recov & harm reduction ! anti-fatphobia !
stats 🍒
5’0 | sw 205 | cw 143
gw1 175 ✔️ | gw2 160 ✔️ | gw3 145 ✔️ | ugw 125
only thing i learned is i can’t pvrge on wellbvtrin unless i want seizures 🤩 and i v much don’t
February 10, 2026 at 8:56 PM
only thing i learned is i can’t pvrge on wellbvtrin unless i want seizures 🤩 and i v much don’t
Reposted by lotus 🪷 ; 🍋sky (-62/80)
the goal is being so busy studying theres just no time to even think abt food!
February 5, 2026 at 7:24 AM
the goal is being so busy studying theres just no time to even think abt food!
my psych!atrist being like u should get treatment and im like i have zero wishes or motivation rn
February 10, 2026 at 8:48 PM
my psych!atrist being like u should get treatment and im like i have zero wishes or motivation rn
my gf literally is begging for a fight atp
February 9, 2026 at 12:56 AM
my gf literally is begging for a fight atp
i hate that we don’t have drafts
February 7, 2026 at 11:29 PM
i hate that we don’t have drafts
update that it did the same thing or either my scale is wrong or theirs is and im gonna pretend mine is right <3
i forgot to weigh myself when i woke up and then the sc@le at my appointment said i was 6lbs heavier 😭
February 7, 2026 at 7:11 PM
update that it did the same thing or either my scale is wrong or theirs is and im gonna pretend mine is right <3
HIT GW3 THIS MORNING !!!
February 5, 2026 at 5:16 PM
HIT GW3 THIS MORNING !!!
and if i tell my diet!tian idgaf what she gonna do
February 4, 2026 at 8:00 PM
and if i tell my diet!tian idgaf what she gonna do
i forgot to weigh myself when i woke up and then the sc@le at my appointment said i was 6lbs heavier 😭
February 4, 2026 at 7:52 PM
i forgot to weigh myself when i woke up and then the sc@le at my appointment said i was 6lbs heavier 😭
barely called her and she already b pushing my boundaries when ive asked her for YEARS to stop i need to call even less atp
should not have told my mother i he@db@anged in a bathroom stall bc she already hates that i hav mental health issues
February 4, 2026 at 6:14 AM
barely called her and she already b pushing my boundaries when ive asked her for YEARS to stop i need to call even less atp
gn mooties i hope my scale doesn’t decide to be an asshole in the morning 🤩
a cartoon character is sitting in a box holding a pair of blue socks
ALT: a cartoon character is sitting in a box holding a pair of blue socks
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February 4, 2026 at 6:13 AM
gn mooties i hope my scale doesn’t decide to be an asshole in the morning 🤩
250c? dinner which is p good for me having no idea what the d!ning hall was gonna have
February 4, 2026 at 1:35 AM
250c? dinner which is p good for me having no idea what the d!ning hall was gonna have
my protein intake is so mf bad today maybe i do actually need to hav d!nner
February 4, 2026 at 1:04 AM
my protein intake is so mf bad today maybe i do actually need to hav d!nner
decided im going to Feel my Feelings from now on but i dont think ive had meltdowns like this since i was like 6 and didnt know how to mask
February 3, 2026 at 6:40 PM
decided im going to Feel my Feelings from now on but i dont think ive had meltdowns like this since i was like 6 and didnt know how to mask
yall my gf yesterday asked what i ate and I BLANKED FOR TOO LONGGGGGG finally came up w “starbucks!” bc frankly a frappucino for bfast cheezits for lunch and a protein drink for dinner do not b meals
February 3, 2026 at 4:22 PM
yall my gf yesterday asked what i ate and I BLANKED FOR TOO LONGGGGGG finally came up w “starbucks!” bc frankly a frappucino for bfast cheezits for lunch and a protein drink for dinner do not b meals
my fucking scale first showed 145.0 THEN 149.4 😭😭😭
February 3, 2026 at 4:18 PM
my fucking scale first showed 145.0 THEN 149.4 😭😭😭
i should b happy im so close to gw2 but depress!on’s a bitch so
February 2, 2026 at 11:33 PM
i should b happy im so close to gw2 but depress!on’s a bitch so
500c and like 6 hrs left of the day
a woman in a white shirt and blue jeans is standing on a sidewalk .
ALT: a woman in a white shirt and blue jeans is standing on a sidewalk .
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February 2, 2026 at 11:33 PM
500c and like 6 hrs left of the day
i also had another anxiety attack the day after this too !!! 🤩
i get a tr@uma breakdown that is completely unfounded in reality and feel like an idiot. and my partner with gi issues is literally doing the 3d better than me with an actual 3d
February 2, 2026 at 11:32 PM
i also had another anxiety attack the day after this too !!! 🤩
who has pvrge tips
February 1, 2026 at 3:49 AM
who has pvrge tips
i get a tr@uma breakdown that is completely unfounded in reality and feel like an idiot. and my partner with gi issues is literally doing the 3d better than me with an actual 3d
February 1, 2026 at 3:48 AM
i get a tr@uma breakdown that is completely unfounded in reality and feel like an idiot. and my partner with gi issues is literally doing the 3d better than me with an actual 3d
fuck me this better be tomorrow or im a f@t ass again
800c and i spent half the day w my partner so basically it was perfect
January 31, 2026 at 3:37 AM
fuck me this better be tomorrow or im a f@t ass again
1700 when im supposed to be at 1200 😭 my f@t ass didn’t even eat that much but when u cook with olive oil and use a boxed rice mix </3
January 31, 2026 at 3:36 AM
1700 when im supposed to be at 1200 😭 my f@t ass didn’t even eat that much but when u cook with olive oil and use a boxed rice mix </3
cw was literally 150.0 like fuck u just let me be in the 140s in peace
January 28, 2026 at 8:02 PM
cw was literally 150.0 like fuck u just let me be in the 140s in peace
had a 4hr lecture on eds for class
January 28, 2026 at 8:02 PM
had a 4hr lecture on eds for class