prachta
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there isn't anything particularly wrong but I feel the need to cry and cry and cry so strongly
December 27, 2025 at 7:43 AM
there isn't anything particularly wrong but I feel the need to cry and cry and cry so strongly
the standards I set for myself are rather high, and that is usually fine, but it does mean slip ups bother me much more than they should
December 27, 2025 at 2:38 AM
the standards I set for myself are rather high, and that is usually fine, but it does mean slip ups bother me much more than they should
spent my whole life not wanting to be around family so it's really nice to now have family members I love spending time with
December 25, 2025 at 5:13 AM
spent my whole life not wanting to be around family so it's really nice to now have family members I love spending time with
can feel distinctly that our life is shifting yet again and it's a little melancholic every time
December 24, 2025 at 1:30 AM
can feel distinctly that our life is shifting yet again and it's a little melancholic every time
feel like we had a very emotional dream. can't remember it, though
December 22, 2025 at 2:09 PM
feel like we had a very emotional dream. can't remember it, though
been getting assorted aches and pains lately. probably a good sign of changes but they are still bothersome
December 21, 2025 at 2:03 AM
been getting assorted aches and pains lately. probably a good sign of changes but they are still bothersome
gradually disposing of the "look at things you don't need to see that will absolutely upset you" demons
December 20, 2025 at 2:03 AM
gradually disposing of the "look at things you don't need to see that will absolutely upset you" demons
one of our biggest roadblocks to making more friends tends to be the seemingly inescapable feeling that everyone around us has somehow "maxed out" on friends. It's very irrational and we are doing our best to push through
December 19, 2025 at 4:03 AM
one of our biggest roadblocks to making more friends tends to be the seemingly inescapable feeling that everyone around us has somehow "maxed out" on friends. It's very irrational and we are doing our best to push through
been a rough one today but that's how work goes sometimes
December 18, 2025 at 10:32 PM
been a rough one today but that's how work goes sometimes
a little neurotic again
December 18, 2025 at 7:51 AM
a little neurotic again
zooming out into our headspace and not being aware of anything else has gotten rather comforting since being more open
December 16, 2025 at 10:55 PM
zooming out into our headspace and not being aware of anything else has gotten rather comforting since being more open
being very monogamous but theoretically poly is odd because it's not like a hard no on polyfidelity specifically but we just can't imagine the specific scenarios where that would possibly ever arise given our current relationship strength
December 16, 2025 at 5:46 PM
being very monogamous but theoretically poly is odd because it's not like a hard no on polyfidelity specifically but we just can't imagine the specific scenarios where that would possibly ever arise given our current relationship strength
have to be more cognizant of many many things
December 16, 2025 at 12:48 AM
have to be more cognizant of many many things
weighted plushies have greatly enhanced our sleeping experience
December 15, 2025 at 7:28 AM
weighted plushies have greatly enhanced our sleeping experience
being a generally introspective person makes me answer questions in my head which really don't need answers. that's due to the diseases as well but it's a package deal
December 14, 2025 at 4:01 PM
being a generally introspective person makes me answer questions in my head which really don't need answers. that's due to the diseases as well but it's a package deal
we don't have any particular attachment to where we live but it will still be weird to leave
December 13, 2025 at 5:36 PM
we don't have any particular attachment to where we live but it will still be weird to leave
you need to be in some state of emotional disarray in order to make the best art you can
December 13, 2025 at 4:14 AM
you need to be in some state of emotional disarray in order to make the best art you can
our artistic resonance is reaching a fever pitch
December 13, 2025 at 1:42 AM
our artistic resonance is reaching a fever pitch
we might have a savior complex but in a chill way
December 12, 2025 at 4:51 PM
we might have a savior complex but in a chill way
<REDACTED> event time is bad every year. there are so many more meaningful things to do
December 12, 2025 at 5:05 AM
<REDACTED> event time is bad every year. there are so many more meaningful things to do
I really like alcohol but I am extremely averse to developing bad habits so I only drink a few times a year
December 11, 2025 at 11:22 PM
I really like alcohol but I am extremely averse to developing bad habits so I only drink a few times a year
having next to no actual posts here to look at is calming in a way
December 11, 2025 at 9:06 PM
having next to no actual posts here to look at is calming in a way
it's weird to...actualize the idea that the person in this body is the same as the person from 3 years ago. the neurotic yearner has become the somewhat well adjusted adult with DID
December 11, 2025 at 6:13 AM
it's weird to...actualize the idea that the person in this body is the same as the person from 3 years ago. the neurotic yearner has become the somewhat well adjusted adult with DID
i never want to believe some people are just predetermined to be the way they are past a certain point. it's just too sad
December 10, 2025 at 11:22 PM
i never want to believe some people are just predetermined to be the way they are past a certain point. it's just too sad