lenny૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
@smallwings.bsky.social
dizzy, cant stop dreaming🐌🌿
digitaldiary ♡ tw: this is my disordered space (21+)
digitaldiary ♡ tw: this is my disordered space (21+)
no matter how good life is going i still want to be skinny more than anything i cant let go of wat i weighed in my teens and im EMBARRASSED and pathetic. wishing i were sicker and sadder knowing those were the lowest times in my life
January 16, 2026 at 2:09 AM
no matter how good life is going i still want to be skinny more than anything i cant let go of wat i weighed in my teens and im EMBARRASSED and pathetic. wishing i were sicker and sadder knowing those were the lowest times in my life
need to hear "ur so tiny" again, need to be picked up
January 15, 2026 at 9:06 PM
need to hear "ur so tiny" again, need to be picked up
also im hungry n my family is coming tomorrow & im scared
January 8, 2026 at 6:42 PM
also im hungry n my family is coming tomorrow & im scared
me n my disordered community r INNOCENT pls go after the p3d0s n r@cists instead
January 8, 2026 at 6:42 PM
me n my disordered community r INNOCENT pls go after the p3d0s n r@cists instead
oh shit are ppl getting b@nned again
January 8, 2026 at 6:41 PM
oh shit are ppl getting b@nned again
cant go one day without spazzing
January 5, 2026 at 12:34 AM
cant go one day without spazzing
literally day 3 into the year have to force myself not to binge when will i get tired
January 3, 2026 at 2:47 PM
literally day 3 into the year have to force myself not to binge when will i get tired
this year for sure ...
January 3, 2026 at 12:53 AM
this year for sure ...
its fine its fine its fine
December 28, 2025 at 6:01 PM
its fine its fine its fine
bad choices were made but back on track today kinda... most i can hope for is a maintenance day
December 26, 2025 at 8:23 PM
bad choices were made but back on track today kinda... most i can hope for is a maintenance day
breakfast was a very unsatisfying pb&j
December 22, 2025 at 4:59 PM
breakfast was a very unsatisfying pb&j
sp4ghetti for dinner tomorrow (yippie!!) so ill have to fast all day or ig have a breakfast/lunch under 100c to keep on track.. ehmm
December 22, 2025 at 4:39 AM
sp4ghetti for dinner tomorrow (yippie!!) so ill have to fast all day or ig have a breakfast/lunch under 100c to keep on track.. ehmm
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excited to weigh for once hehe
December 21, 2025 at 5:24 PM
excited to weigh for once hehe
like shit maybe i do art again. maybe i try calisthenics. maybe learn new language !! i want to be creative and learn ..
December 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
like shit maybe i do art again. maybe i try calisthenics. maybe learn new language !! i want to be creative and learn ..
was my anx1ety/depress1on the root of my binging this whole time ? i thought i was just greedy but i havent craved sweets since new meds. omad satisfies me.. i feel a giant vacancy in my life where food used to be & i dont know what to do with it
December 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
was my anx1ety/depress1on the root of my binging this whole time ? i thought i was just greedy but i havent craved sweets since new meds. omad satisfies me.. i feel a giant vacancy in my life where food used to be & i dont know what to do with it
stomach grumbling v validating, but pls not around others kitten 🤫🤫
December 19, 2025 at 4:07 PM
stomach grumbling v validating, but pls not around others kitten 🤫🤫
my meds have stopped my food noise almost 100%
finally existing without eating constantly on my mind is blissful
finally existing without eating constantly on my mind is blissful
December 18, 2025 at 7:04 PM
my meds have stopped my food noise almost 100%
finally existing without eating constantly on my mind is blissful
finally existing without eating constantly on my mind is blissful
work is awful today but its kept my mind off food
December 13, 2025 at 7:07 PM
work is awful today but its kept my mind off food
slipped up today ,</3 literally heard that ominous "youre gonna regret this" in my mind and i still did it. fjcjdbfkg
December 12, 2025 at 8:43 PM
slipped up today ,</3 literally heard that ominous "youre gonna regret this" in my mind and i still did it. fjcjdbfkg
mayb i dont do dinner
December 12, 2025 at 12:22 AM
mayb i dont do dinner
i cant even say her name bc im scared but all the news around her is so so tr1ggering & i hate it but i love it too
December 11, 2025 at 5:11 AM
i cant even say her name bc im scared but all the news around her is so so tr1ggering & i hate it but i love it too