nobody at all
@slowrefrain.bsky.social
the remnants of a person who broke apart
it/she, leave me alone unless you wanna read my incoherent and probably drunk suffering
it/she, leave me alone unless you wanna read my incoherent and probably drunk suffering
i can't keep going on, sorry to everyone im about to disappoint
December 28, 2025 at 9:36 PM
i can't keep going on, sorry to everyone im about to disappoint
i need a hug that feels like a long, peaceful sleep
December 28, 2025 at 9:35 PM
i need a hug that feels like a long, peaceful sleep
down the hatch, i suppose, goodbye
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
down the hatch, i suppose, goodbye
i feel so worthless, empty, and broken
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
i feel so worthless, empty, and broken
all i can do is just cry right now
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
all i can do is just cry right now
i confessed my feelings to someone i love tonight,, i feel good getting it off my chest x3 i hope it goes well but if not, ill be okay too x3 they're an amazing friend and im so happy with just being their friend!!
December 25, 2025 at 7:10 AM
i confessed my feelings to someone i love tonight,, i feel good getting it off my chest x3 i hope it goes well but if not, ill be okay too x3 they're an amazing friend and im so happy with just being their friend!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha. Hahahahaha. i can't sleep at all and i just want to fucking explode
December 23, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Hahahahahahahahahaha. Hahahahaha. i can't sleep at all and i just want to fucking explode
im not even pouring the 4 up im just sipping it straight, i don't wanna feel anything
December 23, 2025 at 8:38 AM
im not even pouring the 4 up im just sipping it straight, i don't wanna feel anything
whatever dude. still alive for some reason. drugs filled the void good enough i guess, maybe ill do some more tomorrow
December 23, 2025 at 8:36 AM
whatever dude. still alive for some reason. drugs filled the void good enough i guess, maybe ill do some more tomorrow
whatever man, i should just OD and stop being a nuisance for everyone. it'd be the best thing i could do for the people i love
December 22, 2025 at 9:07 AM
whatever man, i should just OD and stop being a nuisance for everyone. it'd be the best thing i could do for the people i love
i kind of hope someone i know finds this account i think. it's a shame-filled cry for help but i doubt anyone would make the connection to who i actually am. whatever dude, im so fucking pathetic
December 22, 2025 at 9:00 AM
i kind of hope someone i know finds this account i think. it's a shame-filled cry for help but i doubt anyone would make the connection to who i actually am. whatever dude, im so fucking pathetic
i just hope one day this pain ends. either by death or by healing, i don't really care which. i just want some rest, a slight reprieve
December 22, 2025 at 8:55 AM
i just hope one day this pain ends. either by death or by healing, i don't really care which. i just want some rest, a slight reprieve
you're such an awful person, all you do is get drunk and/or high occasionally and hate yourself because you're empty. why can't you handle anything at all?? please just try being a little bit normal you fucking over emotional piece of shit. (referring to myself in case anyone finds this)
December 22, 2025 at 8:49 AM
you're such an awful person, all you do is get drunk and/or high occasionally and hate yourself because you're empty. why can't you handle anything at all?? please just try being a little bit normal you fucking over emotional piece of shit. (referring to myself in case anyone finds this)
hahahaha just get drunk because you can't handle your own emotion you useless fucking idiot
December 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
hahahaha just get drunk because you can't handle your own emotion you useless fucking idiot
i think ill get really drunk tonight, i don't work until late tomorrow night anyways so who cares?? there's nothing to hold me back at all!! might as well get plastered if im gonna be suffering tonight anyways
December 22, 2025 at 8:26 AM
i think ill get really drunk tonight, i don't work until late tomorrow night anyways so who cares?? there's nothing to hold me back at all!! might as well get plastered if im gonna be suffering tonight anyways
i want to go peacefully, i think. i hope i just up and die painlessly and comfortably. just go to bed and not wake up. at the same time im absolutely terrified of that. this sickness in my head begs and pleads for it, though. im not sure which side is what i truly feel
December 22, 2025 at 8:25 AM
i want to go peacefully, i think. i hope i just up and die painlessly and comfortably. just go to bed and not wake up. at the same time im absolutely terrified of that. this sickness in my head begs and pleads for it, though. im not sure which side is what i truly feel
i have somewhat vivid memories of before i was born. of death, my love. all i can describe those memories as is a soft, loving, and warm darkness. pleasant like a deep, deep, comfortable sleep. perhaps that's why i yearn for it so. i remember it and it's the only thing that feels like home anymore
December 22, 2025 at 8:19 AM
i have somewhat vivid memories of before i was born. of death, my love. all i can describe those memories as is a soft, loving, and warm darkness. pleasant like a deep, deep, comfortable sleep. perhaps that's why i yearn for it so. i remember it and it's the only thing that feels like home anymore
i feel it coming soon. death, my truest lover. she always beckons me home. i don't know when but i know im not long for this world. i yearn for her isolating, cold, and softest kiss. for the great nothing, reincarnation, heaven or hell that awaits me.
December 22, 2025 at 8:17 AM
i feel it coming soon. death, my truest lover. she always beckons me home. i don't know when but i know im not long for this world. i yearn for her isolating, cold, and softest kiss. for the great nothing, reincarnation, heaven or hell that awaits me.
i hold no malice towards you, i am just horrifically depressed and suicidal and i don't want to keep going like this, and it isn't your fault im suicidal im just so fucking broken and stupid and worthless
December 22, 2025 at 8:13 AM
i hold no malice towards you, i am just horrifically depressed and suicidal and i don't want to keep going like this, and it isn't your fault im suicidal im just so fucking broken and stupid and worthless
i miss you so much but i can hardly even bear to interact with you because it makes me want to cry, i love you so much and being apart from you hurts so bad. i don't hate you, i could never hate you, but since we've been apart ive felt so fucking empty and worthless
December 22, 2025 at 8:12 AM
i miss you so much but i can hardly even bear to interact with you because it makes me want to cry, i love you so much and being apart from you hurts so bad. i don't hate you, i could never hate you, but since we've been apart ive felt so fucking empty and worthless
im never going to amount to anything. i make all these empty promises that im going to try and be better and then i never am and it ruins all my friendships and relationships and i fucking hate myself more and more every single day
December 22, 2025 at 8:11 AM
im never going to amount to anything. i make all these empty promises that im going to try and be better and then i never am and it ruins all my friendships and relationships and i fucking hate myself more and more every single day
im so fucking worthless, it's incredible im even allowed to breathe. i probably shouldn't be, im a useless attention whore and nothing good ever comes of my presence. what do i do?? who do i help?? who actually even cares about me??? i hope i get hit by a car and die soon
December 22, 2025 at 8:10 AM
im so fucking worthless, it's incredible im even allowed to breathe. i probably shouldn't be, im a useless attention whore and nothing good ever comes of my presence. what do i do?? who do i help?? who actually even cares about me??? i hope i get hit by a car and die soon
why am i so scared of what would probably be the best thing for me and everyone around me??? nobody should care about me and i should just die and disappear because im disgusting and useless
December 22, 2025 at 8:02 AM
why am i so scared of what would probably be the best thing for me and everyone around me??? nobody should care about me and i should just die and disappear because im disgusting and useless
i want to cut myself open until there's nothing left inside of me. cut and cut and cut until i die and then keep cutting myself to pieces after. im scared to die but at the same time i crave death like nothing else. oh to feel your sweet, poisonous, cold embrace one more time, my love
December 22, 2025 at 8:01 AM
i want to cut myself open until there's nothing left inside of me. cut and cut and cut until i die and then keep cutting myself to pieces after. im scared to die but at the same time i crave death like nothing else. oh to feel your sweet, poisonous, cold embrace one more time, my love
cut me open, stitch me up, and then rip the stitches out violently and angrily. leave me with a gaping, festering wound that will never heal so that i can continue looking for something to fill it. it's all that i have
December 5, 2025 at 5:39 PM
cut me open, stitch me up, and then rip the stitches out violently and angrily. leave me with a gaping, festering wound that will never heal so that i can continue looking for something to fill it. it's all that i have