singingblueberry
@singingblueberry.bsky.social
er/they, 25, transmasc, schwerbehindert & WfbM-beschäftigt, weiß, VIELE Posts zu chronischen Erkrankungen, DE/EN
Profilbild von poika, Header von mir
https://youtube.com/@singingblueberry
Profilbild von poika, Header von mir
https://youtube.com/@singingblueberry
Pinned
This skeet will stay pinned on my account until Bluesky introduces private accounts because I really, really need that feature
(Or until I find something better to pin)
Please @bsky.app, please 🙏🏻
(Or until I find something better to pin)
Please @bsky.app, please 🙏🏻
Ich hab zum ersten Mal seit 7ish Jahren eine Idee für einen Comic.
Ich dachte ehrlich, die Zeiten, als ich noch zu IDEEN in der Lage war, seien vorbei 😯 Sag bloß, Amitriptylin hat mir meine Kreativität geklaut und sie kommt jetzt zurück.
(Ob ich die Idee je umsetze, ist eine andere Geschichte)
Ich dachte ehrlich, die Zeiten, als ich noch zu IDEEN in der Lage war, seien vorbei 😯 Sag bloß, Amitriptylin hat mir meine Kreativität geklaut und sie kommt jetzt zurück.
(Ob ich die Idee je umsetze, ist eine andere Geschichte)
February 11, 2026 at 1:03 PM
Ich hab zum ersten Mal seit 7ish Jahren eine Idee für einen Comic.
Ich dachte ehrlich, die Zeiten, als ich noch zu IDEEN in der Lage war, seien vorbei 😯 Sag bloß, Amitriptylin hat mir meine Kreativität geklaut und sie kommt jetzt zurück.
(Ob ich die Idee je umsetze, ist eine andere Geschichte)
Ich dachte ehrlich, die Zeiten, als ich noch zu IDEEN in der Lage war, seien vorbei 😯 Sag bloß, Amitriptylin hat mir meine Kreativität geklaut und sie kommt jetzt zurück.
(Ob ich die Idee je umsetze, ist eine andere Geschichte)
CN suicide
Btw I looove how the only question most doctors, support workers etc. ever care about is "but you're not gonna kill yourself, are you?" because that would be bad for the statistics or whatever the reason is that they wanna avoid suicides idk.
Btw I looove how the only question most doctors, support workers etc. ever care about is "but you're not gonna kill yourself, are you?" because that would be bad for the statistics or whatever the reason is that they wanna avoid suicides idk.
February 11, 2026 at 1:20 AM
CN suicide
Btw I looove how the only question most doctors, support workers etc. ever care about is "but you're not gonna kill yourself, are you?" because that would be bad for the statistics or whatever the reason is that they wanna avoid suicides idk.
Btw I looove how the only question most doctors, support workers etc. ever care about is "but you're not gonna kill yourself, are you?" because that would be bad for the statistics or whatever the reason is that they wanna avoid suicides idk.
Me: "Why can't I do proper research on important topics anymore but this person can, we're both chronically ill"
Idk maybe it's because I'm taking meds that literally make me more stupid
Idk maybe it's because I'm taking meds that literally make me more stupid
February 10, 2026 at 7:11 PM
Me: "Why can't I do proper research on important topics anymore but this person can, we're both chronically ill"
Idk maybe it's because I'm taking meds that literally make me more stupid
Idk maybe it's because I'm taking meds that literally make me more stupid
Re: Discord and many more
Are there still people saying "I don't care if companies collect my data, I have nothing to hide" or has everyone realized yet that they're gonna take your ID, get hacked, your ID will be public and you're suddenly gonna have to deal with countless cases of identity theft?
Are there still people saying "I don't care if companies collect my data, I have nothing to hide" or has everyone realized yet that they're gonna take your ID, get hacked, your ID will be public and you're suddenly gonna have to deal with countless cases of identity theft?
February 10, 2026 at 2:52 PM
Re: Discord and many more
Are there still people saying "I don't care if companies collect my data, I have nothing to hide" or has everyone realized yet that they're gonna take your ID, get hacked, your ID will be public and you're suddenly gonna have to deal with countless cases of identity theft?
Are there still people saying "I don't care if companies collect my data, I have nothing to hide" or has everyone realized yet that they're gonna take your ID, get hacked, your ID will be public and you're suddenly gonna have to deal with countless cases of identity theft?
I've always wondered where people who are having a mental breakdown who are also physically disabled/chronically ill go.
I know that going literally anywhere for mental help would result in physical torture. Not that I believe anyone could acutely help me in the first place.
So I just stay home..?
I know that going literally anywhere for mental help would result in physical torture. Not that I believe anyone could acutely help me in the first place.
So I just stay home..?
February 10, 2026 at 12:00 AM
I've always wondered where people who are having a mental breakdown who are also physically disabled/chronically ill go.
I know that going literally anywhere for mental help would result in physical torture. Not that I believe anyone could acutely help me in the first place.
So I just stay home..?
I know that going literally anywhere for mental help would result in physical torture. Not that I believe anyone could acutely help me in the first place.
So I just stay home..?
CN death
New random symptom since this night: Chest pain!
That's always one of my faves cause it's like russian roulette.
I have chest pain way too often to go to the ER everytime, so as long as it's below a 5/10, I just hope that I'm not dying of a heart attack 👍🏻
New random symptom since this night: Chest pain!
That's always one of my faves cause it's like russian roulette.
I have chest pain way too often to go to the ER everytime, so as long as it's below a 5/10, I just hope that I'm not dying of a heart attack 👍🏻
I don't know what my body is currently unhappy about and honestly I'm tired of trying to find out, just let me live dude
February 9, 2026 at 1:07 PM
CN death
New random symptom since this night: Chest pain!
That's always one of my faves cause it's like russian roulette.
I have chest pain way too often to go to the ER everytime, so as long as it's below a 5/10, I just hope that I'm not dying of a heart attack 👍🏻
New random symptom since this night: Chest pain!
That's always one of my faves cause it's like russian roulette.
I have chest pain way too often to go to the ER everytime, so as long as it's below a 5/10, I just hope that I'm not dying of a heart attack 👍🏻
While I know that chiropractors are practising pseudoscience that can be harmful, as someone with chronic neck pain I do understand the desire to have someone rip my head off my spine.
February 8, 2026 at 10:49 PM
While I know that chiropractors are practising pseudoscience that can be harmful, as someone with chronic neck pain I do understand the desire to have someone rip my head off my spine.
CN alcohol drugs
"There's always that one friend at a party who acts drunk even though they haven't had a single drop of alcohol"
So I don't go to parties or drink, but wait til these people find out that our bodies produce opioids by themselves and
"There's always that one friend at a party who acts drunk even though they haven't had a single drop of alcohol"
So I don't go to parties or drink, but wait til these people find out that our bodies produce opioids by themselves and
February 8, 2026 at 7:50 PM
CN alcohol drugs
"There's always that one friend at a party who acts drunk even though they haven't had a single drop of alcohol"
So I don't go to parties or drink, but wait til these people find out that our bodies produce opioids by themselves and
"There's always that one friend at a party who acts drunk even though they haven't had a single drop of alcohol"
So I don't go to parties or drink, but wait til these people find out that our bodies produce opioids by themselves and
Überlege morgen zur Hausärztin zu gehen, weil mein Körper auf 10% Batterie läuft und ich das Gefühl hab, ich kipp gleich um, aber wann war meine Hausärztin das letzte Mal wirklich hilfreich für mich?
February 8, 2026 at 7:14 PM
Überlege morgen zur Hausärztin zu gehen, weil mein Körper auf 10% Batterie läuft und ich das Gefühl hab, ich kipp gleich um, aber wann war meine Hausärztin das letzte Mal wirklich hilfreich für mich?
I don't know what my body is currently unhappy about and honestly I'm tired of trying to find out, just let me live dude
February 8, 2026 at 2:42 PM
I don't know what my body is currently unhappy about and honestly I'm tired of trying to find out, just let me live dude
CN bodily fluids
Every morning I'm trying to figure out whether I'm just REALLY dehydrated because I slept for 12 hours or whether I'm pissing blood 💀
Every morning I'm trying to figure out whether I'm just REALLY dehydrated because I slept for 12 hours or whether I'm pissing blood 💀
February 8, 2026 at 1:16 PM
CN bodily fluids
Every morning I'm trying to figure out whether I'm just REALLY dehydrated because I slept for 12 hours or whether I'm pissing blood 💀
Every morning I'm trying to figure out whether I'm just REALLY dehydrated because I slept for 12 hours or whether I'm pissing blood 💀
Finding one of your favorite songs being covered by someone you think is cute and the cover is actually good too - that's rare.
Had it happen once and never again lol
youtube.com/shorts/5at2x...
Had it happen once and never again lol
youtube.com/shorts/5at2x...
Architects - Elegy | Vocal Cover
YouTube video by Lam's Jams
youtube.com
February 8, 2026 at 12:39 AM
Finding one of your favorite songs being covered by someone you think is cute and the cover is actually good too - that's rare.
Had it happen once and never again lol
youtube.com/shorts/5at2x...
Had it happen once and never again lol
youtube.com/shorts/5at2x...
So like uhhhh when does the nausea get better? Am I just meant to live like this now?
February 7, 2026 at 7:54 PM
So like uhhhh when does the nausea get better? Am I just meant to live like this now?
CN Cannabis
Anscheinend macht kiffen die Übelkeit durch Amitriptylinentzug einfach nur schlimmer, ok cool.
Kann höchstens noch Cannabisextrakt oder Vomex ausprobieren. Wenn die beide nichts bringen, bleibt es offenbar bei Kaugummis
Anscheinend macht kiffen die Übelkeit durch Amitriptylinentzug einfach nur schlimmer, ok cool.
Kann höchstens noch Cannabisextrakt oder Vomex ausprobieren. Wenn die beide nichts bringen, bleibt es offenbar bei Kaugummis
February 7, 2026 at 3:28 PM
CN Cannabis
Anscheinend macht kiffen die Übelkeit durch Amitriptylinentzug einfach nur schlimmer, ok cool.
Kann höchstens noch Cannabisextrakt oder Vomex ausprobieren. Wenn die beide nichts bringen, bleibt es offenbar bei Kaugummis
Anscheinend macht kiffen die Übelkeit durch Amitriptylinentzug einfach nur schlimmer, ok cool.
Kann höchstens noch Cannabisextrakt oder Vomex ausprobieren. Wenn die beide nichts bringen, bleibt es offenbar bei Kaugummis
Testosterone: "Congrats! I cured your Raynaud Syndrome. You may now leave the house during winter without the fear of losing your fingers"
Also Testosterone: "Don't wash your hands with cold water though, they might still get numb for a while"
Also Testosterone: "Don't wash your hands with cold water though, they might still get numb for a while"
February 7, 2026 at 2:20 PM
Testosterone: "Congrats! I cured your Raynaud Syndrome. You may now leave the house during winter without the fear of losing your fingers"
Also Testosterone: "Don't wash your hands with cold water though, they might still get numb for a while"
Also Testosterone: "Don't wash your hands with cold water though, they might still get numb for a while"
Ah, Instagram hat jetzt auch Werbepausen mit Countdown. Das wird meine 5 Minuten am Tag, die ich in dieser App verbringe, dann wohl auf eine runterbrechen. Oh well 🤷🏻♂️
February 6, 2026 at 7:53 PM
Ah, Instagram hat jetzt auch Werbepausen mit Countdown. Das wird meine 5 Minuten am Tag, die ich in dieser App verbringe, dann wohl auf eine runterbrechen. Oh well 🤷🏻♂️
The polite little paws 😭
February 6, 2026 at 7:41 PM
The polite little paws 😭
Expectation: "I'm buying a shitton of these so I can build a stash in case they ever get discontinued"
Reality: "I'm buying a shitton of these to survive the next couple weeks"
Reality: "I'm buying a shitton of these to survive the next couple weeks"
Für schwache bis moderate Übelkeit, bei der kein Vomex/Iberogast hilft (und wenn ihr wie ich keine hilfreichen Medis dagegen verschrieben bekommt):
Ich hab alles probiert. Airwaves Lime & Ginger Kaugummis sind eure wahrscheinlich effektivste Option.
Ich hab alles probiert. Airwaves Lime & Ginger Kaugummis sind eure wahrscheinlich effektivste Option.
February 6, 2026 at 5:58 PM
Expectation: "I'm buying a shitton of these so I can build a stash in case they ever get discontinued"
Reality: "I'm buying a shitton of these to survive the next couple weeks"
Reality: "I'm buying a shitton of these to survive the next couple weeks"
CN food
Ich finde keine Brühwürfel ohne Zwiebeln, Lauch und Sellerie.
Ich hab jetzt zwei Optionen:
1. Brühwürfel aufwendig selber machen und einfrieren
2. Irgendwelche random Würzpasten aus dem Asiamarkt als Suppenbasis verwenden
Ich glaube, ihr kennt meine Wahl.
Ich finde keine Brühwürfel ohne Zwiebeln, Lauch und Sellerie.
Ich hab jetzt zwei Optionen:
1. Brühwürfel aufwendig selber machen und einfrieren
2. Irgendwelche random Würzpasten aus dem Asiamarkt als Suppenbasis verwenden
Ich glaube, ihr kennt meine Wahl.
February 6, 2026 at 2:07 PM
CN food
Ich finde keine Brühwürfel ohne Zwiebeln, Lauch und Sellerie.
Ich hab jetzt zwei Optionen:
1. Brühwürfel aufwendig selber machen und einfrieren
2. Irgendwelche random Würzpasten aus dem Asiamarkt als Suppenbasis verwenden
Ich glaube, ihr kennt meine Wahl.
Ich finde keine Brühwürfel ohne Zwiebeln, Lauch und Sellerie.
Ich hab jetzt zwei Optionen:
1. Brühwürfel aufwendig selber machen und einfrieren
2. Irgendwelche random Würzpasten aus dem Asiamarkt als Suppenbasis verwenden
Ich glaube, ihr kennt meine Wahl.
CN suicide
Whenever the holidays started and the stress levels from school dropped, I used to get sick, or my chronic pain used to get worse.
When I experience nausea so bad I want to kill myself, my chronic pain and toothaches get better.
When I'm relaxed, my dysphagia gets worse.
Whenever the holidays started and the stress levels from school dropped, I used to get sick, or my chronic pain used to get worse.
When I experience nausea so bad I want to kill myself, my chronic pain and toothaches get better.
When I'm relaxed, my dysphagia gets worse.
February 6, 2026 at 12:21 PM
CN suicide
Whenever the holidays started and the stress levels from school dropped, I used to get sick, or my chronic pain used to get worse.
When I experience nausea so bad I want to kill myself, my chronic pain and toothaches get better.
When I'm relaxed, my dysphagia gets worse.
Whenever the holidays started and the stress levels from school dropped, I used to get sick, or my chronic pain used to get worse.
When I experience nausea so bad I want to kill myself, my chronic pain and toothaches get better.
When I'm relaxed, my dysphagia gets worse.
I just watched a pretty highly sexualized music video and then noticed that the comments, saves and downloads are disabled, because it's on YouTube Kids.
That video is from 2014 and has 2M views and nobody has ever thought to fix that mistake? 😭
That video is from 2014 and has 2M views and nobody has ever thought to fix that mistake? 😭
February 5, 2026 at 11:24 PM
I just watched a pretty highly sexualized music video and then noticed that the comments, saves and downloads are disabled, because it's on YouTube Kids.
That video is from 2014 and has 2M views and nobody has ever thought to fix that mistake? 😭
That video is from 2014 and has 2M views and nobody has ever thought to fix that mistake? 😭
CN food
I really need more safe-foods, because everything that used to be a safe-food turns into one that makes me nauseous at some point in my life, but non-safe-foods rarely ever turn back into safe-foods. And I'm running out.
I really need more safe-foods, because everything that used to be a safe-food turns into one that makes me nauseous at some point in my life, but non-safe-foods rarely ever turn back into safe-foods. And I'm running out.
February 5, 2026 at 10:50 PM
CN food
I really need more safe-foods, because everything that used to be a safe-food turns into one that makes me nauseous at some point in my life, but non-safe-foods rarely ever turn back into safe-foods. And I'm running out.
I really need more safe-foods, because everything that used to be a safe-food turns into one that makes me nauseous at some point in my life, but non-safe-foods rarely ever turn back into safe-foods. And I'm running out.
CN food
Everytime I try to make a mild curry because I'm sick, I give it a taste and remember that I can't eat mild food without gagging so then I try to save it by adding more spices and then it tastes different than usual 😔 (or maybe it tastes different because I'm sick idk)
Everytime I try to make a mild curry because I'm sick, I give it a taste and remember that I can't eat mild food without gagging so then I try to save it by adding more spices and then it tastes different than usual 😔 (or maybe it tastes different because I'm sick idk)
February 5, 2026 at 6:59 PM
CN food
Everytime I try to make a mild curry because I'm sick, I give it a taste and remember that I can't eat mild food without gagging so then I try to save it by adding more spices and then it tastes different than usual 😔 (or maybe it tastes different because I'm sick idk)
Everytime I try to make a mild curry because I'm sick, I give it a taste and remember that I can't eat mild food without gagging so then I try to save it by adding more spices and then it tastes different than usual 😔 (or maybe it tastes different because I'm sick idk)
CN kink
My YouTube recommendations:
"Look at this WEIRD person with this WEIRD fetish!"
Me: "wait that's kinda hot"
Like "this woman wants hooks for her hands", okay?? She'd probably look good with them so what's the issue
My YouTube recommendations:
"Look at this WEIRD person with this WEIRD fetish!"
Me: "wait that's kinda hot"
Like "this woman wants hooks for her hands", okay?? She'd probably look good with them so what's the issue
February 5, 2026 at 5:50 PM
CN kink
My YouTube recommendations:
"Look at this WEIRD person with this WEIRD fetish!"
Me: "wait that's kinda hot"
Like "this woman wants hooks for her hands", okay?? She'd probably look good with them so what's the issue
My YouTube recommendations:
"Look at this WEIRD person with this WEIRD fetish!"
Me: "wait that's kinda hot"
Like "this woman wants hooks for her hands", okay?? She'd probably look good with them so what's the issue
Ich hab seit Tagen stärkere Nackenschmerzen, aber wenn ich Übungen für den Nacken mache, hab ich das Gefühl, mein Kopf explodiert 🙃
February 4, 2026 at 9:57 PM
Ich hab seit Tagen stärkere Nackenschmerzen, aber wenn ich Übungen für den Nacken mache, hab ich das Gefühl, mein Kopf explodiert 🙃