People think everyone is chasing money, why do they not know some men need to disappear into their work because it brings meaning. A meaningless life is cognitive death, that triggers physical death. This life requires sacrifice and brings peace. It's not a performance to bring applause.

I just had an epiphany, I’m not rich, and I’m not in the best of health. I don’t have a lot of time either. Maybe it’s time to let go of my ambitions and embrace a calmer life. I may lack material wealth, but I’ll have plenty in the abstract. In that sense, I might be the richest man in the world.

Maybe feminist ideals will overcome the emotional blind spot that doesn't process the care that comes not wrapped in validation. Maybe they'll stop equating care with control. Maybe they'll know someday that isolation is too much of a cost for seeing independence as strength.

You thrive because I think 'someday... ' and I let it pass. The day I decided that it is today, you'll stop thriving. You'll get to know a lot of things that day. Like how do we cure a disease that you are. Life's so cyclical, like a sine curve.

how tf did this guy become an emotional person? What happened along the way? 🌸🌿

it was a privilege to know you, it was the sharpest stroke of luck that we started talking. It was an honour that you dated me. You made a man out of the boy I was. I loved every bit of it, it was a ride. But I've to let you go now.

No she's not, manifesto cancelled. 🥲

**quiet confessions manifesto**

No need for reason
Just being is enough-
circling distant
pulling tides unseen,

Night is lighter
in this orbit
maybe I'm her moon
maybe, she's mine too! 🌕🌿

i was wondering that i have been at my lowest this year and whoever has hurt me this year will never be happy. Especially when I was helpless and couldn't ask for any help. That they knew that I couldn't resist but they walked over me anyway. God watched.

when had i thought it. the world is against me but I'm not afraid because I'm winning where it matters. How come control is defined so simply to me, where I am vulnerable yet comfortable. I have come to define this simplicity as the universal best emotion.

People have no idea how much resilience it takes to bounce back from hitting the rock bottom, people often underestimate the work put to it. So I'm not just indifferent to the drama but borderline I'm also apathetic.

you'll look at me you'd have no idea how fucking dead I'm from inside. I am dying, not just it but decaying. I'll not live longer. 40 seems distant. 35 seems the end. That is good, i do not regret it. I do not want this perpetual suffering.

people are different, some are loud when insecure, some simply lie. Some have just never witnessed a level of your freak so they are insecure. But they all unanimously adhere to fakeness, that is where I win. I'm custom made, the magnum opus. I'll live to see you crumble. 🦋