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sativaplath.bsky.social
Shay the Ninth 💀
@sativaplath.bsky.social
Trans, poet, nerd.
Kicking my feet and twirling my hair cause they called me “darling”
December 10, 2023 at 7:11 AM
Yeah I need a new job soon cause I hate it here AND i can’t mentally handle going on one more date that ends with us cuddling in the backseat of a car with this fucking twink where we don’t kiss because we’re coworkers
November 29, 2023 at 9:13 PM
I’m literally stuck in a slow burn fanfic but it’s like one of those ones where they don’t kiss until chapter 125
November 14, 2023 at 6:11 AM
As soon as someone is consistently nice to me I just start shutting down and don’t know how to talk to them anymore
November 9, 2023 at 5:46 AM
Not me looking at texts from last night and smiling. Im sick
November 8, 2023 at 11:34 PM
I always realize I’m sadder than I originally thought when I end up watching The Stranger By The Shore
November 2, 2023 at 5:22 AM
Thinking about how my crush told me that it’s hard to work around me because I’m so pretty it’s distracting
October 27, 2023 at 10:40 PM
My person made me a long ass playlist of music cause I expressed interest in some stuff they listen to and I feel compelled to make them a playlist of my music fully aware that they don’t really like more indie stuff which is all I listen to really
October 21, 2023 at 6:44 AM
If my partner who isn’t really my partner doesn’t stop liking my tweets about wanting to make out and actually just fucking kiss me already I’m going to lose my mind
October 20, 2023 at 8:09 AM
Also the way I only use this when I want to blab about them cause they don’t have Bluesky
October 14, 2023 at 6:07 AM
I do so well at separating my emotions from this “we like each other but because of situation we are ignoring it unless they change their mind and are okay with it” situation im in but sometimes they do/say things that have me in bed kicking my feet and twirling my hair while looking at my phone
October 14, 2023 at 6:02 AM
Reposted by Shay the Ninth 💀
twink hole twink hole little star
September 30, 2023 at 5:23 PM
Oh fuck I forgot I had this
September 20, 2023 at 3:48 AM
I feel like lately the only thing keeping me from having complete breakdowns is the fact that I’ve been doing my makeup and it looks too good to ruin it
September 5, 2023 at 10:51 PM
I feel like everytime I start to break through the dysphoria and work in feeling better about myself someone ends up calling me “sir” and it’s back to square one all over again
September 5, 2023 at 12:19 AM
Feeling very Bubblegum by Clairo
August 28, 2023 at 10:19 PM
Need my bestie/roommate to be home from her trip because I need a girls night to talk and go over some things that happened while she’s been gone
August 28, 2023 at 4:45 PM
Ima do it, ima finally confront the stirrings between this person and me
August 28, 2023 at 4:36 AM
Who else up writing gay lil poems?
August 27, 2023 at 9:53 AM
How am I supposed to sleep now that I know how it feels to have your arms wrapped around me?
August 27, 2023 at 9:25 AM
WHO ALLOWED ME TO TALK TO MY CRUSH WHILE HIGH THIS IS ASDLFGHJKSJF
August 26, 2023 at 7:29 AM
I hate people who act like they were raised in a really poor family and then try to tell me about their childhood cabin the family owned for vacations
August 24, 2023 at 11:00 PM
Date thing rescheduled like 30 minutes before they were going to pick me up and now I don’t know if I should post these pics I took of how I look tonight or next Saturday when I actually go out in the fit
August 20, 2023 at 12:39 AM
Reposted by Shay the Ninth 💀
I haven’t seen one of these on here, so let’s see what happens:

Repost if you’re in the PNW 🌲

Let’s find each other again 😌
August 19, 2023 at 1:40 AM
You’ve heard of Panic at the Disco!, now get ready for Break Down at the Farmers Market!
August 19, 2023 at 7:03 PM