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SarahSmilesFPE
@sarahsmilesfpe.bsky.social
34 she/her (+) •So beautiful, the space between, a painful reminder and a terrible dream•
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Introducing myself to Bluesky:
Pronouns: She/her
Age: 33 years old
# of times I’ve seen TØP: 21!
When did I start listening to TØP?: officially in 2018, a little casually before then.
Favorite Songs: RITN, Mulberry St, Hometown, HOTY, Aircatcher
The Plight Of Being A Capable Person
November 5, 2025 at 1:57 AM
The post-concert depression/sickness has really set in. Gnarly head cold today but luckily it’s not covid or the flu.
October 30, 2025 at 10:22 PM
For tonight’s TØP show in LA! I’m planning to go live on tik tok, @/sarahsmilesfpe
October 25, 2025 at 10:25 AM
Adding Tally made such a difference imo.
Imma be honest, the setlist is a bit lackluster imo. I wish there were more Clancy and Breach songs. I was hoping the show would take on the story a bit more.

Still super stoked for my shows. Just really really wanted more Breach!!
October 17, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Imma be honest, the setlist is a bit lackluster imo. I wish there were more Clancy and Breach songs. I was hoping the show would take on the story a bit more.

Still super stoked for my shows. Just really really wanted more Breach!!
September 19, 2025 at 3:01 AM
I can’t stop thinking about screaming “address my soul” during city walls on tour.
September 14, 2025 at 10:04 PM
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clancy being about relapsing and worrying you lost your support system. breach being about relapsing and knowing your support system would never leave you
September 12, 2025 at 2:19 PM
I can see it now. Intentions immediately into truce into trees for end of the show.
September 12, 2025 at 5:06 AM
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honestly incredibly powerful for them to end a narrative about mental health with the message that relapse is inevitable but not the end, never the end
September 12, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Days lie dormant is such a fall song
September 12, 2025 at 4:57 AM
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The thing that stood out to me is that his mouth is only half-covered by the black. It's half-human. It's not fully covered like Nico.
September 12, 2025 at 4:44 AM
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“I liked that Clancy”
“YeAH me too”
WHAT IF I JUMPED
September 12, 2025 at 4:25 AM
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LIKE I GET THE POINT OF THE ENDING BUT I AM SO FUCKING SAD RN TOO
September 12, 2025 at 4:45 AM
So that’s the moral of the story then. We try again. Always.
September 12, 2025 at 4:44 AM
And I’m crying again oh my god
September 12, 2025 at 4:42 AM
Feels crazy I’ve been part of 4 albums releases now.
September 12, 2025 at 4:39 AM
Ok downstairs giving major regional at best vibes and I love it
September 12, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Intentions mean everything, I hope they’ve learned some things, and do better the next time.
we must destroy them or we will become them and if we become them we must do better
September 12, 2025 at 4:37 AM
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we must destroy them or we will become them and if we become them we must do better
February 25, 2025 at 3:13 PM
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doesn't mean i'm not upset. i'm crying. because i know what they wanna say with this, i know it's never over. but damn, i had hope for THIS Clancy.
yeah it was THIS Clancy because, in the end, Clancy is just a title. there were many before and there will be many after him, trying to break the cycle. in the end, aren't we all him
September 12, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Currently identifying with “I feel like garbage”
September 12, 2025 at 4:34 AM
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Promise me this
If I lose to myself
You won't mourn a day
And you'll move onto someone else

Josh is doing just this.

The work must continue...
September 12, 2025 at 4:22 AM
Yup this part brought the tears
can we talk about this though 🥹🥹🥹
September 12, 2025 at 4:24 AM
The sun will rise and we will try once again
September 12, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Anyone else break into immediate tears when Clancy used the top symbol to defeat Nico? Only to immediately cry harder when he became Nico😳
September 12, 2025 at 4:20 AM