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This account is meant to be my private account but I can't lock it
Here I talk about personal stuff
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Here I talk about personal stuff
Please only follow if you're my mutual on my main
Main: @sanguardmc.bsky.social
Pfp by: @zanickvt.bsky.social
I should've jumped on christmas and just let people forget about me
February 2, 2025 at 11:56 PM
I should've jumped on christmas and just let people forget about me
I kinda find it interesting that whenever I'm sad or think about my mistakes that lead to cutting contact with online friends I never have problems with
Shell just appears with a voice like Viktor as in this scene to say how loneliness is our only companion, and we accept it as part of ourselves
Shell just appears with a voice like Viktor as in this scene to say how loneliness is our only companion, and we accept it as part of ourselves
a video game character says " i am pleased to see you " at the bottom
Alt: Here Viktor appears with a voice that's heavily modified
To those who don't know, Shell is (or at least I suspect) an alter I have, either that or this weird voice inside my head that sometimes takes the lead means I'm going crazy
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January 8, 2025 at 5:59 AM
I kinda find it interesting that whenever I'm sad or think about my mistakes that lead to cutting contact with online friends I never have problems with
Shell just appears with a voice like Viktor as in this scene to say how loneliness is our only companion, and we accept it as part of ourselves
Shell just appears with a voice like Viktor as in this scene to say how loneliness is our only companion, and we accept it as part of ourselves
Man I truly can't take it anymore, the bank took away most of the money I received from the donation and my friend scammed me losing 270 dollars
I need 80 dollars more to buy a fucking PC that its good for all the 3D stuff I gotta do for college
I need 80 dollars more to buy a fucking PC that its good for all the 3D stuff I gotta do for college
December 30, 2024 at 6:56 PM
Man I truly can't take it anymore, the bank took away most of the money I received from the donation and my friend scammed me losing 270 dollars
I need 80 dollars more to buy a fucking PC that its good for all the 3D stuff I gotta do for college
I need 80 dollars more to buy a fucking PC that its good for all the 3D stuff I gotta do for college
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December 30, 2024 at 12:06 PM
> Has an existential crisis
> Almost does a suicide attempt
> Attempts at self-harm
> No longer knows what to do
> Talks with a close friend
> Understands the beauty in imperfections
> Understands how to love herself
This was my Christmas and idk if it was good or bad at this point
> Almost does a suicide attempt
> Attempts at self-harm
> No longer knows what to do
> Talks with a close friend
> Understands the beauty in imperfections
> Understands how to love herself
This was my Christmas and idk if it was good or bad at this point
December 26, 2024 at 2:38 PM
> Has an existential crisis
> Almost does a suicide attempt
> Attempts at self-harm
> No longer knows what to do
> Talks with a close friend
> Understands the beauty in imperfections
> Understands how to love herself
This was my Christmas and idk if it was good or bad at this point
> Almost does a suicide attempt
> Attempts at self-harm
> No longer knows what to do
> Talks with a close friend
> Understands the beauty in imperfections
> Understands how to love herself
This was my Christmas and idk if it was good or bad at this point
I just don't get it...
Everything about me is just something that annoys and ruins others
Even if it's me just being sad for no reason, I end up ruining Christmas for my mom
At this point I better just kill myself, it'd be a gift that would free her from most of her problems
Everything about me is just something that annoys and ruins others
Even if it's me just being sad for no reason, I end up ruining Christmas for my mom
At this point I better just kill myself, it'd be a gift that would free her from most of her problems
December 25, 2024 at 6:05 AM
I just don't get it...
Everything about me is just something that annoys and ruins others
Even if it's me just being sad for no reason, I end up ruining Christmas for my mom
At this point I better just kill myself, it'd be a gift that would free her from most of her problems
Everything about me is just something that annoys and ruins others
Even if it's me just being sad for no reason, I end up ruining Christmas for my mom
At this point I better just kill myself, it'd be a gift that would free her from most of her problems
I was going to an event and I lost my convict bandana
I just don't know anymore
WHY IF SOMETHING CAN GO WRONG IT GOES WRONG????
I just don't know anymore
WHY IF SOMETHING CAN GO WRONG IT GOES WRONG????
December 20, 2024 at 11:26 PM
I was going to an event and I lost my convict bandana
I just don't know anymore
WHY IF SOMETHING CAN GO WRONG IT GOES WRONG????
I just don't know anymore
WHY IF SOMETHING CAN GO WRONG IT GOES WRONG????
Dear fucking God what are the chances
Economic personal problem along with a big depressive episode along with the scary possibility of me being a system
I truly just want to say "Goodbye I'm not dealing with this" but I truly don't want to kms and look like an attention seeker
Economic personal problem along with a big depressive episode along with the scary possibility of me being a system
I truly just want to say "Goodbye I'm not dealing with this" but I truly don't want to kms and look like an attention seeker
December 19, 2024 at 5:52 AM
Dear fucking God what are the chances
Economic personal problem along with a big depressive episode along with the scary possibility of me being a system
I truly just want to say "Goodbye I'm not dealing with this" but I truly don't want to kms and look like an attention seeker
Economic personal problem along with a big depressive episode along with the scary possibility of me being a system
I truly just want to say "Goodbye I'm not dealing with this" but I truly don't want to kms and look like an attention seeker
Something weird about the convict cosplay is that it triggers something in my brain
It makes me extremely happy, I enjoy hugging myself with it
It feels kinda euphoric but in a strange sense
As if became "comfort" clothes idk how to explain
It makes me extremely happy, I enjoy hugging myself with it
It feels kinda euphoric but in a strange sense
As if became "comfort" clothes idk how to explain
December 18, 2024 at 2:01 PM
Something weird about the convict cosplay is that it triggers something in my brain
It makes me extremely happy, I enjoy hugging myself with it
It feels kinda euphoric but in a strange sense
As if became "comfort" clothes idk how to explain
It makes me extremely happy, I enjoy hugging myself with it
It feels kinda euphoric but in a strange sense
As if became "comfort" clothes idk how to explain
I love how, when I was diagnosed with depression, my parents didn't save it or anything
Meaning that while I've been diagnosed, and I can still realize I haven't recovered after many years, no document proves this
But imagine learning this while filling in information in an important document
Meaning that while I've been diagnosed, and I can still realize I haven't recovered after many years, no document proves this
But imagine learning this while filling in information in an important document
December 18, 2024 at 1:58 PM
I love how, when I was diagnosed with depression, my parents didn't save it or anything
Meaning that while I've been diagnosed, and I can still realize I haven't recovered after many years, no document proves this
But imagine learning this while filling in information in an important document
Meaning that while I've been diagnosed, and I can still realize I haven't recovered after many years, no document proves this
But imagine learning this while filling in information in an important document
I truly can't take it anymore
I try so hard to keep going and it feels so exhausting
I don't want to do anything, I don't want to keep doing anything
I'm too much of a coward to just end it, just as I've been since I was 9
I just don't want to bother anyone as I've been doing all my life
I try so hard to keep going and it feels so exhausting
I don't want to do anything, I don't want to keep doing anything
I'm too much of a coward to just end it, just as I've been since I was 9
I just don't want to bother anyone as I've been doing all my life
December 16, 2024 at 11:39 PM
I truly can't take it anymore
I try so hard to keep going and it feels so exhausting
I don't want to do anything, I don't want to keep doing anything
I'm too much of a coward to just end it, just as I've been since I was 9
I just don't want to bother anyone as I've been doing all my life
I try so hard to keep going and it feels so exhausting
I don't want to do anything, I don't want to keep doing anything
I'm too much of a coward to just end it, just as I've been since I was 9
I just don't want to bother anyone as I've been doing all my life