Mouse is Sad
@sadmousey.bsky.social
Vent account for A specific Mouse. not linking.
IYKYK
Will scream more negative thoughts here than on main.
IYKYK
Will scream more negative thoughts here than on main.
Haven't felt sad enough to deserve posting on here recently
Which you might think is a good thing but it just means I'm diminishing my emotions again
after that comes isolation
and then a breakdown
I got this cycle on LOCK
Which you might think is a good thing but it just means I'm diminishing my emotions again
after that comes isolation
and then a breakdown
I got this cycle on LOCK
November 23, 2025 at 10:47 PM
Haven't felt sad enough to deserve posting on here recently
Which you might think is a good thing but it just means I'm diminishing my emotions again
after that comes isolation
and then a breakdown
I got this cycle on LOCK
Which you might think is a good thing but it just means I'm diminishing my emotions again
after that comes isolation
and then a breakdown
I got this cycle on LOCK
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May 11, 2025 at 12:17 AM
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I'm so fucking stupid for longing.
Maybe not, but for longing for someone virtually- I am so so so stupid.
For the most part, the thoughts have faded as time has passed away from them, but I come back to it every now and then- how was it that what I felt was so... Unique. I want to recapture that.
Maybe not, but for longing for someone virtually- I am so so so stupid.
For the most part, the thoughts have faded as time has passed away from them, but I come back to it every now and then- how was it that what I felt was so... Unique. I want to recapture that.
November 4, 2025 at 6:18 PM
I'm so fucking stupid for longing.
Maybe not, but for longing for someone virtually- I am so so so stupid.
For the most part, the thoughts have faded as time has passed away from them, but I come back to it every now and then- how was it that what I felt was so... Unique. I want to recapture that.
Maybe not, but for longing for someone virtually- I am so so so stupid.
For the most part, the thoughts have faded as time has passed away from them, but I come back to it every now and then- how was it that what I felt was so... Unique. I want to recapture that.
There is a narcissist and chronic gaslighter that I know but because they're so loved I don't think anyone would ever try to understand if it was pointed out
October 11, 2025 at 1:16 AM
There is a narcissist and chronic gaslighter that I know but because they're so loved I don't think anyone would ever try to understand if it was pointed out
god it's just so hard to actually talk to people
like
to meet people is one thing, but getting past that point what the fuck do I talk about?
I'm just a background tree in a school play, I don't have any lines and I exist for set dressing
like
to meet people is one thing, but getting past that point what the fuck do I talk about?
I'm just a background tree in a school play, I don't have any lines and I exist for set dressing
October 8, 2025 at 7:36 PM
god it's just so hard to actually talk to people
like
to meet people is one thing, but getting past that point what the fuck do I talk about?
I'm just a background tree in a school play, I don't have any lines and I exist for set dressing
like
to meet people is one thing, but getting past that point what the fuck do I talk about?
I'm just a background tree in a school play, I don't have any lines and I exist for set dressing
i love meeting people who have toys attached to their vrc avatars
yes i am going to torture you after you finish, im not waiting for your refractory period~
yes i am going to torture you after you finish, im not waiting for your refractory period~
October 5, 2025 at 11:06 PM
i love meeting people who have toys attached to their vrc avatars
yes i am going to torture you after you finish, im not waiting for your refractory period~
yes i am going to torture you after you finish, im not waiting for your refractory period~
wish i knew if i was really unloveable or if im right to think the people who only tell me they love me after i do things for them are lying
October 5, 2025 at 9:46 PM
wish i knew if i was really unloveable or if im right to think the people who only tell me they love me after i do things for them are lying
im just a tool to be used and thrown away... schedule your appointment here:
October 5, 2025 at 8:55 PM
im just a tool to be used and thrown away... schedule your appointment here:
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I wrote a little bit in the goal for the big reason for this, and I'm gonna post this a few times til the 17th(my birthday)... So I hope this doesn't annoy the hell out of people...
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October 1, 2025 at 6:04 PM
I wrote a little bit in the goal for the big reason for this, and I'm gonna post this a few times til the 17th(my birthday)... So I hope this doesn't annoy the hell out of people...
DON'T fucking remember me as anything other than a girl.
please.
I know I don't look it. I know I haven't been able to start HRT. I know I'm fucking ugly, I know I sound nothing like a girl I know I know I know.
I'm a girl. End of story. If I live long enough, I'd like to make it more apparent.
please.
I know I don't look it. I know I haven't been able to start HRT. I know I'm fucking ugly, I know I sound nothing like a girl I know I know I know.
I'm a girl. End of story. If I live long enough, I'd like to make it more apparent.
September 30, 2025 at 3:40 AM
DON'T fucking remember me as anything other than a girl.
please.
I know I don't look it. I know I haven't been able to start HRT. I know I'm fucking ugly, I know I sound nothing like a girl I know I know I know.
I'm a girl. End of story. If I live long enough, I'd like to make it more apparent.
please.
I know I don't look it. I know I haven't been able to start HRT. I know I'm fucking ugly, I know I sound nothing like a girl I know I know I know.
I'm a girl. End of story. If I live long enough, I'd like to make it more apparent.
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cw: transphobia, suicide
my best friend is dead — reupload, 2023 (1/2)
my best friend is dead — reupload, 2023 (1/2)
September 30, 2025 at 3:32 AM
cw: transphobia, suicide
my best friend is dead — reupload, 2023 (1/2)
my best friend is dead — reupload, 2023 (1/2)
I hate the honeymoon period on meeting people.
Usually if someone is interesting to me they stay interesting to me. You'd have to do something pretty bad to change that..
but I know that isn't the case with most people. I guess I just really don't matter, despite people's claims to the opposite.
Usually if someone is interesting to me they stay interesting to me. You'd have to do something pretty bad to change that..
but I know that isn't the case with most people. I guess I just really don't matter, despite people's claims to the opposite.
September 26, 2025 at 4:04 PM
I hate the honeymoon period on meeting people.
Usually if someone is interesting to me they stay interesting to me. You'd have to do something pretty bad to change that..
but I know that isn't the case with most people. I guess I just really don't matter, despite people's claims to the opposite.
Usually if someone is interesting to me they stay interesting to me. You'd have to do something pretty bad to change that..
but I know that isn't the case with most people. I guess I just really don't matter, despite people's claims to the opposite.
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I guess I'm just going to give up on the attempt to get diy HRT funds before my birthday next month; bills for the next four months are going to go into overdrive and I will probably starve from time to time because of it, asking for anything more is just too much.
September 23, 2025 at 1:27 PM
I guess I'm just going to give up on the attempt to get diy HRT funds before my birthday next month; bills for the next four months are going to go into overdrive and I will probably starve from time to time because of it, asking for anything more is just too much.
I want to be more vocal and outgoing and nice but I just don't get along with people whom I feel dislike me and I can't put my finger on a reason
I just hesitate to even interact
I just hesitate to even interact
September 22, 2025 at 5:09 PM
I want to be more vocal and outgoing and nice but I just don't get along with people whom I feel dislike me and I can't put my finger on a reason
I just hesitate to even interact
I just hesitate to even interact
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September 20, 2025 at 3:41 AM
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ITS WAY BETTER THAN BSKY!!!
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Oftentimes I find it difficult to see myself as a person separate from my streaming.
I always feel as though that is my identity, and that I should be doing that as much as humanly possible, so when I get in these huge funks that keep me from doing it often- I take a huge hit to my self-worth.
I always feel as though that is my identity, and that I should be doing that as much as humanly possible, so when I get in these huge funks that keep me from doing it often- I take a huge hit to my self-worth.
September 19, 2025 at 7:38 AM
Oftentimes I find it difficult to see myself as a person separate from my streaming.
I always feel as though that is my identity, and that I should be doing that as much as humanly possible, so when I get in these huge funks that keep me from doing it often- I take a huge hit to my self-worth.
I always feel as though that is my identity, and that I should be doing that as much as humanly possible, so when I get in these huge funks that keep me from doing it often- I take a huge hit to my self-worth.
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unrelated/semi-related
i'm exhausted. and its not just the sleep schedule. logging on daily, looking at posts that do nothing but make me feel worse, stress about the million things i have to be concerned about and manage...
i just feel like sleeping. and not waking back up. im sorry if thats grim-
i'm exhausted. and its not just the sleep schedule. logging on daily, looking at posts that do nothing but make me feel worse, stress about the million things i have to be concerned about and manage...
i just feel like sleeping. and not waking back up. im sorry if thats grim-
September 18, 2025 at 2:33 PM
unrelated/semi-related
i'm exhausted. and its not just the sleep schedule. logging on daily, looking at posts that do nothing but make me feel worse, stress about the million things i have to be concerned about and manage...
i just feel like sleeping. and not waking back up. im sorry if thats grim-
i'm exhausted. and its not just the sleep schedule. logging on daily, looking at posts that do nothing but make me feel worse, stress about the million things i have to be concerned about and manage...
i just feel like sleeping. and not waking back up. im sorry if thats grim-
at some point i really need to get a fucking grip. my bpd has not been this bad in like. three years. but we're going on month 2 where I've been crashing out
i loove making horrible decisions for myself that I already know will be horrible and pigeonhole myself into these god awful fucking scenarios
i loove making horrible decisions for myself that I already know will be horrible and pigeonhole myself into these god awful fucking scenarios
September 13, 2025 at 2:45 AM
at some point i really need to get a fucking grip. my bpd has not been this bad in like. three years. but we're going on month 2 where I've been crashing out
i loove making horrible decisions for myself that I already know will be horrible and pigeonhole myself into these god awful fucking scenarios
i loove making horrible decisions for myself that I already know will be horrible and pigeonhole myself into these god awful fucking scenarios
EAT BABIES? - The Tender Surrender
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September 11, 2025 at 5:56 AM
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September 7, 2025 at 3:00 PM
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I don't think I leave a strong enough impression on people. To be fair, I've always felt like sort of a "nothing" person, but when I'm joining in on things or expected to impress anything on a group I shut down. Brain slows to a crawl and it's all I can do to focus on any other task in front of me.
September 7, 2025 at 9:34 AM
I don't think I leave a strong enough impression on people. To be fair, I've always felt like sort of a "nothing" person, but when I'm joining in on things or expected to impress anything on a group I shut down. Brain slows to a crawl and it's all I can do to focus on any other task in front of me.
It's alright, I know I'm always an after-afterthought.
September 6, 2025 at 6:29 AM
It's alright, I know I'm always an after-afterthought.