death before brevity
@ruinroux.bsky.social
queer aussie artist, alchemist, DM, hermit & heathen // {she/he/they}
Can't decide if my listening age is Spotify telling me I'm young at heart or have juvenile taste in music lmao
December 3, 2025 at 9:14 PM
Can't decide if my listening age is Spotify telling me I'm young at heart or have juvenile taste in music lmao
Surviving on energy drinks and sour candy to keep my brain fizzling in sugar and caffeine bc apparently that's the only way it will work well enough to write
December 3, 2025 at 9:05 PM
Surviving on energy drinks and sour candy to keep my brain fizzling in sugar and caffeine bc apparently that's the only way it will work well enough to write
Writing sprint 1, 60 minutes, 1548 words - WE'RE BACK BABEYYYYY
December 3, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Writing sprint 1, 60 minutes, 1548 words - WE'RE BACK BABEYYYYY
I have been awake for 2 hours and already cried three times lmao
December 3, 2025 at 5:44 PM
I have been awake for 2 hours and already cried three times lmao
Nothing sucks more than being across the world when all I wanna do is take care of my friends 😭
December 3, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Nothing sucks more than being across the world when all I wanna do is take care of my friends 😭
That pet owner nightmare of walking into the kitchen area and seeing (light) blood spatter all over the floor and trying in a panic to figure out which dog/cat it is, much to their irritation
December 3, 2025 at 1:50 AM
That pet owner nightmare of walking into the kitchen area and seeing (light) blood spatter all over the floor and trying in a panic to figure out which dog/cat it is, much to their irritation
My birthday week is next week!!!
a black and white drawing of a cartoon character with headphones on a white background .
ALT: a black and white drawing of a cartoon character with headphones on a white background .
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December 3, 2025 at 1:29 AM
My birthday week is next week!!!
Made bulgogi with spinach and bean sprout banchans for lunch and absolutely destroyed the whole meal in minutes and then promptly remembered I wanted to take pics lmao
December 3, 2025 at 1:22 AM
Made bulgogi with spinach and bean sprout banchans for lunch and absolutely destroyed the whole meal in minutes and then promptly remembered I wanted to take pics lmao
Okay I managed 3 successful writing sprints at 4am, 5am, & 6am, took a break for breakfast, fell asleep after eating & woke up near 8am, so I used that hour for errands/chores. It's about to go 9am, if I can do 3 more sprints today I can rest after that GOD wish me luck 😭
December 2, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Okay I managed 3 successful writing sprints at 4am, 5am, & 6am, took a break for breakfast, fell asleep after eating & woke up near 8am, so I used that hour for errands/chores. It's about to go 9am, if I can do 3 more sprints today I can rest after that GOD wish me luck 😭
When you kill a bug and then feel a tickle on you and it's jsut a hair but whAT IF IT'S THE BUG BACK FOR REVENGE GET IT OFF
December 2, 2025 at 9:53 PM
When you kill a bug and then feel a tickle on you and it's jsut a hair but whAT IF IT'S THE BUG BACK FOR REVENGE GET IT OFF
Mum was complaining that she never gets any important emails & everyone's bad at staying in contact so I checked her mail account's spam folder and guys. My dudes. My people. You'll never guess what I found.
December 2, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Mum was complaining that she never gets any important emails & everyone's bad at staying in contact so I checked her mail account's spam folder and guys. My dudes. My people. You'll never guess what I found.
Listen I wanna take a cute selfie so bad but the reality is that it takes 500 lens-meltingly-bad selfies to get a single cute one and also a level of grooming effort I am not prepared to put in at 6am on a Wednesday morning you feel me
December 2, 2025 at 8:05 PM
Listen I wanna take a cute selfie so bad but the reality is that it takes 500 lens-meltingly-bad selfies to get a single cute one and also a level of grooming effort I am not prepared to put in at 6am on a Wednesday morning you feel me
Decided I'm going to ignore literally everything else today and just write as much as humanly possible no matter how bad it is!!! Holding myself accountable by posting here: writing sprint 1, 30 minutes, 635 words
December 2, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Decided I'm going to ignore literally everything else today and just write as much as humanly possible no matter how bad it is!!! Holding myself accountable by posting here: writing sprint 1, 30 minutes, 635 words
Australia banning social media for under 16s and watching the kids scramble to other apps & then banning THOSE apps like the dumbest game of whack a mole you guys gotta know you won't win against desperate teenagers
a man wearing glasses and a leather jacket is standing in front of a lamp and a microphone .
ALT: a man wearing glasses and a leather jacket is standing in front of a lamp and a microphone .
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December 2, 2025 at 4:46 PM
Australia banning social media for under 16s and watching the kids scramble to other apps & then banning THOSE apps like the dumbest game of whack a mole you guys gotta know you won't win against desperate teenagers
Okay but should I write or should I sort and reorganize all of my clothes that I own that definitely need me to do that
December 1, 2025 at 11:49 PM
Okay but should I write or should I sort and reorganize all of my clothes that I own that definitely need me to do that
Nothing helps me get all my odd jobs around the house done like desperately needing to write
December 1, 2025 at 10:58 PM
Nothing helps me get all my odd jobs around the house done like desperately needing to write
Sometimes you're just overcome with the desperate need to watch Live Performance of Paramore's Misery Business GRAMMYs on YouTube and need to go do that immediately
December 1, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Sometimes you're just overcome with the desperate need to watch Live Performance of Paramore's Misery Business GRAMMYs on YouTube and need to go do that immediately
Somebody pls say something encouraging or motivating please for the love of god I am desperate I need to write as much as I possibly can today and I am so stuck & I keep distracting myself with stupid shit but I NEED to write today 😭😭😭
December 1, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Somebody pls say something encouraging or motivating please for the love of god I am desperate I need to write as much as I possibly can today and I am so stuck & I keep distracting myself with stupid shit but I NEED to write today 😭😭😭
Tragic: girl who decided she didn't need snacks while at supermarket now suffering wholly predictable and life threatening levels of regret
December 1, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Tragic: girl who decided she didn't need snacks while at supermarket now suffering wholly predictable and life threatening levels of regret
My sleep pattern is so freaking messed up right now
December 1, 2025 at 6:59 PM
My sleep pattern is so freaking messed up right now
Maru has a new trick where if Solo has the comfiest spot on the bed, she'll kick up a stink and start barking like there's someone at the door in order to get Solo to get up and run to the door, then she'll snipe the spot 😂
December 1, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Maru has a new trick where if Solo has the comfiest spot on the bed, she'll kick up a stink and start barking like there's someone at the door in order to get Solo to get up and run to the door, then she'll snipe the spot 😂
Me: Okay that was just a bad nap have some food have some water we can regroup it's all good
Me: (after drinking & eating, getting gradually worse)
Me: Okay this is a minor setback I'm sure it's fine
Brain: Are you trying to riff your way out of a flare-up?
Me: ......... shut up
Me: (after drinking & eating, getting gradually worse)
Me: Okay this is a minor setback I'm sure it's fine
Brain: Are you trying to riff your way out of a flare-up?
Me: ......... shut up
November 30, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Me: Okay that was just a bad nap have some food have some water we can regroup it's all good
Me: (after drinking & eating, getting gradually worse)
Me: Okay this is a minor setback I'm sure it's fine
Brain: Are you trying to riff your way out of a flare-up?
Me: ......... shut up
Me: (after drinking & eating, getting gradually worse)
Me: Okay this is a minor setback I'm sure it's fine
Brain: Are you trying to riff your way out of a flare-up?
Me: ......... shut up
So disoriented from a bad nap that I thought for a full 20 minutes that it was Christmas day because I knew it was a significant day in December but couldn't remember which one. Fam it's the first.
November 30, 2025 at 7:54 PM
So disoriented from a bad nap that I thought for a full 20 minutes that it was Christmas day because I knew it was a significant day in December but couldn't remember which one. Fam it's the first.
Nothing hurts quite so bad as cutting 2 full pages of solid writing out of your fic bc the scene's not working and you gotta take it in another direction 😭
November 30, 2025 at 6:02 AM
Nothing hurts quite so bad as cutting 2 full pages of solid writing out of your fic bc the scene's not working and you gotta take it in another direction 😭
I am grateful every single day that codeine still works for me for headaches given the sheer volume of it I have taken in my lifetime
November 29, 2025 at 7:36 PM
I am grateful every single day that codeine still works for me for headaches given the sheer volume of it I have taken in my lifetime