death before brevity
@ruinroux.bsky.social
Ruin | she/her 🏳️🌈 | '80s child | Australian | part time DM | full time chronic illness muppet ✌️💛♿️
I feel like the rule of stewing any fruit is you have to burn your tongue taste-testing it at some juncture or it's not really stewed fruit
February 18, 2026 at 3:06 AM
I feel like the rule of stewing any fruit is you have to burn your tongue taste-testing it at some juncture or it's not really stewed fruit
Sure would be great if I could stop bursting into tears and having random panic attacks lmao
February 18, 2026 at 1:40 AM
Sure would be great if I could stop bursting into tears and having random panic attacks lmao
What if I just... never leave my house again...
February 17, 2026 at 8:07 PM
What if I just... never leave my house again...
Just had the single most humiliating experience I've had in years and I'm home now and sobbing until I choke I hate people I never want to leave my house again
February 17, 2026 at 12:36 AM
Just had the single most humiliating experience I've had in years and I'm home now and sobbing until I choke I hate people I never want to leave my house again
I literally opened my mouth to joke "that sounds like something someone who steals blood would say" but it snapped shut so fast I can't even tell you
They took so much blood from me this morning and the phlebotomist tucked some of the vials into her shirt and I must have looked SO CONFUSED & ALARMED bc she had to explain that she's not stealing my blood she just needs to protect some from the light I feel real dumb fam
February 16, 2026 at 10:12 PM
I literally opened my mouth to joke "that sounds like something someone who steals blood would say" but it snapped shut so fast I can't even tell you
They took so much blood from me this morning and the phlebotomist tucked some of the vials into her shirt and I must have looked SO CONFUSED & ALARMED bc she had to explain that she's not stealing my blood she just needs to protect some from the light I feel real dumb fam
February 16, 2026 at 10:04 PM
They took so much blood from me this morning and the phlebotomist tucked some of the vials into her shirt and I must have looked SO CONFUSED & ALARMED bc she had to explain that she's not stealing my blood she just needs to protect some from the light I feel real dumb fam
Have a crazy array of fasting blood tests this morning so I'm stuck on water only until the pathologist opens in a few hours and this is... oh this is awful...
February 16, 2026 at 6:49 PM
Have a crazy array of fasting blood tests this morning so I'm stuck on water only until the pathologist opens in a few hours and this is... oh this is awful...
Was so nervous going to my doctor with a list of all the blood tests I want to get done, but she took my piece of paper & said it was a good idea but that she'd check which ones I'd already had recently so I didn't get charged for doubling up & then she ORDERED THE REST 😭
February 16, 2026 at 7:00 AM
Was so nervous going to my doctor with a list of all the blood tests I want to get done, but she took my piece of paper & said it was a good idea but that she'd check which ones I'd already had recently so I didn't get charged for doubling up & then she ORDERED THE REST 😭
Seeing someone wearing an outfit on a random reel and wanting it so bad you spend an hour deep diving for "cute grey poncho top with black filigree design" and come up empty handed 😭
February 16, 2026 at 1:21 AM
Seeing someone wearing an outfit on a random reel and wanting it so bad you spend an hour deep diving for "cute grey poncho top with black filigree design" and come up empty handed 😭
Fun fact ever since I was little drinking cream soda made me puke. We're talking guaranteed, Knives-Out style, like clockwork, I've never once had it without being sick. I even tried it again as an adult & it STILL happened. Anyway this sugarfree energy drink is CS flavored lmao
February 15, 2026 at 11:55 PM
Fun fact ever since I was little drinking cream soda made me puke. We're talking guaranteed, Knives-Out style, like clockwork, I've never once had it without being sick. I even tried it again as an adult & it STILL happened. Anyway this sugarfree energy drink is CS flavored lmao
Got some super cute Creative desktop speakers for The Aesthetic™️ ages ago & finally hooked them up & the sound quality is so bad lmao they can just sit there and look cute I'm gonna use the built in iMac speakers
February 15, 2026 at 8:08 PM
Got some super cute Creative desktop speakers for The Aesthetic™️ ages ago & finally hooked them up & the sound quality is so bad lmao they can just sit there and look cute I'm gonna use the built in iMac speakers
Going largely sugar-free today after living on over a litre of full sugar energy drink every day for the bulk of the last 20 years fam send up your prayers
February 15, 2026 at 7:22 PM
Going largely sugar-free today after living on over a litre of full sugar energy drink every day for the bulk of the last 20 years fam send up your prayers
Trying to start drinking a cup of water when I first wake up in the morning "for my health" & as someone who never ever drinks water god this stuff is AWFUL how do you all do it???
February 15, 2026 at 6:18 PM
Trying to start drinking a cup of water when I first wake up in the morning "for my health" & as someone who never ever drinks water god this stuff is AWFUL how do you all do it???
Got 6 solid hours of sleep for the first time in weeks so we're not dying today!!!
February 15, 2026 at 3:24 PM
Got 6 solid hours of sleep for the first time in weeks so we're not dying today!!!
This exchange is absolutely fucking sending me
February 15, 2026 at 7:11 AM
This exchange is absolutely fucking sending me
Something about the smell of roasting a big tray of red vegetables with a block of feta cheese and several heads of garlic in olive oil & herbs 🥰
February 15, 2026 at 1:31 AM
Something about the smell of roasting a big tray of red vegetables with a block of feta cheese and several heads of garlic in olive oil & herbs 🥰
GOD I hate it when I can't remember something 😭
February 14, 2026 at 10:27 PM
GOD I hate it when I can't remember something 😭
The four solid hours of sleep I finally got last night are the only reason I'm still able to form sentences today this is some next level torture
February 14, 2026 at 2:31 PM
The four solid hours of sleep I finally got last night are the only reason I'm still able to form sentences today this is some next level torture
Nothing worse than disappointing ramen 😭
February 14, 2026 at 12:42 AM
Nothing worse than disappointing ramen 😭
My fight or flight response has kicked in violently from this sleep deprivation situation and apparently for someone with OCD/ADHD that looks like preparing a go-bag and prep box for my car in case I need to escape, run, disappear, and/or bury a body??
February 14, 2026 at 12:06 AM
My fight or flight response has kicked in violently from this sleep deprivation situation and apparently for someone with OCD/ADHD that looks like preparing a go-bag and prep box for my car in case I need to escape, run, disappear, and/or bury a body??
The way I have all these dreams and goals and ambitions & I daydream about having a patreon, an art mailing club, an online art shop for trinkets & stickers, and then I remember I'm disabled af and can barely lift my arms sometimes and none of those dreams are realistic lmao
February 13, 2026 at 9:11 PM
The way I have all these dreams and goals and ambitions & I daydream about having a patreon, an art mailing club, an online art shop for trinkets & stickers, and then I remember I'm disabled af and can barely lift my arms sometimes and none of those dreams are realistic lmao
My sleep problems persist & I am absolutely desperate at this point. This is everything I've tried so far. If anybody has any more sleep advice please I will try anything at all!! I also stay out of bed all day & the only thing I can't do is strenuous exercise bc of my disability
February 13, 2026 at 8:15 PM
My sleep problems persist & I am absolutely desperate at this point. This is everything I've tried so far. If anybody has any more sleep advice please I will try anything at all!! I also stay out of bed all day & the only thing I can't do is strenuous exercise bc of my disability
I want to join so many patreons and art mail clubs I see but they're all USA/EU don't post to Australia 😭 If anybody knows any good aussie art mail clubs or a list of them somewhere, please let me know!
February 13, 2026 at 7:16 PM
I want to join so many patreons and art mail clubs I see but they're all USA/EU don't post to Australia 😭 If anybody knows any good aussie art mail clubs or a list of them somewhere, please let me know!
Had to go to the supermarket for milk and when I got there a dozen teenage boys came out carrying flowers and chocolates gushing about their girlfriends loudly to each other 🥹
February 13, 2026 at 5:48 AM
Had to go to the supermarket for milk and when I got there a dozen teenage boys came out carrying flowers and chocolates gushing about their girlfriends loudly to each other 🥹
Putting myself first and cancelling all my appointments and plans for the day to rest, and immediately burst into tears bc I felt ashamed and guilty. But I'm not angry at myself this time? Progress, I guess
February 12, 2026 at 10:14 PM
Putting myself first and cancelling all my appointments and plans for the day to rest, and immediately burst into tears bc I felt ashamed and guilty. But I'm not angry at myself this time? Progress, I guess