the desire to use the power of paizuri to make a kinda sad broken guy a little less sad.........................

waaaah i did a round of deadlock ebfore stream and i got to play support for my favorite character and he kept telling em good job and protecting me in lane and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu😖

i dressed for mall outing today
+ i came home i started playing Deadlock
but it's warm in my office and so i took off my sweater...

and then i realized i was e-girl support playing in my lace bra + my fishnet tights cause thats what i wore today and oh no😭 whats happening to me

its not fair they added this stupid stinky hobo vampire man in the game i wanna sniff his jacket and hat and stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not fair im so bad at playing him and in general but hes so CUTE hes like a kitten

hiii i havent forgotten this account i just got a bitshy and then busy but i have reignited my boy lust with Deadlock again.............

sorry sorry for the brain rot but its cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear diary,

thanks to another rotten girl helping confirm my thoughts on stream last night while replaying the game,

but Lee would be a cute flustered sweaty 30-ish cherry boy and thats so CUTE

🍒boys are pretty cute especiallyw hen theyre sweaty and nervous the whole time

hello bluesky let me also tell you guys about how there's a natural cute juxtapose of the softness and tender nature of lips being right next to sharp and hard teeth and thats really cute and that makes characters w/oral fixations *likes to chew or bite on stuff* very cute

okay send skeet

hai im doing my best to write but aaaa its been so long and uuuu buit im doing my best!!!

hai im gonna be posting some rules later (nothing weird i promise just making sure everyone understands the purpose of this account) and also uuuuuh after stream i might just sit down and write a bunch of uhhhh,,,,,

whoa im about to become the most powerful or get lost in the sauce forever....