Lucy
@rosegard.bsky.social
Hello there, my name is Lucy/Cynthia I am a trans artist who loves her friends and the sea.
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Lucy
@rosegard.bsky.social
· Mar 18
Moving my twitter thread to here but drawing every pokemon in order of my favorite to least favorite:
Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself
January 28, 2026 at 4:35 AM
Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself
Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden
January 23, 2026 at 2:11 AM
Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden
I'm convinced Icant be happy anymore,, too much damage from 2025,,tobehonst ,, everything something happens were ifeeel slightly better sometime else happens where I feel so so much worse,, I'm constantly strugglingif I even want to be alive,,to be here,,andtobe brutally honest,, im running out of-
January 19, 2026 at 5:02 AM
I'm convinced Icant be happy anymore,, too much damage from 2025,,tobehonst ,, everything something happens were ifeeel slightly better sometime else happens where I feel so so much worse,, I'm constantly strugglingif I even want to be alive,,to be here,,andtobe brutally honest,, im running out of-
Whycantibehappyi canttakethisanymore,,
January 15, 2026 at 12:47 AM
Whycantibehappyi canttakethisanymore,,
Wwhydoikeeptryingatthispointifeelialreadyfailed
January 14, 2026 at 1:29 AM
Wwhydoikeeptryingatthispointifeelialreadyfailed
Ihatemyselfsomuchihatemyliferightnow,,idontknowificanbehelped
January 10, 2026 at 10:19 PM
Ihatemyselfsomuchihatemyliferightnow,,idontknowificanbehelped
Therapytoday,,ireallyhopeitgoeswell
January 10, 2026 at 2:58 PM
Therapytoday,,ireallyhopeitgoeswell
Icantdoanythingright,,ihatebeinginconstantpanicattacksihatethissomuch,,icanttakemuchmore
January 7, 2026 at 9:53 PM
Icantdoanythingright,,ihatebeinginconstantpanicattacksihatethissomuch,,icanttakemuchmore
Please,, please let the new therapist begood,,icanttakemorepain,,imnotstrongenoughtohandleitbymyselfanymore,,
January 6, 2026 at 5:04 AM
Please,, please let the new therapist begood,,icanttakemorepain,,imnotstrongenoughtohandleitbymyselfanymore,,
Being honest ,,would anyone care if I was gone tomorrow,,itsbecomingharderandhardertoconvincemyselfthatanyonewould,,
December 30, 2025 at 2:06 AM
Being honest ,,would anyone care if I was gone tomorrow,,itsbecomingharderandhardertoconvincemyselfthatanyonewould,,
I'm just a waste of space for everyone,,
December 29, 2025 at 9:31 PM
I'm just a waste of space for everyone,,
No matter what I do ,,I still don't feel happy anymore,, felt like I lost my personality, my ability to do anything,, and all I can do is ask for help,,I truly have never felt this much sadness in my life. But sleep is impossible, I haven't really been eating and I have no real support professional-
December 28, 2025 at 3:42 AM
No matter what I do ,,I still don't feel happy anymore,, felt like I lost my personality, my ability to do anything,, and all I can do is ask for help,,I truly have never felt this much sadness in my life. But sleep is impossible, I haven't really been eating and I have no real support professional-
The feelings of feeling unwanted and unlovable are very high now,,
December 27, 2025 at 3:11 AM
The feelings of feeling unwanted and unlovable are very high now,,
Itsgettingharderandhardertokeepgoing I keep saying it will be etter at christmasorwhen I see my new therapist,,butimgonnabehonedt..idontknowifican make it,,sadnessisgetting tobetopmuchandifeellikecryingoutforhelpbutijustfeellikeaburdenehocant doanythingihatemyselfsomuch
December 24, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Itsgettingharderandhardertokeepgoing I keep saying it will be etter at christmasorwhen I see my new therapist,,butimgonnabehonedt..idontknowifican make it,,sadnessisgetting tobetopmuchandifeellikecryingoutforhelpbutijustfeellikeaburdenehocant doanythingihatemyselfsomuch
This holiday season is gonna be rough for me,,shocker I know. I really wish I was ok but admittedly I keep getting overwhelmed by depression and a lot of it.. I don't feel ok and admittedly I don't know if i ever will at this point.. the feeling of utter hopelessness is growing every day,,
December 23, 2025 at 1:21 AM
This holiday season is gonna be rough for me,,shocker I know. I really wish I was ok but admittedly I keep getting overwhelmed by depression and a lot of it.. I don't feel ok and admittedly I don't know if i ever will at this point.. the feeling of utter hopelessness is growing every day,,
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January please come sooner,,I need a therapist badly,, mental health is getting worse
December 22, 2025 at 2:28 AM
January please come sooner,,I need a therapist badly,, mental health is getting worse
Ireally hatemyself tonight,,
December 20, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Ireally hatemyself tonight,,
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