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rilka
@rilka.bsky.social
looking for an architecture of love
my new daily practice is to attempt to become so bored that I start checking in with my toes to see how they're feeling
February 4, 2025 at 4:29 PM
BACK ON BLUESKY
February 2, 2025 at 7:47 PM
warm pools of light appreciation post
May 2, 2023 at 2:04 AM
something to be said for refusing to cultivate good taste in certain arenas so that you can continue to delight in the cheap stuff forever
April 27, 2023 at 6:20 PM
someone on here recently said something about abstraction as the desperate retreat of the avoidantly attached mind but I can’t find it so now I am just saying it again. that’s oral tradition baby
April 23, 2023 at 7:01 PM
we are convinced by things that show the traces of their own evolution
April 23, 2023 at 7:03 AM
when you cried your tiny heart out to all those albums in high school you were actually investing in your future self, who can now put on said albums and power through punishing tasks purely on the strength of a single remembered adolescent emotion
April 22, 2023 at 2:04 AM
I dreamed I was the deepfates program. then I awoke, and now I wonder
April 21, 2023 at 9:22 PM
left my frontend eng job to go to drawing pictures of buildings school but now juries for drawing pictures of buildings school are FOUR (4) days away and am vibrating with how fervently I wish I could be writing react code for bluesky interfaces instead rn… cruel fate
April 21, 2023 at 8:12 PM
the vast and endless sea, the cold and distant stars, the long and winding road,
April 21, 2023 at 3:27 PM
there is something quite romantic about having an ancient egyptian pharaoh trapped in the labyrinthine interiors of the golden pyramid you wear around your neck
April 20, 2023 at 11:55 PM
regular body parts: I'm growing 😇
teeth: in the dark secret places of your skull where I have rooted I am becoming hard and calcified and strong. I lie in wait. one day I will destroy the other teeth in my path and erupt through your soft, fleshy gums
April 20, 2023 at 10:21 PM
attention makes things beautiful
April 20, 2023 at 4:53 PM
when you have a crush on someone and your entire awareness reorients to their being, your skin suddenly hypersensitive to a fleeting touch, the sound of their voice grazing you like a physical presence
April 20, 2023 at 1:36 AM
rip nietzsche you would have flourished as a poaster
April 19, 2023 at 11:53 PM
Reposted by rilka
the fact that we can drive, as a species, feels directly rooted in this really distinctly human facility for extending our body map beyond our physical body, into our tools
April 19, 2023 at 6:20 PM
if you do not have time for mind altering substances you can simply develop moderate to severe myopia, remove your corrective lenses, and turn to the nearest light source to see it explode into a splintered web of intricate geometries. it’ll do in a pinch
April 19, 2023 at 5:40 PM
the sacred seriousness of genuine play, reverent, surrendering, free
i want to live life at the intersection of deep seriousness and deep playfulness
April 19, 2023 at 4:55 PM
happy bicycle day! lsd more than anything else has given me a home in this world, a warm and invincible peace, strange to think of its discovery as an accident of history eighty years ago in a quiet town amidst a raging world war
April 19, 2023 at 4:14 PM
some days you wake up and understand a little more intimately the ways in which laziness is downstream from fear
April 18, 2023 at 2:45 PM
“we are anyway too busily engaged building structures within ourselves that might house our spirits,”
April 18, 2023 at 12:05 PM
I am always searching for more of my tribe (girls with uncomfortably intense hand fetishes)
April 18, 2023 at 1:42 AM
one of my least favorite sayings is “it’s not that deep”. feels like narrative violence, feels like a denial of some fundamental yearning for understanding, and why shouldn’t we get to use whatever silly wedge we want to crack the universe wide open
April 18, 2023 at 1:25 AM
every time you smell something it means a little bit of that thing is now already inside of you
April 17, 2023 at 4:01 PM
if I appear poorly socialized on here please forgive me. my formative (and only) birdsite experiences were 1. silently, longingly lurking in tpot and 2. running an unhinged stan account for a chinese actor dating conspiracy
April 17, 2023 at 1:42 AM