trying not to hate myself over not "having done enough" this year. when i've cracked a lot of info in regards to my ill-health and getting back to "normal" as well as figuring out how to SLEEP again. if i can get 2 months of straight 8 hour a day rest, i'm legit gonna be fucking unstoppable
December 29, 2025 at 5:52 PM
trying not to hate myself over not "having done enough" this year. when i've cracked a lot of info in regards to my ill-health and getting back to "normal" as well as figuring out how to SLEEP again. if i can get 2 months of straight 8 hour a day rest, i'm legit gonna be fucking unstoppable
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! i'm a little under the weather but it's all good i hope y'all are doin' okay!!! 🎄🎉 gonna recover and kick ass lets goooo
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! i'm a little under the weather but it's all good i hope y'all are doin' okay!!! 🎄🎉 gonna recover and kick ass lets goooo
i finally hit 8 hours of sleep for the first time in a long long time, and the amount of manic hope i have for the immediate future is incredible. doing my best not to count my chickens before they hatch but i will do everything possible to recreate this miracle with my routine! 😭
December 21, 2025 at 6:14 PM
i finally hit 8 hours of sleep for the first time in a long long time, and the amount of manic hope i have for the immediate future is incredible. doing my best not to count my chickens before they hatch but i will do everything possible to recreate this miracle with my routine! 😭
also tysm for anyone following me here or wherever despite my non-intentional but clearly desperately needed health hiatus. i hope you enjoy my work when i'm back to posting regularly ❤️
December 19, 2025 at 6:35 PM
also tysm for anyone following me here or wherever despite my non-intentional but clearly desperately needed health hiatus. i hope you enjoy my work when i'm back to posting regularly ❤️
out here tryin to rapidly follow my leads in fixing my health. getting more n more sleep as the days pass, getting better with my food and mental health. still anxious with art because of the "they all hated me" mindset but that's also going down as i work on my overall health. it's comin!!! 😊❤️
December 19, 2025 at 6:07 PM
out here tryin to rapidly follow my leads in fixing my health. getting more n more sleep as the days pass, getting better with my food and mental health. still anxious with art because of the "they all hated me" mindset but that's also going down as i work on my overall health. it's comin!!! 😊❤️
oh yeah just to be damn clear, i do not use and will not use AI in my artwork. i've been out of the game for a bit and my art may change, for better or worse lmao and i'm working on getting back to it. so if you're trying to start anything, y'all can get blocked. ty for your attention ❤️
oh yeah just to be damn clear, i do not use and will not use AI in my artwork. i've been out of the game for a bit and my art may change, for better or worse lmao and i'm working on getting back to it. so if you're trying to start anything, y'all can get blocked. ty for your attention ❤️
wondering if i can even post art here since algo bots tag a lot of my work a higher sensitivity than it is when i was more active. despite my already having marked things as n/sfw or suggestive personally, and now age verification crap wants to scour the internet to prove that i am in fact, old af
December 5, 2025 at 4:52 PM
wondering if i can even post art here since algo bots tag a lot of my work a higher sensitivity than it is when i was more active. despite my already having marked things as n/sfw or suggestive personally, and now age verification crap wants to scour the internet to prove that i am in fact, old af
so wait age verification on here has to do with like, scraping the internet to verify me based on other accounts? the fuck? i know what hit clips are and have used them, does that clear everything up?
i was wondering why i couldn't see practically ANY art and it was all under the adult spoiler
November 25, 2025 at 5:26 PM
so wait age verification on here has to do with like, scraping the internet to verify me based on other accounts? the fuck? i know what hit clips are and have used them, does that clear everything up?
i was wondering why i couldn't see practically ANY art and it was all under the adult spoiler
i feel like every fiber of my brain is unraveling at the damn seams with how little i've been sleeping. found a few interventions that'll relax me mentally/physically before i try to sleep. it's weird to get all of your muscles to just...fwoosh- i've never experienced it before but it's cozy af
August 11, 2025 at 4:45 PM
i feel like every fiber of my brain is unraveling at the damn seams with how little i've been sleeping. found a few interventions that'll relax me mentally/physically before i try to sleep. it's weird to get all of your muscles to just...fwoosh- i've never experienced it before but it's cozy af
trying hard to move and get sun and walk despite having such poor sleep- also cutting back on coffee because my heart palpitations were getting weird again in combo with everything else. i'm so sorry for the silence- i'm just so. damn. tired!!!!
June 27, 2025 at 4:10 PM
trying hard to move and get sun and walk despite having such poor sleep- also cutting back on coffee because my heart palpitations were getting weird again in combo with everything else. i'm so sorry for the silence- i'm just so. damn. tired!!!!
precious eggs if y'all have any tried and true sleep aids (that are not melatonin) i'm happy to hear what they are because if i lose more sleep i'm gonna snap
precious eggs if y'all have any tried and true sleep aids (that are not melatonin) i'm happy to hear what they are because if i lose more sleep i'm gonna snap
had slightly more consistent sleep this last week, still very very tired mentally and physically. doin my best and gonna try my hardest to get back to drawing and posting more. i hope you've all been well, missed you nerds ❤️
May 27, 2025 at 12:08 AM
had slightly more consistent sleep this last week, still very very tired mentally and physically. doin my best and gonna try my hardest to get back to drawing and posting more. i hope you've all been well, missed you nerds ❤️
got so little sleep this last week i'm marveling at how i'm still alive lmfao. i have a few more last ditch attempts to aid my ability to sleep which i think will help some of my other chronic health issues (insomnia being sporadically one of them) before i lose it :'D wish me luck
May 11, 2025 at 4:18 PM
got so little sleep this last week i'm marveling at how i'm still alive lmfao. i have a few more last ditch attempts to aid my ability to sleep which i think will help some of my other chronic health issues (insomnia being sporadically one of them) before i lose it :'D wish me luck
i have found at least 1 working aid for my crippling sleep problem, and then a thing for a separate problem. trial and error to see which of my 3 choices helps sleep the most and doesn't leave me so groggy i almost fall down the stairs lmfao. i will become so op i conquer space so watch oooout 😂
April 17, 2025 at 3:16 PM
i have found at least 1 working aid for my crippling sleep problem, and then a thing for a separate problem. trial and error to see which of my 3 choices helps sleep the most and doesn't leave me so groggy i almost fall down the stairs lmfao. i will become so op i conquer space so watch oooout 😂
i know for a freakin fact my tummy aches and migraines (and sleep issues) are connected, if i can solve one the others will follow (i almost always get headaches when i get tummy aches when i cant sleep). found something that helps my stomach so just trying to keep on top of it so i can function
April 7, 2025 at 4:45 PM
i know for a freakin fact my tummy aches and migraines (and sleep issues) are connected, if i can solve one the others will follow (i almost always get headaches when i get tummy aches when i cant sleep). found something that helps my stomach so just trying to keep on top of it so i can function
i didnt forget boosky im just tired as hell but i hope you're all doing okay ❤️ ty for following, this account (including FA) isn't dead just slow :'D pls be patient with me
February 27, 2025 at 7:39 PM
i didnt forget boosky im just tired as hell but i hope you're all doing okay ❤️ ty for following, this account (including FA) isn't dead just slow :'D pls be patient with me