marty
ratluvr1998.bsky.social
marty
@ratluvr1998.bsky.social
DNI unless you’re my girlfriend or teagan
i just wanted to see if it would cure my perpetual boredom because i remember this being an issue when i took antidepressants last time? wondering if i will just be on and off these kinds of meds the rest of my life
January 10, 2026 at 1:05 AM
stopped lexapro cold turkey (i know) because i think it was helpful when i initially took it but i really wasn’t able to tell what it was helping with anymore. besides the initial mood dip that subsided after a few days i already feel emotions so much deeper again!! it feels so good!
January 10, 2026 at 1:00 AM
at first i thought i liked mandy’s first actor more but on this rewatch i definitely think her second actor feels more like a milkovich. i missed her friendship with ian when they overhauled her character tho it was cute :(
January 8, 2026 at 10:43 PM
i kind of want to watch UK shameless now. wdym fiona leaves after season 1
January 8, 2026 at 10:37 PM
i love how rainbow cord looks in transparent beads. it’s also always the most sturdy cord i can ever find somehow like i can’t get good tension with any other cord
January 6, 2026 at 11:36 PM
what does this mean. am i stupid
January 6, 2026 at 11:22 PM
i got one of those indoor plant light thingies to grow shit in and i’m so excited. food for bunnies and me and also flowers!!
January 6, 2026 at 10:01 PM
learning that michigan specifically the UP has the largest finnish-american population in the US. there’s literally a small town at the tippy top that shares diri’s namesake
January 6, 2026 at 9:50 PM
restarted shameless and i missed sheila so bad dude. best character Also oh my god the show was so empty and lonely by the end it sucks. never watching the last few seasons again
January 6, 2026 at 9:48 PM
i feel awful stupid ugly stupid
January 5, 2026 at 10:31 PM
redid the cheese wheel cuff and it looks so much better. it has actual structure now and doesn’t crumple lol
January 5, 2026 at 3:40 AM
i loved the obvious white castle sponsorship in shameless
January 4, 2026 at 5:52 PM
frank crying his kids names not knowing where he is broke me
January 2, 2026 at 11:05 PM
mickey is the best character i seal clapped when he tried to practice a smile in the mirror
January 2, 2026 at 10:21 PM
idk if i wanna finish this season frank’s dementia is making me too sad
January 2, 2026 at 10:09 PM
carl’s cop phase is so cringe
December 31, 2025 at 6:35 PM
developing dementia is like my biggest fear. when he was walking franny to school and took her to the wrong building and then had a moment where he he was confused and didn’t seem to know where he was made my heart sink like i don’t wish that on anyone
December 31, 2025 at 6:33 PM
oh no does frank have dementia
December 31, 2025 at 6:27 PM
idk why i didn’t expect mickey to be my fave character by the end. another manlet with problems for the collection
December 31, 2025 at 6:12 PM
sad i don’t rly have a place to talk about my chuck stuff anymore but i’m kind of over reaching out in that fandom that place is a freak show
December 26, 2025 at 2:42 AM
i’m pmsing and my stomach hurts and i can’t breathe out of my nose and i can’t fall asleep just want to smoke weed but my chest is too congested
December 26, 2025 at 2:33 AM
yes i am more devastated than anything that i was too sick to fully enjoy christmas dinner. i was looking forward to that rib roast all week all i thought about the whole time was how itchy my nose was
December 26, 2025 at 2:19 AM
i’ve been not sick for like the entirety of a week this whole december LET ME LIVE
December 26, 2025 at 2:15 AM
i’m gonna make a neocities
December 25, 2025 at 7:22 AM
roommate is away out of state for christmas and i’ve been sleeping in the living room every day because the couches are so fucking comfy
December 24, 2025 at 8:17 AM