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Chicken.
@ratflavoredcat.bsky.social
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guys where am i
January 5, 2026 at 2:18 AM
miss you i'm sorry i'll be whatever you want me to be :(, i'll buy you all the pokemon cards you want
January 4, 2026 at 2:48 AM
I'm sorry
January 4, 2026 at 2:46 AM
you're a good guy, you didn't deserve everything you went through thank to me :o(, i'm so sorry M
January 4, 2026 at 2:46 AM
miss you so much hs :o<
January 4, 2026 at 2:45 AM
Please come back, I'll be better :(, just give me a chance to prove I can be good for you
January 2, 2026 at 8:33 PM
January 2, 2026 at 12:22 AM
I forced myself to like being somewhere I didn't feel welcomed anymore and even though it sounds awful I feel kind of free :<
December 31, 2025 at 11:03 PM
December 31, 2025 at 7:59 AM
But I am the only one who knew how it felt to me and you are the only one who knew how it felt to you and now our histories have taken different paths and I must stop thinking about you and start thinking about me. I should mind my own business now and stop punishing myself. Gotta get over this.
December 31, 2025 at 7:57 AM
But oh god how disgusting and dirty it made me feel when I read that, I never enjoyed that shit. That's why I got that nausea sensation when I thought of it.

I felt unworthy of being alive.
December 31, 2025 at 7:57 AM
Neither ask you not to generalize what I said, but even the truth seems deceiving on a liar's mouth, doesn't it?

You felt horrible and I made you hate me, I hope it help you heal faster.
December 31, 2025 at 7:49 AM
I literally let you touch me when I didn't even want, I forced myself not to let go of you.

I cannot ask you to have a wider perspective of the world and the matters, not now, maybe never.
No, I'm being selfish, this is not my moment to be heard. Well, it is, but not from you, and that's alright.
December 31, 2025 at 7:47 AM
How I love that chubby and fat guy oh my BUT HE STOPPED LOVING ME ARGGHH
December 31, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Literally I made them go 'cause I was too much of a coward to get away from them
December 31, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Fatalicé demasiado mi relato, al menos sé que eso asegura el no poder hacerles daño nunca más, y soy feliz con eso.
December 31, 2025 at 2:32 AM
wanna kms right now
December 25, 2025 at 11:37 PM
I have no hope, I am a terrible person, I must disappear forever
December 25, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I really, really destroyed my life, i don't even know why he even did that, and why i did accept
December 25, 2025 at 11:34 PM
I gotta go away from everyone
December 20, 2025 at 11:11 PM
i destroy everything i care for
December 20, 2025 at 11:11 PM
what's worse is that i wasn't for two people, but now they are gone, but i'm gangsta and i must cope with it
December 18, 2025 at 9:54 PM
but I feel me like me again, i can feel whatever i want, i can feel sad and vulnerable and angry and distraught and everything i couldn't for being way too ashamed of what you could think of me, i wanted to receive the same treatment
I just wanted to feel i wasn't the second option
December 18, 2025 at 9:51 PM
and I messed it all up, even with the people who did want to see me ok, i'm sorry for not being sincere, I hope one day we all be fine. I hope to be there for you, 'cause you know i'll always want the best for you, but if i can't be helpful for you anymore there's no problem <3, I hope I was
December 18, 2025 at 9:42 PM
I really needed to go, i couldn't stay longer, i was draining myself to be something you'd like. That wasn't love, that was dependency, I'm happy I could let go even though I'd like you to be with me, but I know you don't and that's ok
December 18, 2025 at 9:38 PM