RätFäg Toledo 🐀
@ratfagtoledo.bsky.social
i dont tw | active ED srry /:
Femboy Fantasy Schizophrenic (relevant, trust me) Scoutvermin.bandcamp.com (free 2 listen)
Femboy Fantasy Schizophrenic (relevant, trust me) Scoutvermin.bandcamp.com (free 2 listen)
Wait new opportunity: someone take over my debt and in return I will ✨️owe you✨️and then we recreate the plot of any number of my favourite debt-themed BL manhwa.
I quit sex work and now I can't pay my bills and I owe hundreds of dollars to people threatening me with a very ✨️ good ✨️time 💕
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
March 29, 2024 at 11:14 PM
Wait new opportunity: someone take over my debt and in return I will ✨️owe you✨️and then we recreate the plot of any number of my favourite debt-themed BL manhwa.
I quit sex work and now I can't pay my bills and I owe hundreds of dollars to people threatening me with a very ✨️ good ✨️time 💕
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
March 29, 2024 at 11:02 PM
I quit sex work and now I can't pay my bills and I owe hundreds of dollars to people threatening me with a very ✨️ good ✨️time 💕
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?
I could give the context for this but I'm gonna gatekeep it for now.
March 12, 2024 at 11:59 PM
I could give the context for this but I'm gonna gatekeep it for now.
I still exist sometimes also I'm going to be starting T hopefully soon okay bye for another month
March 12, 2024 at 11:52 PM
I still exist sometimes also I'm going to be starting T hopefully soon okay bye for another month
Incredibly comical timing for my bank to email me asking if I have life insurance..........
February 1, 2024 at 7:44 PM
Incredibly comical timing for my bank to email me asking if I have life insurance..........
It was a successful acid trip btw.
January 25, 2024 at 8:05 PM
It was a successful acid trip btw.
Last Friday I did acid and mushrooms,
I did not transcend,
I felt like a walking piece of shit,
in a stupid looking jacket.
I did not transcend,
I felt like a walking piece of shit,
in a stupid looking jacket.
January 23, 2024 at 10:17 PM
Last Friday I did acid and mushrooms,
I did not transcend,
I felt like a walking piece of shit,
in a stupid looking jacket.
I did not transcend,
I felt like a walking piece of shit,
in a stupid looking jacket.
Teens of Denial.....................
....... much to think about yes.
....... much to think about yes.
January 19, 2024 at 11:04 PM
Teens of Denial.....................
....... much to think about yes.
....... much to think about yes.
I rly threatened the world with "let me quit my meds or I'm gonna just gonna stop eating" and then I quit my meds and stopped eating anyways fbehwjdb I was only trying to expedite reaching my endgoal not destroy my life ahahaha
January 19, 2024 at 11:03 PM
I rly threatened the world with "let me quit my meds or I'm gonna just gonna stop eating" and then I quit my meds and stopped eating anyways fbehwjdb I was only trying to expedite reaching my endgoal not destroy my life ahahaha
I don't want to have schizophreniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
January 18, 2024 at 4:44 AM
I don't want to have schizophreniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Real
i love car seat headrest
January 18, 2024 at 4:39 AM
Real
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They keep pointing at me and pogging then saying i have cum gutters
January 16, 2024 at 8:24 AM
They keep pointing at me and pogging then saying i have cum gutters
How many times will I rewatch Saltburn in the next week? How many times will I c
January 16, 2024 at 5:47 PM
How many times will I rewatch Saltburn in the next week? How many times will I c
The fact that I don't have a dick attached to my body is honestly so tragic and homophobic.
January 16, 2024 at 5:43 PM
The fact that I don't have a dick attached to my body is honestly so tragic and homophobic.
Tattooing CSH's Twin Fantasy on my leg in my livingroom at 11pm is not self harm and I'm fine. (did that sound believable? Trying it on u guys before I say it to my therapist)
January 16, 2024 at 5:32 PM
Tattooing CSH's Twin Fantasy on my leg in my livingroom at 11pm is not self harm and I'm fine. (did that sound believable? Trying it on u guys before I say it to my therapist)
Im certifiably insane. Im actually losing it. Therapy yesterday was crazy from start to finish. I kind of want to die, kind of want to get so high I can't think straight. I'm drowning. Too poor to buy more drugs. Skipping meds. Just end me 🐶
January 16, 2024 at 5:29 PM
Im certifiably insane. Im actually losing it. Therapy yesterday was crazy from start to finish. I kind of want to die, kind of want to get so high I can't think straight. I'm drowning. Too poor to buy more drugs. Skipping meds. Just end me 🐶
WEEEE
January 1, 2024 at 2:20 AM
WEEEE
In some random Cafe in Duluth, GA for wifi before going to get hibachi.
December 30, 2023 at 10:27 PM
In some random Cafe in Duluth, GA for wifi before going to get hibachi.
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me pressing 'Show'
December 30, 2023 at 5:07 PM
me pressing 'Show'
I feel like I should make it clear that despite what I post: I'm not pro-ED / pro-ana, I'm literally just suffering from an ED and very sick in the head and if I don't talk about it somewhere I will simply die. I have mention of being in active ED in my bio just so ppl are aware if they follow me.
December 29, 2023 at 11:45 PM
I feel like I should make it clear that despite what I post: I'm not pro-ED / pro-ana, I'm literally just suffering from an ED and very sick in the head and if I don't talk about it somewhere I will simply die. I have mention of being in active ED in my bio just so ppl are aware if they follow me.
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(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
Coffee Table Drugs (acoustic), by Scout Vermin
track by Scout Vermin
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com
December 29, 2023 at 5:06 AM
(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
Idk at what point everything got so bad for me, yeesh.
December 29, 2023 at 6:20 PM
Idk at what point everything got so bad for me, yeesh.
(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
Coffee Table Drugs (acoustic), by Scout Vermin
track by Scout Vermin
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com
December 29, 2023 at 5:06 AM
(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...
I am deeply unwell 💕
December 29, 2023 at 5:00 AM
I am deeply unwell 💕