just realized one of the reasons I always have a package on its way from across the world
is to have a concrete reason to not ___ ‘cause I need to pay the taxes for it
is to have a concrete reason to not ___ ‘cause I need to pay the taxes for it
March 28, 2025 at 8:55 PM
just realized one of the reasons I always have a package on its way from across the world
is to have a concrete reason to not ___ ‘cause I need to pay the taxes for it
is to have a concrete reason to not ___ ‘cause I need to pay the taxes for it
people have an idea of me that is far from reality
however, it’s such a lovely image it makes me want to live up to that somehow
however, it’s such a lovely image it makes me want to live up to that somehow
March 28, 2025 at 3:17 AM
people have an idea of me that is far from reality
however, it’s such a lovely image it makes me want to live up to that somehow
however, it’s such a lovely image it makes me want to live up to that somehow
hope is actually a terrible thing to hold on to when all you know is frustration
March 25, 2025 at 6:54 AM
hope is actually a terrible thing to hold on to when all you know is frustration
happiness in life is an anomaly
March 24, 2025 at 10:55 PM
happiness in life is an anomaly
putting everything I own away maybe isn’t a good sign
March 24, 2025 at 2:15 PM
putting everything I own away maybe isn’t a good sign
I knew that pretending nothing was happening and everything was fine wasn’t a good idea, it never is, but I didn’t imagine I’d be this destroyed inside….
March 24, 2025 at 11:50 AM
I knew that pretending nothing was happening and everything was fine wasn’t a good idea, it never is, but I didn’t imagine I’d be this destroyed inside….
in the end simply giving you best is never enough
March 24, 2025 at 11:33 AM
in the end simply giving you best is never enough
preparing myself mentally to enter a sad sad week
March 22, 2025 at 2:44 AM
preparing myself mentally to enter a sad sad week
convincing myself daily that I should not end it all
March 21, 2025 at 12:44 AM
convincing myself daily that I should not end it all
everytime I put effort in something and do my best it never goes right I keep failing at everything
March 19, 2025 at 1:18 PM
everytime I put effort in something and do my best it never goes right I keep failing at everything
already extremely anxious so might as well keep adding more reasons to be feeling that way
March 19, 2025 at 4:39 AM
already extremely anxious so might as well keep adding more reasons to be feeling that way
at which point did my online life became the real one and the real one just something I do to pass time when there’s nothing going on online… it’s worrisome
March 18, 2025 at 4:26 PM
at which point did my online life became the real one and the real one just something I do to pass time when there’s nothing going on online… it’s worrisome
I rarely dream, but when I do it’s always nightmares that prove my negative beliefs
March 17, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I rarely dream, but when I do it’s always nightmares that prove my negative beliefs
I think. I spent way too much energy into the gacha stickers and now I feel exhausted to do anything which is leading to an extended depression episode which is not nice
March 15, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I think. I spent way too much energy into the gacha stickers and now I feel exhausted to do anything which is leading to an extended depression episode which is not nice
so upset about so many things that I’m not sure how much more I can lie to myself that everything is fine
March 13, 2025 at 11:23 AM
so upset about so many things that I’m not sure how much more I can lie to myself that everything is fine
I’ll either get my life together one day or just die, simple like that
March 11, 2025 at 7:34 PM
I’ll either get my life together one day or just die, simple like that
when things start to go wrong is one after another after another after another
March 10, 2025 at 11:04 PM
when things start to go wrong is one after another after another after another
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I really wish I had any real self esteem
March 10, 2025 at 10:53 PM
I really wish I had any real self esteem
lying to myself that I’m not upset about not going to london but making myself depressed because it’s my own fault for wasting a whole year of this useless existence of mine
March 10, 2025 at 1:03 AM
lying to myself that I’m not upset about not going to london but making myself depressed because it’s my own fault for wasting a whole year of this useless existence of mine
feeling a big urge to give away everything I own not in a good way
March 5, 2025 at 3:39 AM
feeling a big urge to give away everything I own not in a good way
hate myself hate my brain hate everything
March 4, 2025 at 11:48 PM
hate myself hate my brain hate everything
every day is a battle between my rational I wont try to kms again brain vs everything else and it’s tiring
February 23, 2025 at 4:41 PM
every day is a battle between my rational I wont try to kms again brain vs everything else and it’s tiring
knowing you make no difference but still feeling upset when in a situation you realize you make no difference
February 22, 2025 at 2:14 AM
knowing you make no difference but still feeling upset when in a situation you realize you make no difference