Being around other people is starting to make us realize that you make us feel bad, stupid, and inferior. Strangers should not make us feel safer and more accepted than someone we've known for years
August 3, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Being around other people is starting to make us realize that you make us feel bad, stupid, and inferior. Strangers should not make us feel safer and more accepted than someone we've known for years
We just need to talk to other people more
August 3, 2025 at 1:32 AM
We just need to talk to other people more
Fuck this. Fuck you. We'll make some more friends. The obsessive alters will find better people to get attached to and the littles won't be so scared of leaving you when we have a real safety net. Slowly less and less alters will put up with your bullshit until there's no one left
August 3, 2025 at 1:31 AM
Fuck this. Fuck you. We'll make some more friends. The obsessive alters will find better people to get attached to and the littles won't be so scared of leaving you when we have a real safety net. Slowly less and less alters will put up with your bullshit until there's no one left
You spammed us with messages for like 15 fucking minutes straight get a fucking like oh my god
August 3, 2025 at 1:28 AM
You spammed us with messages for like 15 fucking minutes straight get a fucking like oh my god
"I feel like I can't talk about my feelings around you"
You asked us to mask aspects of our autism you don't like around you, making us cry, and then tried to guilt trip us when we said anything angst it. I fucking hate you
You asked us to mask aspects of our autism you don't like around you, making us cry, and then tried to guilt trip us when we said anything angst it. I fucking hate you
August 3, 2025 at 1:26 AM
"I feel like I can't talk about my feelings around you"
You asked us to mask aspects of our autism you don't like around you, making us cry, and then tried to guilt trip us when we said anything angst it. I fucking hate you
You asked us to mask aspects of our autism you don't like around you, making us cry, and then tried to guilt trip us when we said anything angst it. I fucking hate you
You will literally make us nauseous and then we'll just dissociate from it
August 3, 2025 at 1:24 AM
You will literally make us nauseous and then we'll just dissociate from it
Omfg how can any of us stand you
August 3, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Omfg how can any of us stand you
Azazel is co-con quite a lot but doesn't front especially around you because you sexualize him so much. He's almost the only alter, that to your knowledge, has gone dormant that you talk about. And all you say is that he's not and you miss him because you want to fuck him
August 3, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Azazel is co-con quite a lot but doesn't front especially around you because you sexualize him so much. He's almost the only alter, that to your knowledge, has gone dormant that you talk about. And all you say is that he's not and you miss him because you want to fuck him
I'm not even the first one to go there are alters that used to date you that we pretended aren't around anymore bc they don't like you
August 3, 2025 at 1:18 AM
I'm not even the first one to go there are alters that used to date you that we pretended aren't around anymore bc they don't like you
I don't give a fuck that you treat me this way because of your anxiety or whatever the fuck. You don't have the right to ask us to change our system wide personality traits specifically because you're scared of me.
August 3, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I don't give a fuck that you treat me this way because of your anxiety or whatever the fuck. You don't have the right to ask us to change our system wide personality traits specifically because you're scared of me.
You try to be a safe space for literally every alter but me and then complain that I scare you bc you're worried I hate you. You are literally a self fulfilling prophecy. The way you act around me is in fucking bearable
August 3, 2025 at 1:15 AM
You try to be a safe space for literally every alter but me and then complain that I scare you bc you're worried I hate you. You are literally a self fulfilling prophecy. The way you act around me is in fucking bearable
Yeah sure go ahead and get weirdly contrarian while I'm trying to express my emotions while I'm triggered like GENUINELY EMOTIONAL FLASH BACK TRIGGERED, downplay my feelings, and then bring up something I said off hand to your brother like 3 months ago that I already clarified and apologized for WTF
August 3, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Yeah sure go ahead and get weirdly contrarian while I'm trying to express my emotions while I'm triggered like GENUINELY EMOTIONAL FLASH BACK TRIGGERED, downplay my feelings, and then bring up something I said off hand to your brother like 3 months ago that I already clarified and apologized for WTF
I'm done talking to this bitch other alters can do whatever they want but I'm so fucking done
August 3, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I'm done talking to this bitch other alters can do whatever they want but I'm so fucking done
They are putting literally everything into the hope that they get their shit together
July 30, 2025 at 2:18 AM
They are putting literally everything into the hope that they get their shit together
We tried to break up once but agreed to stay friends and then just got back together. And now most of my headmates are planning on leaving the country with them eventually and oh my god that is like the worst timeline imo
July 30, 2025 at 2:17 AM
We tried to break up once but agreed to stay friends and then just got back together. And now most of my headmates are planning on leaving the country with them eventually and oh my god that is like the worst timeline imo
I feel like we'd need support from our friends to leave but that means opening up about how shitty it actually is and that's just like super embarrassing. Like it's embarrassing that we're still here. It makes us feel so pathetic
July 30, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I feel like we'd need support from our friends to leave but that means opening up about how shitty it actually is and that's just like super embarrassing. Like it's embarrassing that we're still here. It makes us feel so pathetic
And they just seem too disliked or even hate everyone who isn't me or their one friend. But still somehow defend their horrible parents like racism and shit??? We mainly don't want them to meet our other friends bc we're scared they're going to think our partner is a complete asshole
July 30, 2025 at 2:12 AM
And they just seem too disliked or even hate everyone who isn't me or their one friend. But still somehow defend their horrible parents like racism and shit??? We mainly don't want them to meet our other friends bc we're scared they're going to think our partner is a complete asshole
But being treated like a human is the bare minimum. They shouldn't get points for that. And they are willing to do anything to support us but that's because they have such low self esteem. I want us to date a person not a dog who sees us as a person not a god
July 30, 2025 at 2:08 AM
But being treated like a human is the bare minimum. They shouldn't get points for that. And they are willing to do anything to support us but that's because they have such low self esteem. I want us to date a person not a dog who sees us as a person not a god
This entire time we've been betting on them improving but they aren't. Yet we have so many alters who can't possibly imagine leaving. They were the first person in our life that showed us kindness and helped us so we are like ridiculously attached to them
July 30, 2025 at 2:05 AM
This entire time we've been betting on them improving but they aren't. Yet we have so many alters who can't possibly imagine leaving. They were the first person in our life that showed us kindness and helped us so we are like ridiculously attached to them
I just wanna break up with this mf but that isn't my call to make.
I think the fact that even the most attached alters lowkey don't want them and our other friends to meet is a pretty clear sign that we're better off without them.
I think the fact that even the most attached alters lowkey don't want them and our other friends to meet is a pretty clear sign that we're better off without them.
July 30, 2025 at 2:03 AM
I just wanna break up with this mf but that isn't my call to make.
I think the fact that even the most attached alters lowkey don't want them and our other friends to meet is a pretty clear sign that we're better off without them.
I think the fact that even the most attached alters lowkey don't want them and our other friends to meet is a pretty clear sign that we're better off without them.
Everyone I know is so fucking selfish.
Maybe I'm just not selfish enough?
But I like my level of selfishness/selflessness.
I don't want to be more like everyone else.
Their fucking assholes.
#vent
Maybe I'm just not selfish enough?
But I like my level of selfishness/selflessness.
I don't want to be more like everyone else.
Their fucking assholes.
#vent
June 28, 2025 at 4:27 AM
Everyone I know is so fucking selfish.
Maybe I'm just not selfish enough?
But I like my level of selfishness/selflessness.
I don't want to be more like everyone else.
Their fucking assholes.
#vent
Maybe I'm just not selfish enough?
But I like my level of selfishness/selflessness.
I don't want to be more like everyone else.
Their fucking assholes.
#vent
The physical fucking pain of being torn away from my #hyperfixation
I'm literally crying it hurts so bad
But they were upset I wasn't giving them enough attention
I'm literally crying it hurts so bad
But they were upset I wasn't giving them enough attention
June 27, 2025 at 3:34 AM
The physical fucking pain of being torn away from my #hyperfixation
I'm literally crying it hurts so bad
But they were upset I wasn't giving them enough attention
I'm literally crying it hurts so bad
But they were upset I wasn't giving them enough attention
"Bluesky is dead" cool all I do on here is bitch about my life to no one anyway
May 27, 2025 at 7:24 AM
"Bluesky is dead" cool all I do on here is bitch about my life to no one anyway
I wanna leave so badly but I have nowhere to go. I'm so shitty at keeping friends. Everyone hates me and I'm disgusted by the only person who doesn't. Am I a bad person for staying when I know what they did? They are the only person that has ever really cared about me and I can't lose that
May 27, 2025 at 7:18 AM
I wanna leave so badly but I have nowhere to go. I'm so shitty at keeping friends. Everyone hates me and I'm disgusted by the only person who doesn't. Am I a bad person for staying when I know what they did? They are the only person that has ever really cared about me and I can't lose that