I wish i could be good at everything. I dont CARE if i would get bored of winning. I dont care. I just need people to be around and people will only want to stick with the winners

I wish i could lie to myself like everybody else can.

I am going to die alone when i have nobody to support me and it is natural. Ill try to make sure im atleast happy by then.

If i could be reincarnated i wish i could be an animal. It doesnt matter what. But i want to life the life of one. They have no concerns. I would rather a life like that. Being simple minded. If i died early i wouldnt care because thats just how things have to be

I wish i was born normal.

I will try to be strong for a little longer

I am a burden to my family and everyone ive ever been around

I am very lonely

I try not to cry very often bevause it only hurts me even more. Im always hurting. But i feel like i deserve to be in pain because thats my life. I hurt and hurt and nothing that could fix it would ever come. I dont like to watch the people in my life hurting either but I cant do anything

I slways think about how easy it is to do something bad to myself and nobody would know but I dont do it . I should start doing it.

I dont like being in pain but thats all life really is for me, and nothing will change. Pain. Ill never be satisfied and i will be full of regret.

Why did I have to be born this way. I have no chance in life and all i can do is watch people live the life that i can only dream to have.why? What did i do to deserve this?im tired. I cant rest, but im tired. There’s nothing i can do but wait until nobody is around to care any more

I wish that I could be good at things. Im tired. Im tired of sucking at everything. I cant get better. I barley have any hobbies and I have no money to pick a new one up. Trying to do new things?? It sucks. Even doing the hobbies ive done for a long time? I fucking suck. I feel stuck. Nobody can-