Deranged Avian
@purpurpoultry.bsky.social
incomprehensible avian chirping. mostly thoughts and vents and strange writings. main: @desitos.bsky.social
Holy shit I have genuinely not felt this ill in years, this bird flu got serious hands
November 26, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Holy shit I have genuinely not felt this ill in years, this bird flu got serious hands
gonna be real ive been fuckin worn down the past bit.
gotta keep pushing dammit.
gotta keep pushing dammit.
November 22, 2025 at 4:01 AM
gonna be real ive been fuckin worn down the past bit.
gotta keep pushing dammit.
gotta keep pushing dammit.
Crashed in bed and got flooded with imagery of art pieces I wanna make.
Oouugggffhhh I missed that feeling.
Oouugggffhhh I missed that feeling.
November 21, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Crashed in bed and got flooded with imagery of art pieces I wanna make.
Oouugggffhhh I missed that feeling.
Oouugggffhhh I missed that feeling.
am i making the right decisions. i hope so.
November 18, 2025 at 4:46 AM
am i making the right decisions. i hope so.
once again immensely thankful to all the people I have met these past times ,_,
I have genuinely grown so much the past year or so. i only want to be the best i can be ,_,
I have genuinely grown so much the past year or so. i only want to be the best i can be ,_,
November 17, 2025 at 4:14 AM
once again immensely thankful to all the people I have met these past times ,_,
I have genuinely grown so much the past year or so. i only want to be the best i can be ,_,
I have genuinely grown so much the past year or so. i only want to be the best i can be ,_,
dude i do not have the energy to deal with this week's flavor of family bullshit
November 15, 2025 at 8:03 PM
dude i do not have the energy to deal with this week's flavor of family bullshit
this stupid bird has been kicking so much ass
November 13, 2025 at 5:24 AM
this stupid bird has been kicking so much ass
amoxicillin hurt my stomach ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow I just wanna sleep >:(
November 12, 2025 at 4:29 AM
amoxicillin hurt my stomach ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow I just wanna sleep >:(
despite the roadbumps.
ive been very happy the past few months lol. I really hope things end up working out.
shoutouts to everyone that's been along my side along the way
ive been very happy the past few months lol. I really hope things end up working out.
shoutouts to everyone that's been along my side along the way
November 5, 2025 at 4:29 AM
despite the roadbumps.
ive been very happy the past few months lol. I really hope things end up working out.
shoutouts to everyone that's been along my side along the way
ive been very happy the past few months lol. I really hope things end up working out.
shoutouts to everyone that's been along my side along the way
yes the wisdom teeth in the grand scheme of things is small potatoes.
rather it's the behavior, lines of thinking, and habits that i formed for my entire life that were based on a completely fucking detached reality that significantly fucked up my growth, something that I'm only now digging out of.
rather it's the behavior, lines of thinking, and habits that i formed for my entire life that were based on a completely fucking detached reality that significantly fucked up my growth, something that I'm only now digging out of.
November 4, 2025 at 3:56 AM
yes the wisdom teeth in the grand scheme of things is small potatoes.
rather it's the behavior, lines of thinking, and habits that i formed for my entire life that were based on a completely fucking detached reality that significantly fucked up my growth, something that I'm only now digging out of.
rather it's the behavior, lines of thinking, and habits that i formed for my entire life that were based on a completely fucking detached reality that significantly fucked up my growth, something that I'm only now digging out of.
my new found perspective in life is really starting to work. mainly questioning the asinine bullshit family is trying to scare into me that I used to just accept because I'm a people pleasing bitch.
2 hours of family trying to convince me taking out my wisdom teeth is bad, and to just leave them in.
2 hours of family trying to convince me taking out my wisdom teeth is bad, and to just leave them in.
November 4, 2025 at 3:39 AM
my new found perspective in life is really starting to work. mainly questioning the asinine bullshit family is trying to scare into me that I used to just accept because I'm a people pleasing bitch.
2 hours of family trying to convince me taking out my wisdom teeth is bad, and to just leave them in.
2 hours of family trying to convince me taking out my wisdom teeth is bad, and to just leave them in.
this is beginning to feel like a foreign place.
November 2, 2025 at 4:39 AM
this is beginning to feel like a foreign place.
ngl been feeling super fatigued the past few weeks @_@ think it hit me full force today. giving myself a proper break for a few days cause good lord.
October 28, 2025 at 11:24 PM
ngl been feeling super fatigued the past few weeks @_@ think it hit me full force today. giving myself a proper break for a few days cause good lord.
like damn. so long as I keep trying my damndest, in 6 months I'll (hopefully) be beginning to settle in on month 1 or month 2 of a new life in a new place. that alone conjures vivid imagery. I have to make it dammit.
October 27, 2025 at 3:06 AM
like damn. so long as I keep trying my damndest, in 6 months I'll (hopefully) be beginning to settle in on month 1 or month 2 of a new life in a new place. that alone conjures vivid imagery. I have to make it dammit.
kinda hit me last night that how different life's gonna in 4 - 6 months. no turning back.
October 27, 2025 at 2:16 AM
kinda hit me last night that how different life's gonna in 4 - 6 months. no turning back.
Urrrgghh really bad sleep lately got me ultra fatigued why does my body think I want to wake up at 3am
October 23, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Urrrgghh really bad sleep lately got me ultra fatigued why does my body think I want to wake up at 3am
Haven't really talked about it but I've basically completely cut off weed from my life and significantly reduced my alcy consumption, especially compared to earlier this year.
Doing epic :)
Doing epic :)
October 19, 2025 at 2:54 PM
Haven't really talked about it but I've basically completely cut off weed from my life and significantly reduced my alcy consumption, especially compared to earlier this year.
Doing epic :)
Doing epic :)
aaaAAAAAaaAAaaaA the consequences of the past few weeks hit me like a brick currently fighting sleepy bitch disease
October 16, 2025 at 7:50 PM
aaaAAAAAaaAAaaaA the consequences of the past few weeks hit me like a brick currently fighting sleepy bitch disease
feeling a sense of hope the past while
October 16, 2025 at 12:07 AM
feeling a sense of hope the past while
also good lord ive been obnoxiously snarky the past few weeks, that needs to change immediately
October 12, 2025 at 2:03 AM
also good lord ive been obnoxiously snarky the past few weeks, that needs to change immediately
I've been noticing how I've been developing an even stronger attraction to trying new things, and even stronger visceral reactions against the same monotonous things I've been stuck doing for years, even down to the smallest things.
Gotta.....do.....more......new things............
Gotta.....do.....more......new things............
October 11, 2025 at 10:43 PM
I've been noticing how I've been developing an even stronger attraction to trying new things, and even stronger visceral reactions against the same monotonous things I've been stuck doing for years, even down to the smallest things.
Gotta.....do.....more......new things............
Gotta.....do.....more......new things............
The more I develop myself the more I realize how deep of a hole I was in but that dont matter since I'm improving myself anyway.
October 9, 2025 at 3:39 AM
The more I develop myself the more I realize how deep of a hole I was in but that dont matter since I'm improving myself anyway.
fun fact I have a doomsday clock that perpetually ticks down in front of me counting down the days I have left to get the fuck out of here
October 7, 2025 at 3:01 AM
fun fact I have a doomsday clock that perpetually ticks down in front of me counting down the days I have left to get the fuck out of here
beginning to cross off items on the laundry list of improvements i want for my life. this is a hell of a drive.
October 7, 2025 at 1:17 AM
beginning to cross off items on the laundry list of improvements i want for my life. this is a hell of a drive.
why do i feel like puking again wtf why do thursdays do that to me
October 2, 2025 at 9:18 PM
why do i feel like puking again wtf why do thursdays do that to me