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Protyus A. Gendher
@protyusagendher.bsky.social
Author of Toxicity Toolkit, Survivor, Mom, Cycle Breaker, Healer, Educator, Anthropologist, Comedian, Poet, Writer, Liberal, Disabled, Blogger, and an all around good time. Trying to make sense of this American mess. Read me at invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
That’s a red flag, Protyus. If someone has been held in jail since July 21, 2025—with no listed charges, no court dates, and no public-facing legal activity—you’re looking at a potential case of unlawful detention or administrative limbo, especially troubling when the person is unhoused. #loveland
No Charges = No Due Process
No Charges = No Due Process I'm going through homeless bookings and I've found two so far with no charges listed whatsoever. Why would they be in the system without any charges? Inmates may appear in jail bookings without listed charges due to short-term detention, pending investigation, or administrative holds—often legal but deeply problematic when used disproportionately against vulnerable populations. Here’s a breakdown of why someone might be booked without charges: ⚖️ Legal & Procedural Reasons Pending Charges: The person was arrested and booked, but formal charges haven’t yet been filed.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 11, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Civil Winter

Civil Winter Copilot, What would happen if the government just doesn't reopen? If the U.S. government doesn’t reopen, essential services would continue under strain, while nonessential operations would remain frozen—causing escalating economic, social, and institutional damage. Here’s…
Civil Winter
Civil Winter Copilot, What would happen if the government just doesn't reopen? If the U.S. government doesn’t reopen, essential services would continue under strain, while nonessential operations would remain frozen—causing escalating economic, social, and institutional damage. Here’s a breakdown of what unfolds if a government shutdown becomes indefinite: 🛑 Immediate and Ongoing Impacts Federal workers: Over 800,000 employees face furloughs or must work without pay. Some may eventually quit, compounding staffing shortages. Essential services: Agencies like air traffic control, the military, and Social Security continue operating, but under stress.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 9, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Doesn't that give the cops a LOT of incentive to fabricate reasons to ticket? Yes, in systems where fines and jail fees generate revenue—especially in for-profit jail contexts—law enforcement agencies may face institutional #jail #loveland #homeless #camphopeloveland
Loveland’s FOR-PROFIT Jail
Loveland's FOR-PROFIT Jail Copilot, I recently learned that our local jail is a "for-profit" jail. What does that mean? A "for-profit" jail is a correctional facility operated by a private company that earns revenue by incarcerating people under government contracts. Here’s a breakdown of what that means and why it matters: 🏢 What Is a For-Profit Jail? Privately operated: Unlike public jails run by local or state governments, for-profit jails are managed by corporations under contract with government agencies. Revenue model: These companies are paid a fixed amount per inmate per day or per available bed, regardless of whether it's occupied.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 9, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Every day I’m surrounded by homeless children, mothers, and fathers who depend on me for their survival. The nights are especially heartbreaking for the little ones, the tent spaces are so small and the cold is unbearable. Just today, I tried to find someone who could help me construct a bigger tent
Camp Hope Ground Zero – Part 2
Letters from the field Jen, your kindness truly warms my heart. It means so much that you’re willing to help and share our story with others, that kind of compassion keeps hope alive for us here. The situation on the ground is far more difficult than what people see online. Every day I’m surrounded by homeless children, mothers, and fathers who depend on me for their survival. The nights are especially heartbreaking for the little ones, the tent spaces are so small and the cold is unbearable. Just today, I tried to find someone who could help me construct a bigger tent, but the estimate was far beyond my reach.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 9, 2025 at 2:42 AM
-Larimer County has a for-profit jail system in which every single unhoused person who is arrested and detained then also has to pay daily fees to be imprisoned and can cost upwards of $3,000 per month on top of any ticket or court fines associated, essentially creating a pipeline to jail, and even
11/2/25 Camp Hope Update – Jen Castañeda 
Recap of Loveland Justice League & Loveland Cares Meeting 11-02-2025 We currently have 150-180 unhoused individuals in Loveland.  LRC open date has been extended to March 15th, 2026. The LRC only holds space for 20 women inside and 20-25 men outside in the back parking lot area. That leaves 105-135 unhoused community members with nowhere to go or be safely sheltered. Also LRC does not shelter families or children.  Current issues:- Urgent needs of Winter gear, Jen updated the items list and that is attached as a google doc.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 9, 2025 at 2:25 AM
It’s heartbreaking that this community isn’t outraged. If the city council stopped spending taxpayer money foolishly, maybe every one of us could have a safe place to live. I understand that we — the unhoused — are often seen as a problem, an embarrassment to the community. But imagine living every
Camp Hope Ground Zero – Part 1
The letter below is from one of our unhoused neighbors. Names have been redacted for protection. I did it again Dear Members of the Loveland City Council, Here I am again — writing, because that’s what I know best. I’ve written to you before. I’ve even stood up and spoken at your meetings — and believe me, that was not easy. It took everything I had, emotionally and financially. Every time I do that, I lose money that means survival for a homeless person like me. But I keep doing it because silence has never helped anyone.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 9, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Loveland is making human sacrifices. youtu.be/uJbein3OQXw
Loveland's Human Sacrifices
YouTube video by Camp Hope Loveland
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November 8, 2025 at 6:19 AM
Unfortunately, the kids remembered that they didn't like me from before, and now I was the kid with the suicide dad and nobody knew what to say so I was largely avoided. I was teased less that year, but really that was because of the teacher, not because of me or the other kids. #trauma #survivor
15) Starting Over- Revisited
The post reflects on personal experiences of childhood trauma and healing, highlighting the significance of supportive relationships, like a caring teacher during difficult times, and memorable family trips. It addresses themes of grief, resilience, and the challenges of navigating societal expectations while coping with loss and navigating adolescence.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 4, 2025 at 1:04 PM
I trained to be Mom's labor coach. I had been through the classes with her and Dad for the first birth. I would have to be Dad this time. Mom and I actually got pretty close as a result.
#trauma #recovery #survivor #pregnancy
14) Aftermath – Revisited
After the author's father's suicide due to schizophrenia, their family faced overwhelming grief and societal stigma surrounding mental illness. The author took on responsibilities to support their mother and younger siblings while coping with their own numbness and confusion. The birth of a new sister brought moments of joy amidst their sorrow, fostering a deeper bond with their mother.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 3, 2025 at 1:01 PM
I went back to school, but I wasn't really there. There were all of these placating tones and widespread concern from people who couldn't care less about me before- people I didn't even exist to before.
#school #childhood #outcast
13) School – Revisited
The narrative follows a student's challenging journey through elementary school, marked by struggles with social acceptance, weight issues, and coping with mental health after their father's suicide. They navigate difficult relationships with peers and teachers, ultimately grappling with feelings of isolation, confusion, and loss amid attempts for a normal school experience.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 2, 2025 at 12:00 PM
When I got home, Mom had been called. They asked her lots of questions too. She asked how I could do this to him. She asked how I could treat my dad like this when I said I wanted one for so long. She told me I didn't deserve parents. #trauma #child #survivor
12) Inappropriate – Revisited
Social anxiety and unique experience combine to create an explosive birthday with unintended consequences.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
November 2, 2025 at 12:00 AM
We were almost done making trips in, and mom started a frantic, panicked screaming. It was so disorienting. She handed the baby to my brother and screamed at us to run next door as she lunged for the phone on the wall with the extra-extra-long tangled cord. #TW #dad #suicide
11) Dad – Revisited
The author reflects on their fragmented relationship with their biological father and the subsequent grief of losing their stepfather. Memories reveal a complex family dynamic filled with love, regret, and longing for connection. Despite challenges, the impact of both father figures highlights the desire for understanding and acceptance amid profound loss.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
October 31, 2025 at 12:01 PM
He covered himself with one of the blankets and asked me if I wanted to see something. Of course, I said yes. Even now, I can't imagine a different response. #CSA #childhood #trauma #survivor
10) *Adult Supervision Required (TW) Part Two – Revisited
The author describes sexual abuse from their childhood.
invisiblymisdiagnosed.com
October 30, 2025 at 12:01 PM