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pristinelighter.bsky.social
Melvin 🫧
@pristinelighter.bsky.social
my slightly more unhinged personal account!
21, He/Him, Ramblings+Doodles+Personal junk
sys members sometimes talk here too
ic by @pyrelogi.bsky.social !
mental illness is ugly. i am ugly. do i need to be what people deem as a "good mentally ill" guy, or am i allowed to be unsanitized? illness isn't pretty flowers growing on a corpse. Illness is a rancid abandoned market left to rot away. Everything rotten, disgusting, awful. its never will be pretty
January 28, 2026 at 9:32 AM
one of those nights
January 28, 2026 at 3:28 AM
cw suicidal ideation / noose
lowk vent art but also eugene stuff
January 28, 2026 at 12:56 AM
left the cesspit server for a bit bleh
January 28, 2026 at 12:05 AM
Reposted by Melvin 🫧
January 27, 2026 at 11:04 PM
dealing with unwanted thoughts when ik i wont do shit abt it makes me feel so. stupid? like wah wah ur thinking of shit you know you wont do why r u so upset. it literally aint gonna happen. i wont act on those thoughts so why do i care so much about them?
January 27, 2026 at 9:55 AM
Reposted by Melvin 🫧
funnily enough when i originally drew genderbend eugene 3 months ago i drew the yuri....
January 27, 2026 at 4:37 AM
genderbend eugene hi queen
January 27, 2026 at 12:34 AM
mental health n art block so bad i lowk wanna become an art youtuber when my voice drops
mental health dip n art block so bad im like hrmmm maybe i will go back to drawing phi again
January 25, 2026 at 10:35 PM
mental health dip n art block so bad im like hrmmm maybe i will go back to drawing phi again
January 25, 2026 at 8:51 AM
dont let me post half asleep pls
January 24, 2026 at 11:17 AM
body horror / gore cw
smth smth idk wording might be fucked up idk im tired
January 24, 2026 at 6:26 AM
low effort vent art
January 24, 2026 at 3:37 AM
that time of year again where i feel annoying asf for my waste of water hyperfixation
January 24, 2026 at 1:16 AM
cope art, amadeus save me
January 21, 2026 at 3:27 AM
and im seeing my 16 yr old half brother too im so anxious BLUGUHAHRGHRHGR
so anxious i see my half sister today after not talking since middle school
January 20, 2026 at 6:20 PM
so anxious i see my half sister today after not talking since middle school
January 20, 2026 at 4:35 PM
Reposted by Melvin 🫧
With Persona’s 30th anniversary happening this year the brainrot’s in full swing once again

Anyway, here’s Ghet with a persona, might actually make a full drawing of this later
#wasteofwater #cesspitdnd
January 17, 2026 at 10:40 PM
we're meeting up tuesday im so fucking nervous actually
got back in contact with my half sister and brother after years of not wanting to talk to my sister. glad to say its going well n shes def matured ❤️ shes 20 now, last time we rlly interacted was middle school
January 17, 2026 at 7:02 AM
got back in contact with my half sister and brother after years of not wanting to talk to my sister. glad to say its going well n shes def matured ❤️ shes 20 now, last time we rlly interacted was middle school
January 16, 2026 at 1:32 PM
this energy drink is out for me. up 24+ hours n i only had 2 hrs of sleep, its 12am rn, im in a hotel lobby, helppp
January 16, 2026 at 5:09 AM
wolfs out of surgery n hes doing good!! at a hotel w him n his mom rn
January 15, 2026 at 8:23 PM
at the place for wolfs second eye surgery
January 15, 2026 at 2:12 PM
eyestrain
January 14, 2026 at 11:08 AM
CHICAGO FIRE SUCKS THEY KILLED MY FAVORITE CHARACTER FUCK YOUUUUUUU IM MISERABLEEEEEEEEEEEE
January 14, 2026 at 2:18 AM