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My work on Hextech has me familiar with the basics so I offered to fix the issue.
The distraction will be nice.
My work on Hextech has me familiar with the basics so I offered to fix the issue.
The distraction will be nice.
He just came in and apologized. Had some bread and sweetmilk with him.
I realize I was unfair to him. I cannot decide for him. I don't want him to leave. But I feel I do not deserve to be in his presence. It's confusing.
He just came in and apologized. Had some bread and sweetmilk with him.
I realize I was unfair to him. I cannot decide for him. I don't want him to leave. But I feel I do not deserve to be in his presence. It's confusing.
To be frank I haven't had the time to think on such thoughts. There's much to think about and right now I must prioritize our living and money situation.
Feelings can be discussed ... later.
To be frank I haven't had the time to think on such thoughts. There's much to think about and right now I must prioritize our living and money situation.
Feelings can be discussed ... later.
*We have no money but Grandma Ba, as Jayce calls her, is allowing us lodgings in exchange for helping around the Inn.
Jayce and I have much to talk about. We've hardly spoken these last few days.*
*We have no money but Grandma Ba, as Jayce calls her, is allowing us lodgings in exchange for helping around the Inn.
Jayce and I have much to talk about. We've hardly spoken these last few days.*
I met the inn owner, Sashelba.
Seeing me in only Jayce's blanket had her out of the room and returning with clothes.
They appear to be her's. I cannot be picky, not when she so graciously accepted us. I am thankful.
I met the inn owner, Sashelba.
Seeing me in only Jayce's blanket had her out of the room and returning with clothes.
They appear to be her's. I cannot be picky, not when she so graciously accepted us. I am thankful.
My memory is hazy but I recall Jayce carrying me ... speaking to someone ... now I'm here.
Jayce. Where is-?
He's not here. But there are blankets and a pillow on the floor. Did he sleep there? That could not have been comfortable.*
My memory is hazy but I recall Jayce carrying me ... speaking to someone ... now I'm here.
Jayce. Where is-?
He's not here. But there are blankets and a pillow on the floor. Did he sleep there? That could not have been comfortable.*
Goodness, why is it so hard to ... to think. I-
Gods I hate this. I- I ... Jayce will understand ... I must-*
Goodness, why is it so hard to ... to think. I-
Gods I hate this. I- I ... Jayce will understand ... I must-*
Pain certainly is an old friend that I have a, eh, complicated relationship with.
While I'm happy to feel again I do not miss this pain.
But I must continue on, we will get no where if I lay idle.*
Pain certainly is an old friend that I have a, eh, complicated relationship with.
While I'm happy to feel again I do not miss this pain.
But I must continue on, we will get no where if I lay idle.*
Hours ago I was certain, positive, that I would face this world alone. But Jayce is here, sleeping right beside me.
He's exhausted. Said he walked for hours.
We've hardly talked ... but in due time.
Hours ago I was certain, positive, that I would face this world alone. But Jayce is here, sleeping right beside me.
He's exhausted. Said he walked for hours.
We've hardly talked ... but in due time.
I thought- surely he wasn't-
Jayce!
I thought- surely he wasn't-
Jayce!
I can't believe I found him. Viktor, my Viktor.
Not some other iteration of him, not a mage, herald or machine. My partner. My timeline's...
I can't believe I found him. Viktor, my Viktor.
Not some other iteration of him, not a mage, herald or machine. My partner. My timeline's...
Though things in this world haven't been ideal there are small mercies, like this fire.
I'm... cold. I almost forgot what that felt like. The warmth of the fire is nice, it feels nice.
#jayvik
Though things in this world haven't been ideal there are small mercies, like this fire.
I'm... cold. I almost forgot what that felt like. The warmth of the fire is nice, it feels nice.
#jayvik
I hope where ever he is he's happy and content. And if he's not then I hope he finds such, he deserves no less.
Ahh I am rambling. I'll rest now.
I hope where ever he is he's happy and content. And if he's not then I hope he finds such, he deserves no less.
Ahh I am rambling. I'll rest now.
I still worry for Jayce.
I do not know for certain if he is in this world with me but ... I cannot explain it other than a, eh, 'gut feeling' as they say, that he is in this reality.
Janna I pray that he is.
I still worry for Jayce.
I do not know for certain if he is in this world with me but ... I cannot explain it other than a, eh, 'gut feeling' as they say, that he is in this reality.
Janna I pray that he is.
Together, he said.
We finish this together.
And we did. So why?
Why is he gone?
Why am I alone?
Together, he said.
We finish this together.
And we did. So why?
Why is he gone?
Why am I alone?
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I do not understand how I am alive or why I exist but any questions or concerns can be asked here:
postcanonviktor.straw.page
🌼 Eventual Cottagecore
🌼 MDNI
🌼 Additional info & journal on strawpage
I do not understand how I am alive or why I exist but any questions or concerns can be asked here:
postcanonviktor.straw.page
Are these the fields of dreamless solitude that ... he mentioned?
No, this cannot be, it's too literal.
Gods where am I?
Are these the fields of dreamless solitude that ... he mentioned?
No, this cannot be, it's too literal.
Gods where am I?
I thought that what concluded in the arcane would be the end. Yet I exist.
Why am I still here? I don't understand-
Jayce
I thought that what concluded in the arcane would be the end. Yet I exist.
Why am I still here? I don't understand-
Jayce