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Viktor [Post Canon RP]
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Why am I alive?
Lost with @postcanonjayce.bsky.social

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🌼 Post Canon Jayvik (Top Jayce/Bottom Viktor fixed)
🌼 Eventual Cottagecore
🌼 MDNI
🌼 Additional info & journal on strawpage

I do not understand how I am alive or why I exist but any questions or concerns can be asked here:
postcanonviktor.straw.page
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This village is quaint, simple, but it does have electricity and plumbing, though limited. The inn appears to have power but the connections are not working.
My work on Hextech has me familiar with the basics so I offered to fix the issue.
The distraction will be nice.
January 4, 2026 at 2:53 AM
Went to the common room to help Sashelba with the inn. It appears she has a little helper already. A, eh, loaf as they say.
January 4, 2026 at 1:20 AM
After an hour or so I thought Jayce might have truly gone.
He just came in and apologized. Had some bread and sweetmilk with him.
I realize I was unfair to him. I cannot decide for him. I don't want him to leave. But I feel I do not deserve to be in his presence. It's confusing.
January 3, 2026 at 10:43 PM
Romantic- what a ... forward question.
To be frank I haven't had the time to think on such thoughts. There's much to think about and right now I must prioritize our living and money situation.
Feelings can be discussed ... later.
January 3, 2026 at 10:08 PM
Reposted by Viktor [Post Canon RP]
(2/2) your needs and my needs
#jayvik
December 27, 2025 at 3:20 PM
This will be our temporary home for now.
*We have no money but Grandma Ba, as Jayce calls her, is allowing us lodgings in exchange for helping around the Inn.
Jayce and I have much to talk about. We've hardly spoken these last few days.*
January 2, 2026 at 8:53 PM
Went downstairs. Jayce isn't here, he went into town.
I met the inn owner, Sashelba.
Seeing me in only Jayce's blanket had her out of the room and returning with clothes.
They appear to be her's. I cannot be picky, not when she so graciously accepted us. I am thankful.
January 2, 2026 at 2:54 AM
*I am ... in a bed?
My memory is hazy but I recall Jayce carrying me ... speaking to someone ... now I'm here.

Jayce. Where is-?

He's not here. But there are blankets and a pillow on the floor. Did he sleep there? That could not have been comfortable.*
January 1, 2026 at 10:04 PM
So much has happened, I've hardly had time to process, but I am also glad to have found Jayce. Thank you, your wishes and kind words are greatly appreciated.
January 1, 2026 at 10:04 PM
*Thankfully Jayce is letting me lean on him. I worry about his leg. He hides it well but I am no stranger to masking pain.
Goodness, why is it so hard to ... to think. I-
Gods I hate this. I- I ... Jayce will understand ... I must-*
January 1, 2026 at 1:15 AM
*One foot in front of the other.
Pain certainly is an old friend that I have a, eh, complicated relationship with.
While I'm happy to feel again I do not miss this pain.
But I must continue on, we will get no where if I lay idle.*
December 29, 2025 at 3:59 AM
I can't sleep.
Hours ago I was certain, positive, that I would face this world alone. But Jayce is here, sleeping right beside me.
He's exhausted. Said he walked for hours.
We've hardly talked ... but in due time.
December 28, 2025 at 9:49 AM
It's ... oh my gods it's him!
I thought- surely he wasn't-
Jayce!
December 28, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Reposted by Viktor [Post Canon RP]
We have so much to talk about, so much to plan but that'll come tomorrow. I'm exhausted and the fire he made is putting me to sleep.

I can't believe I found him. Viktor, my Viktor.
Not some other iteration of him, not a mage, herald or machine. My partner. My timeline's...
December 28, 2025 at 9:28 AM
I'm aware I am not alone in this wilderness. One is never truly alone in nature. But I am hearing ... something.
December 28, 2025 at 9:01 AM
The nights are cold.
Though things in this world haven't been ideal there are small mercies, like this fire.
I'm... cold. I almost forgot what that felt like. The warmth of the fire is nice, it feels nice.
#jayvik
December 28, 2025 at 8:49 AM
Perhaps it is best that Jayce is not with me.
I hope where ever he is he's happy and content. And if he's not then I hope he finds such, he deserves no less.
Ahh I am rambling. I'll rest now.
December 28, 2025 at 8:43 AM
Tired. I must rest for now.
I still worry for Jayce.
I do not know for certain if he is in this world with me but ... I cannot explain it other than a, eh, 'gut feeling' as they say, that he is in this reality.
Janna I pray that he is.
December 28, 2025 at 8:40 AM
I- I miss him.
Together, he said.
We finish this together.
And we did. So why?
Why is he gone?
Why am I alone?
December 28, 2025 at 7:49 AM
🌼 Post Canon Jayvik (Top Jayce/Bottom Viktor fixed)
🌼 Eventual Cottagecore
🌼 MDNI
🌼 Additional info & journal on strawpage

I do not understand how I am alive or why I exist but any questions or concerns can be asked here:
postcanonviktor.straw.page
postcanonviktor's strawpage
postcanonviktor's strawpage
postcanonviktor.straw.page
December 28, 2025 at 7:36 AM
I don't know how long I have been sitting here.

Are these the fields of dreamless solitude that ... he mentioned?

No, this cannot be, it's too literal.

Gods where am I?
December 28, 2025 at 7:31 AM
I- I cannot believe it.
I thought that what concluded in the arcane would be the end. Yet I exist.

Why am I still here? I don't understand-

Jayce
December 28, 2025 at 7:16 AM