eating four clementines in a row is an act of love

in other news. did you know that migraines can cause acute temporary aphasia. did you know that some people's pain responses can be so fucked that migraines don't hurt but you still get all the other pain responses. i didn't!

being lonely will have you do some crazy things. like clean literally everything and also wonder if you aren't granted a soul like other human beings are, like animals should ignore you on the street because you are fundamentally less real

sometimes i'm okay and i think it wasn't that bad and i don't really have cptsd and i'm really doing just fine and then i. and then i.

found an onion in my cupboard that got me weirdly protective. bought a pot and dirt for it. it's named Wilson

so uhhhh i have a real big boy job now. that's nuts. i bought a mattress today

seeing the aurora borealis in person just outta nowhere really blew my depression right outta the water. seasonal affective disorder means nothing to me rn. I saw pretty lights and knew it would be different but it would be okay

my landlord doesn't have a license to be a landlord haha

NAME CHANGE DONE LET'S GO

tabletop game..... [had a life-changing pathfinder session]

i do NOT remember my twitter login so .. sending beams out into the universe to follow me here and if you find me from there. hi ...

now i gotta remember how to use social media ....

remembered my password. wahoo!