The new video broke 100 views in just 3 days holy shit that is amazing. It feels rewarding to have my content be watched as such.

New vid on yt
youtu.be/vuKbWlHiqt0

Learned about depersonalization and derealization yesterday and went "oh wow thas me alright." Therapy is a hell of a drug

*coughs* What year is it?! I've been on hiatus for a lot longer than I intended. Plans fell through on a lot of stuff and furthermore I'm just in a bad spot for a lot of what I wanna do. So apologies for the silence. I'm not going to rush anything but the current goal is catch-up

Am live with Mario Party! www.twitch.tv/polyessencejoe

Going live with King Kong hopefully everything doesnt blow up :) www.twitch.tv/polyessencejoe

Editing October's Requiem has been slow but fun. It's nice actually thinking I can be fun to watch. It's been the big learning project I needed tbh.

Also I'm going to try and post more often on here because it gives me a place to chill and vent while also seeing some fun stuff so hell yeah

Going to be doing a funny lil birthday stream tomorrow, playing a childhood favorite of mine. Extremely excited as it will also be my first Twitch + YouTube multistream. Link to the YT channel!

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So diggity dang tired this night waah

Dandadan is already such an insanely good classic of an anime that I'm left speechless what a damn good show

I love getting tons of shit done in one day then rounding it out with playing my goty Silent Hill 2 remake.

The new Coheed song Searching for Tomorrow hits so damn hard with me. Probably my favorite song to come out in a long time hot damn

The perfect victory meal after surviving another session of Project Zomboid is Oreos and then more Oreos.

I am in fact going to stream Project Zomboid so if you want to see me suffer and such, here's the link!
#projectzomboid #youtube #stream #gaming

youtube.com/live/C2J1zIv...

Probably gonna stream #projectzomboid tonight. Maybe possibly. I dunno I think if I boot up the game my character will instantly die.

Joining the blue sky now. No I'm not dying, it's social media.