PoleTrixi
@poletrixi.bsky.social
Just your average streaming cosplaying pole instructor! Creating wacky cos-pole content!
Level 39. NSFW 🔞 🏳️⚧️ (she/her)
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PoleTrixi
@poletrixi.bsky.social
· Oct 19
"What can I expect on Trixi's timeline?"
Chaos...maddness...thotery. From deep introspection on subjects, and supporting friends to "God I just wanna get ferally tossed like a squeaky toy" and boobs,
funny memes, shitposts, and sleep deprived complaining about sleep deprivation...so, chaos...
Chaos...maddness...thotery. From deep introspection on subjects, and supporting friends to "God I just wanna get ferally tossed like a squeaky toy" and boobs,
funny memes, shitposts, and sleep deprived complaining about sleep deprivation...so, chaos...
Listening to break up songs and seeing that I have always been the one that was the person sung about and not the singer is a real eye opener. Vampire, Wolf in Sheep's Clothing, All 2 U (helluva boss), etc. Thing is, we're never the villain in our own narrative. I try not to be but fuck it up anyhow
February 16, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Listening to break up songs and seeing that I have always been the one that was the person sung about and not the singer is a real eye opener. Vampire, Wolf in Sheep's Clothing, All 2 U (helluva boss), etc. Thing is, we're never the villain in our own narrative. I try not to be but fuck it up anyhow
I keep hoping someone will save me. Like, charge in like Gallahad and save me. That someone will find something or someone worth loving through all my angst. But why would they? I'm toxic. I push people away. I smile and say I'm fine. No one's a mind reader. No one's coming to save me.
February 14, 2026 at 6:47 AM
I keep hoping someone will save me. Like, charge in like Gallahad and save me. That someone will find something or someone worth loving through all my angst. But why would they? I'm toxic. I push people away. I smile and say I'm fine. No one's a mind reader. No one's coming to save me.
Tomorrow it will have been a decade since I went on a date to see deadpool. 10 years and no "agreed upon" dates where both people wanted it to be one. I hate valentine's day. Anyhow. If you have a loved one to share it with. Please. Offset my grumpiness with extra romance.
February 13, 2026 at 10:06 PM
Tomorrow it will have been a decade since I went on a date to see deadpool. 10 years and no "agreed upon" dates where both people wanted it to be one. I hate valentine's day. Anyhow. If you have a loved one to share it with. Please. Offset my grumpiness with extra romance.
Well, canceled a reservation, so... now that weekend is free...
February 10, 2026 at 10:18 PM
Well, canceled a reservation, so... now that weekend is free...
The old times are calling to me. So far, I'm able to ignore them.
February 8, 2026 at 6:01 AM
The old times are calling to me. So far, I'm able to ignore them.
Read something today from many moons ago. He tried to warn me what would happen. And I didn't heed advice. So. Guess that reading was accurate as heck.
January 23, 2026 at 12:42 AM
Read something today from many moons ago. He tried to warn me what would happen. And I didn't heed advice. So. Guess that reading was accurate as heck.
Gonna nuke everything. I am no longer the person who created these accounts. And I don't want to backslide like I always do. So long and thanks for all the fish
January 13, 2026 at 8:00 PM
Gonna nuke everything. I am no longer the person who created these accounts. And I don't want to backslide like I always do. So long and thanks for all the fish
I'd say "I'll be honest" but we know that ain't something I'm capable of. Here are some facts though. I'm not doing okay at all. I suffer from BPD and have a lot of narcissistic traits, thus the silence speaks very loudly to me. But here it is, I'm burning myself and my name with this:
January 13, 2026 at 6:00 AM
I'd say "I'll be honest" but we know that ain't something I'm capable of. Here are some facts though. I'm not doing okay at all. I suffer from BPD and have a lot of narcissistic traits, thus the silence speaks very loudly to me. But here it is, I'm burning myself and my name with this:
Sooo...obviously not my vid, but. Faith was always my favorite character. Wonder why. Anyhow. This scene resonates somethin fierce lately.
youtu.be/rmPVkzo6tr4?...
youtu.be/rmPVkzo6tr4?...
Angel VS. Faith fight scene || Angel 1x18 "Five by Five" || BuffyCave
YouTube video by BuffyCave
youtu.be
January 13, 2026 at 12:25 AM
Sooo...obviously not my vid, but. Faith was always my favorite character. Wonder why. Anyhow. This scene resonates somethin fierce lately.
youtu.be/rmPVkzo6tr4?...
youtu.be/rmPVkzo6tr4?...
Currently wondering if I should just delete everything. Not a "let's start over" just a "I give up" cuz I destroyed so many things and hurt people that I didnt even see that I hurt. I really can't be trusted and the silence speaks volumes. So many people I felt connections with gone.
January 11, 2026 at 7:21 PM
Currently wondering if I should just delete everything. Not a "let's start over" just a "I give up" cuz I destroyed so many things and hurt people that I didnt even see that I hurt. I really can't be trusted and the silence speaks volumes. So many people I felt connections with gone.
BPD, narcissistic traits, and very likely audhd. Trixi, tell us youre ruled by emotions without saying youre ruled by emotions.
Also my brain deceives itself. And as a result I deceive everyone around me.
So. Don't believe anything I say.
Also my brain deceives itself. And as a result I deceive everyone around me.
So. Don't believe anything I say.
January 11, 2026 at 5:13 AM
BPD, narcissistic traits, and very likely audhd. Trixi, tell us youre ruled by emotions without saying youre ruled by emotions.
Also my brain deceives itself. And as a result I deceive everyone around me.
So. Don't believe anything I say.
Also my brain deceives itself. And as a result I deceive everyone around me.
So. Don't believe anything I say.
God's cruelest handicap. What i sound like with 3 years of voice training versus pre-transition and training! Also working on a demo reel for VA auditions!
January 5, 2026 at 5:49 PM
God's cruelest handicap. What i sound like with 3 years of voice training versus pre-transition and training! Also working on a demo reel for VA auditions!
Thank you everyone that came to check out my scuff af stream! Had a blast revisiting a game i haven't played in 20 years!
January 5, 2026 at 5:51 AM
Thank you everyone that came to check out my scuff af stream! Had a blast revisiting a game i haven't played in 20 years!
Streaming live on twitch.tv/poletrixi wearing a @projektmelody.bsky.social set by @moeflavor.bsky.social ! Come watch the shenanigans!
January 5, 2026 at 3:10 AM
Streaming live on twitch.tv/poletrixi wearing a @projektmelody.bsky.social set by @moeflavor.bsky.social ! Come watch the shenanigans!
Gonna try streaming on twitch for the first time in forever in about 2 hours. Gonna use my pre-transition voice to mess with folks, enjoy the hilarity!
January 4, 2026 at 11:20 PM
Gonna try streaming on twitch for the first time in forever in about 2 hours. Gonna use my pre-transition voice to mess with folks, enjoy the hilarity!
A quiet thought. I shouldn't seek forgiveness and redemption. Nor condemnation by embracing my darker urges and leanings as a broken woman. I just need to move on and no longer let my sins punish me, only teach me who I am striving to rise above. Im working on it. But it's slow, arduous work
December 30, 2025 at 11:21 PM
A quiet thought. I shouldn't seek forgiveness and redemption. Nor condemnation by embracing my darker urges and leanings as a broken woman. I just need to move on and no longer let my sins punish me, only teach me who I am striving to rise above. Im working on it. But it's slow, arduous work
Dealt with family for 3 days, I think I earned some me time. <gets stabbed in the head 3 times>
December 29, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Dealt with family for 3 days, I think I earned some me time. <gets stabbed in the head 3 times>
Stuck at 'nilla job...who want me?
December 22, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Stuck at 'nilla job...who want me?
Ghostbusters and parasite eve crossover? You bet! (Gotta film so much cuz of what I lost due to camera being glitchy...enjoy the impromptu skit!
#cosplayer #parasiteeve #ayabrea #ghostbusters
#cosplayer #parasiteeve #ayabrea #ghostbusters
December 18, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Ghostbusters and parasite eve crossover? You bet! (Gotta film so much cuz of what I lost due to camera being glitchy...enjoy the impromptu skit!
#cosplayer #parasiteeve #ayabrea #ghostbusters
#cosplayer #parasiteeve #ayabrea #ghostbusters
"Why do you think God made you not realize you were trans until you were 38?"
'Cuz I'd be a fucking menace if I grew up fem'
"Why do you say that?"
'This is me at 40....half zipped, bra exposed, whale tail out, hip hugger juicy tracksuit...ahegao face cat ear headphones...'
"Fuck...good point"
'Cuz I'd be a fucking menace if I grew up fem'
"Why do you say that?"
'This is me at 40....half zipped, bra exposed, whale tail out, hip hugger juicy tracksuit...ahegao face cat ear headphones...'
"Fuck...good point"
December 17, 2025 at 10:43 PM
"Why do you think God made you not realize you were trans until you were 38?"
'Cuz I'd be a fucking menace if I grew up fem'
"Why do you say that?"
'This is me at 40....half zipped, bra exposed, whale tail out, hip hugger juicy tracksuit...ahegao face cat ear headphones...'
"Fuck...good point"
'Cuz I'd be a fucking menace if I grew up fem'
"Why do you say that?"
'This is me at 40....half zipped, bra exposed, whale tail out, hip hugger juicy tracksuit...ahegao face cat ear headphones...'
"Fuck...good point"
Sooo... got a wee bit of filming in last night... before and after of the night...my poor dress...
December 17, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Sooo... got a wee bit of filming in last night... before and after of the night...my poor dress...
Cosplay reveal! Aya Brea from Parasite Eve! Got a full shoot im doing today so, needed a snack. Pizza seemed...appropriate hehehehe
December 17, 2025 at 6:53 AM
Cosplay reveal! Aya Brea from Parasite Eve! Got a full shoot im doing today so, needed a snack. Pizza seemed...appropriate hehehehe
Lights! (Well just the keylight)
Camera!
Action!
Finally ready to start filming the big projects I've been scripting and sourcing props and outfits for! Get ready for the 12 Days of Trix-mas! (Gonna start releasing 12/25 through Jan 5th! 12 new vids and winter season adjacent!)
Camera!
Action!
Finally ready to start filming the big projects I've been scripting and sourcing props and outfits for! Get ready for the 12 Days of Trix-mas! (Gonna start releasing 12/25 through Jan 5th! 12 new vids and winter season adjacent!)
December 14, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Lights! (Well just the keylight)
Camera!
Action!
Finally ready to start filming the big projects I've been scripting and sourcing props and outfits for! Get ready for the 12 Days of Trix-mas! (Gonna start releasing 12/25 through Jan 5th! 12 new vids and winter season adjacent!)
Camera!
Action!
Finally ready to start filming the big projects I've been scripting and sourcing props and outfits for! Get ready for the 12 Days of Trix-mas! (Gonna start releasing 12/25 through Jan 5th! 12 new vids and winter season adjacent!)
Cleanup finished and altered the lighting so the harsh edge of the spotlight is gone! Woo! Gonna cosplay aya brea for some content! Woooooo!
December 8, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Cleanup finished and altered the lighting so the harsh edge of the spotlight is gone! Woo! Gonna cosplay aya brea for some content! Woooooo!
Hey y'all! If anyone's curious what I'mup to, here's a big hint! It's seasonal, and I have a series planned! I have big plans since one of the taglines for the source material is "The cinematic RPG"
#transcosplayer #cosplay #nostalgiagaming #cinematic
#transcosplayer #cosplay #nostalgiagaming #cinematic
December 6, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Hey y'all! If anyone's curious what I'mup to, here's a big hint! It's seasonal, and I have a series planned! I have big plans since one of the taglines for the source material is "The cinematic RPG"
#transcosplayer #cosplay #nostalgiagaming #cinematic
#transcosplayer #cosplay #nostalgiagaming #cinematic