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Ivy
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reformed e-girl
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they will get away with it, the next man will violate a woman without any consequences, the next woman will provide cover for men by hurting another woman in the worst possible way

but if i can help just one more woman either avoid it, or survive it, it will be worth it
November 17, 2025 at 7:03 PM
think about this a lot

getting ready to do something that you know will ultimately end you, that you would beg a past self not to do has grounded me and let me connect with that warrior princess i thought was lost for good

www.youtube.com/watch?v=9t1I...
Independence Day (4/5) Movie CLIP - The President's Speech (1996) HD
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November 17, 2025 at 7:01 PM
it will make a good story, at least

maybe it's the ultimate adventure story that i always wanted, a heroine fighting one great battle and winning, fighting an even bigger one and losing

and a cautionary tale about being careful what you wish for
November 17, 2025 at 5:57 PM
despite feeling better i am still trying to find a way to deal with the fact that being groomed to enter elite circles was ultimately undone by a handful of mediocre cis ppl whose names i never learned and a few bene gesserit gatekeepers
November 17, 2025 at 5:46 PM
had a good 3 days in a row

hopeful
November 17, 2025 at 2:48 AM
thinking about something lately: there are people i know and have known who possess views and values that are inherently hostile to what i am and what i believe in

and yet i still have deep love and care for them as kindred spirits that i've shared moments of connection with
November 16, 2025 at 10:27 PM
classic unreal tournament is fixing me
November 16, 2025 at 8:35 AM
feel happy, but actually i think

done some thinking recently on how i achieved the impossible before any of the (good) craziness began and how i wish i had remembered that in those moments where mediocre ppl tried to make me feel unwelcome
November 16, 2025 at 6:09 AM
wil willis talking shit about david baker is the forged in fire schism i cannot handle
November 16, 2025 at 5:02 AM
goldeneye cradle on 00 agent is criminal, whoever came up with enemies auto-spawning at your back should be brought to justice
November 16, 2025 at 3:26 AM
been thinking a lot about ppl who shame others for their 'shadows'

someone asked me once if Visa's life coaching gets ppl to where they need to be is it really so bad that it's become dogmatic?

it is very harmful and coercive when normal human behaviour is treated as unclean
November 16, 2025 at 2:14 AM
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November 16, 2025 at 1:00 AM
feel okay today and yet still think about it

of all the things they took i think a sense of inevitable justice changed me the most
November 15, 2025 at 12:28 AM
trump admin is basically speedrunning what stephen harper tried to do and is just being more of an asshole about it

when they fucked with the canadian census jason kenney substituted job postings on kijiji for a jobs report
November 14, 2025 at 10:09 PM
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The world is run by people who are more cruel and more obscene than you can fathom. They're all pathetic in ways that feel like satire, and monstrous beyond your wildest imagining.
November 14, 2025 at 3:08 PM
maybe it wouldn't have changed anything, but at least i would know for certain
November 14, 2025 at 3:12 AM
i want to go back, so very badly, and listen to clubhouse mutuals when they told me to stay away from rationalist ppl
November 14, 2025 at 3:07 AM
just floating like a little leaf
November 13, 2025 at 10:06 PM
i haven't felt okay since i found out about as in have receipts for chaosprime being able to pay 5-figs to get out of any accountability for 'bad sex'

i have no doubt between aella and the rest of them they'll PR their way out of it but i'll feel better maybe
November 13, 2025 at 4:15 AM
it's still crazy to me that 'striver' is now an insult

my experiences with the old burning man guard and the new SF self-minted aristocrats has mostly been that the former are more often than not whilst the latter are often caricatures of insecurity
November 13, 2025 at 2:13 AM
PTSD diagnosis feels validating even if it's not exactly a surprise
November 12, 2025 at 10:44 PM
resolving to successfully binge forged in fire including the spinoff goldberg hosted
November 12, 2025 at 7:22 PM
i feel so sick, it was such an easy question but when i have male interviewers i just blank sometimes and i can't seem to make it not happen
November 12, 2025 at 1:59 AM
really bad day
November 11, 2025 at 11:48 PM
new psychiatrist is trans at least so that’s something

might go see regular therapist again
November 11, 2025 at 11:34 PM