Good night Bluesky. I wish sweet dreams.

I'm falling apart. I swear I'm normally more chill then this but lately I'm all over the place. What the hell is wrong with me? I hurt myself, I let others hurt me. I can't seem to stop falling further down.

I quit being an adult.

Here is the question, Should I work on my self and do my best to become less obsessive or do I finially just give up and be myself? Is it possible to find someone to hyperfixate on that is okay with that? So far it doesn't seem so.

I need a cure for loneliness.

I have come to the conclusion that drunk people have worse social awareness then atustic people.

All of these things inside of my head overpowering all of these things outside my head.

Why are feelings so hard to understand?

I been thinking alot today. I nerd to stop giving so much of my self away to people who I shouldn't. The problem is how do I know who those people are? Life is confusing.

This was going to be for something else but it's not anymore I guess. So I'm just going to use it for whatever I want.

What's up Bluesky? :)