Pillowfarmer
@pillowfarmer.bsky.social
She is resistant, disobedient, rebellious and of strong will. Naysayer, rumpshaker, loud and silly. Pluviophile, American Indian Native, and perpetually unpaid protestor. She/Her 🌈
I’ve been married since I was 18. It dawned on me that my husband is the old man I’ve been seeing in my dreams. I was afraid of him, now I realize it’s my husband! He’s just an old guy. Hahaha
November 12, 2025 at 1:54 AM
I’ve been married since I was 18. It dawned on me that my husband is the old man I’ve been seeing in my dreams. I was afraid of him, now I realize it’s my husband! He’s just an old guy. Hahaha
I just wanna be mad about stuff today.
October 21, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I just wanna be mad about stuff today.
My husband teased me about getting a new dog today. Which means, getting closer to old age. He’s senile and can’t remember we don’t want any more pets rn!
October 20, 2025 at 8:48 PM
My husband teased me about getting a new dog today. Which means, getting closer to old age. He’s senile and can’t remember we don’t want any more pets rn!
I told myself I’d stop being mean to bigots and racists on fb. But I can’t help but open my big mouth. I got my first community offense for saying someone’s “stupid comment”. Believe me. I say worse things. I’m surprised they got me for just that. 😆
October 20, 2025 at 6:08 AM
I told myself I’d stop being mean to bigots and racists on fb. But I can’t help but open my big mouth. I got my first community offense for saying someone’s “stupid comment”. Believe me. I say worse things. I’m surprised they got me for just that. 😆
Having a hard time sleeping lately. Nothing makes me the worst than no sleep. Ugh.
October 19, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Having a hard time sleeping lately. Nothing makes me the worst than no sleep. Ugh.
I'm almost completely finished with getting my certification so I can practice as a licensed CNA. This is a big milestone for me because I was pretty sure I'd end up being a useless nothing. #indigenous #momlife #educated #work
August 30, 2025 at 6:50 PM
I'm almost completely finished with getting my certification so I can practice as a licensed CNA. This is a big milestone for me because I was pretty sure I'd end up being a useless nothing. #indigenous #momlife #educated #work
It’s inevitable that I make a post about being careful of new friends, but as an extrovert, I legit make like 12 friends today. Ugh. 😑
August 5, 2025 at 12:54 AM
It’s inevitable that I make a post about being careful of new friends, but as an extrovert, I legit make like 12 friends today. Ugh. 😑
Thinking about why I never added a Zamboni to my “drive this” bucket list!!! 🤔
August 4, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Thinking about why I never added a Zamboni to my “drive this” bucket list!!! 🤔
What’s also disheartening but not equally so, when I used to find bugs or spiders, I would fight for their lives. But, I’m a chicken mom now and I pick a bug every now and then to treat a hen. I hate it. But I do it because bugs are good for hens. It’s #disheartening.
August 4, 2025 at 5:21 PM
What’s also disheartening but not equally so, when I used to find bugs or spiders, I would fight for their lives. But, I’m a chicken mom now and I pick a bug every now and then to treat a hen. I hate it. But I do it because bugs are good for hens. It’s #disheartening.
It gets harder for me to embrace living in a brainwashed RED state. Every new friend or person I meet I’m feeling apprehensive over bc after a while I see clearly where they stand and it becomes a moral issue of whether I keep them in my life. It’s disheartening. That’s the word. #disheartening
August 4, 2025 at 5:18 PM
It gets harder for me to embrace living in a brainwashed RED state. Every new friend or person I meet I’m feeling apprehensive over bc after a while I see clearly where they stand and it becomes a moral issue of whether I keep them in my life. It’s disheartening. That’s the word. #disheartening
I finished my LAST day of clinicals for this certification. I had a super long cry. My mom would have hosted a dinner in my honor where I would be given the pulpit to share about my experience. I miss my family so much. If I think about them all at once I can’t breathe.
July 16, 2025 at 10:35 PM
I finished my LAST day of clinicals for this certification. I had a super long cry. My mom would have hosted a dinner in my honor where I would be given the pulpit to share about my experience. I miss my family so much. If I think about them all at once I can’t breathe.
The difficulty begins when you realize that you have an online “persona” and life that can bleed into the REALITY that is real life. I’m from the generation that was so sus of A/S/L? My legal name is on my social media…and sometimes I wish it wasn’t! #security #internet #identity #deleteme
July 16, 2025 at 10:32 PM
I can’t take the texture of diced onions and pasta together. I could be blindfolded and I would know if I were eating that combination. When I say I can’t take it, I mean I throw up. 🤮 Don’t lie to me and say there’s no onions in the spaghetti sauce!
June 11, 2025 at 1:15 AM
I can’t take the texture of diced onions and pasta together. I could be blindfolded and I would know if I were eating that combination. When I say I can’t take it, I mean I throw up. 🤮 Don’t lie to me and say there’s no onions in the spaghetti sauce!
The news is absolutely overwhelming today. This is probably every day...but it feels so big today.
June 10, 2025 at 8:56 PM
The news is absolutely overwhelming today. This is probably every day...but it feels so big today.
My family who I grieve for every day would never want me to be sad or stay sad. Actually I could hear them all making fun of me. LOL. I know, they were terrible at times. :) I can't stay in a sad place. It's not meant for me.
June 10, 2025 at 8:52 PM
My family who I grieve for every day would never want me to be sad or stay sad. Actually I could hear them all making fun of me. LOL. I know, they were terrible at times. :) I can't stay in a sad place. It's not meant for me.
I wake up every morning and have to sort through my grief looking for the glimmer and the bright spot to make the day easier to get by with. #someday
June 10, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I wake up every morning and have to sort through my grief looking for the glimmer and the bright spot to make the day easier to get by with. #someday
I'm so tired of all of us being so mean, hateful and hurtful to each other. I've read enough history to know it's not the first and likely not even close to the end. But it's still sad and I wish we were all a little better.
June 4, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I'm so tired of all of us being so mean, hateful and hurtful to each other. I've read enough history to know it's not the first and likely not even close to the end. But it's still sad and I wish we were all a little better.
As adult I’m just as concerned as I was a small child…where will the potty be? Will there be potty breaks?
June 1, 2025 at 11:09 PM
As adult I’m just as concerned as I was a small child…where will the potty be? Will there be potty breaks?
I need to get my garden moving. But man, I love spring days and going out to find a patio and beer with friends!
June 1, 2025 at 6:04 PM
I need to get my garden moving. But man, I love spring days and going out to find a patio and beer with friends!
Saying this to the void, as I don’t have any deep thoughts about this yet, but paying for parking as an indigenous person makes me mad. I get the time I exist in. Have to put the war pony somewhere while I shop, but paying for a spot of land to put my stuff for an hour is such a colonizer thing
May 30, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Saying this to the void, as I don’t have any deep thoughts about this yet, but paying for parking as an indigenous person makes me mad. I get the time I exist in. Have to put the war pony somewhere while I shop, but paying for a spot of land to put my stuff for an hour is such a colonizer thing
No matter how funny you are or how much you made me laugh. I won’t trust you. And I still don’t forgive you. You don’t deserve me. #diehard #selflove #friendship
May 29, 2025 at 5:56 AM
No matter how funny you are or how much you made me laugh. I won’t trust you. And I still don’t forgive you. You don’t deserve me. #diehard #selflove #friendship
I started jogging again and I registered for a 5k in May. Time to treat my body like the world isn’t going to end. Have to train for the uprising!
April 2, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I started jogging again and I registered for a 5k in May. Time to treat my body like the world isn’t going to end. Have to train for the uprising!
I wish I could send Cory Booker a redbull or a monster for all the good trouble he's causing right now. 😊 Instead, I'm silently knitting, baking tons of sourdough loaves and feeling happy.
April 1, 2025 at 7:26 AM
I wish I could send Cory Booker a redbull or a monster for all the good trouble he's causing right now. 😊 Instead, I'm silently knitting, baking tons of sourdough loaves and feeling happy.
OMG! HE'S GOT ANOTHER BINDER!! 😍 #FILIBUSTER
April 1, 2025 at 7:05 AM
OMG! HE'S GOT ANOTHER BINDER!! 😍 #FILIBUSTER