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Hey there,

I have some great news. A short story I wrote has been published in a zine! This is the short story I previewed here.

I'm super excited about this. Enjoy!

Story on pages 26 and 27.

#modernfairytale #writing #storytime

juliesetele.com/2025/07/07/f...
Fuck the Fourth
I’ve been feeling extra rageful lately due to <gestures wildly> everything. So I invited some friends and some strangers to make art with me. I put out the call on July 3, with a quick …
juliesetele.com
July 29, 2025 at 11:58 AM
I have had a rough week and a half.

A week and a half after my best friend passed, my other best friend left me... and I'm not sure how I'm dealing.

Last Friday morning, Tomo, left this reality. I have a Tomo-shaped hole in my life
June 17, 2025 at 1:03 PM
#theRoyalGemstones has finally come to its finale. This letter is both what I needed and reminds me of how much I miss my best friend. It resonates with me.

#finale #tvshows #HBO #grief #grieving
The Righteous Gemstones- Aimee-Leigh Brings It Home
YouTube video by Darkstar Consortium
youtu.be
June 11, 2025 at 9:50 AM
#DropkickMurphys has a new album and single... just in time!

#BostonPunk #punk #workingclassheroes
Dropkick Murphys "Who'll Stand With Us?" Music Video
YouTube video by Dropkick Murphys
youtu.be
June 5, 2025 at 10:25 PM
I lost my best friend today, and I am gutted.

I'm at a loss of what to do right now...

I just wish bad shit could just stop.

Fuck

(Art: Phoenix Tears by Mikadove on Deviant Art)
May 21, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Some days, it feels like a Rage Against the Machine kinda day... Bulls on Parade feels about right

#ratm #music #politicalmusic
#rageagainstthemachine

youtu.be/3L4YrGaR8E4?...
Rage Against The Machine - Bulls On Parade (Official HD Video)
YouTube video by RATMVEVO
youtu.be
May 19, 2025 at 12:35 PM
Looking for a quickie series to binge?

#AdultSwim has released the complete first season of #CommonSideEffects. This show is a #mindfuck in all the best ways. It takes 5 hours to binge them all on #Max.

#MikeJudge #offbeattoon #interestingstory

youtu.be/AVL918qZg2k?...
Common Side Effects Season 1 Trailer
YouTube video by Rotten Tomatoes TV
youtu.be
May 9, 2025 at 1:33 PM
New story, pt. 1
"Why does my life feel like a series of compromises that I have to make?", she asks herself as she turns off the light.

Her house is clothed in shadow and darkness, much like the country she lives in. It's nothing but darkness and fear. Trying to find the light is getting...
May 6, 2025 at 12:08 PM
I've spent years learning #German

Today is the first day that I found something that gives me hints on finding the gender of #Germannouns

I wish this was taught in class. I may have done better in class

#languagelearning #Deutsch #Deutschlernen
March 22, 2025 at 1:08 AM
New Story (2/2)
It’s in the darkness that we face our greatest fears: death, pain, agony, the things that we want to hide the most from our sight. Why should she fear the dark, when it can teach you so much.
She takes a moment and closes her eyes.

#fiction #shortstory #newfables #storytime
March 11, 2025 at 11:31 PM
New Story Preview (1/2)
The light begins to sputter out. The candle has burned down to a nub.
She uses what’s left of the dying light to find a lantern or a place to light a fire. No matter how hard, or where she searched, she finds nothing.
… Or is it really nothing?
March 11, 2025 at 11:29 PM
For anyone who may be interested, I'll be posting a new story preview tomorrow.

I hope you enjoy it!

#fiction #writing #storytime #writingtime
March 10, 2025 at 10:54 PM
Finally watching the #lastseason of #cobrakai

It feels pretty bittersweet. They certainly committed to go big or go home

#karatekid #martialarts #streaming
March 6, 2025 at 6:57 AM
#wingsofdesire is such a beautiful #film

It's been some time since I've seen it... and every time it matured me cry. Now, it feels like Homer's story feels more important now.

#Germancinema #WimWenders #postwarGermany

youtu.be/wOTCy6OvlZQ?...
Epic of Peace-(Homer)- Wings of Desire- HQ with English subtitles
YouTube video by kil2gore
youtu.be
January 28, 2025 at 8:53 AM
NGL, I'm super happy that season 2 of #severance is out! It's such a #greatseries

#tvshows #weirdtv #newseason #darktelevision
January 25, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Nothing like a #late-night #writing bug...

Took a break from my character sketches to worrying something else that I've been feeling.

#storytime #I'mbackbaby #mentalstretching
January 23, 2025 at 12:35 PM
... Or just to say what's up.

Because nobody cares about them.

She turns back over, and snuggles their dog while crying themselves to sleep.

(Das Ende)
January 21, 2025 at 12:04 PM
... And every time they did it, it hurt. It hurt so deeply and so wholly that they decided to be the loner that everyone believed that they should be.

If that were the case, why not just make the final decision? Why not just end it? No one seems to care enough to check or... (pt 4)
January 21, 2025 at 12:02 PM
...

They roll on their back and openly sob. The pain of everyone abandoning them for reasons they didn't know hurt as much as it did when they were a little child.

Ghosting may not have been slang when they were in elementary school, but people still did it regardless... (pt 3)
January 21, 2025 at 11:59 AM
"...to keeping on living when everyone has made it clear that no one cares if you're here.," they cry into the dog's ruff.

The dog turns around and kicks their nose.

"At least I can trust that you'll be here.," they say as they stretch next to the dog.

... (pt 2)
January 21, 2025 at 11:56 AM
They take a deep breath and exhale as they snuggle with the dozing corgi next to them. They bury their face in the ruff of the dogs neck.

She exhales and starts to keep.

"I... I don't know if I can do this anymore. No one cares. No one even bothers to ask about me. What's the purpose..." (pt 1)
January 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Sometimes it's hard to know how to keep going... I've spent so long fighting to keep going, but how do you keep going when you may lose all of one's security?

#4amknowsallmysecrets #depressionposting #dealingwithstuff #emotionalstuff
January 8, 2025 at 12:25 PM
Reposted by ph03n1x13
January 1, 2025 at 5:05 AM
If there's any lesson that I have learned in the last year is grief, learning how to better handle loss, and how to roll better with change.

#year-end #goodbye2024 #year'slesson #emotionalgrowth
December 31, 2024 at 1:12 AM
"But in the end, it's only a passing thing this shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when the sun shines, it'll shine out the clearer. I know now folks in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't... " (1 of 2)
December 4, 2024 at 7:06 AM