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Perihelianth
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Endellion "Dell," 21, she/her 🏳️‍⚧️

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Let's coincide again.
I say I wanna be active again then I just go back to being mostly silent for a month
October 27, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Define your music taste with eight artists

♪ Taishi
♪ ZUN
♪ Kobaryo
♪ Imperial Circus Dead Decadence
♪ Frédéric Chopin
♪ Porter Robinson
♪ Kikuo
♪ Great Big Sea

Order is totally arbitrary. I don't normally do chain posts, but I like this one :3
Define your music taste with eight artists

🎵Rustage
🎵Cam Steady
🎵Natewantstobattle
🎵Gameboyjones
🎵Pierce The Veil
🎵Charlie Puth
🎵Fabvl
🎵Sum 41
Define your music taste with eight artists

🎶 Sleep Token
🎶 Muse
🎶 Radiohead
🎶 Flume
🎶 Billie Eilish
🎶 Bring Me the Horizon
🎶 Deftones
🎶 Nothing But Thieves
October 18, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Reposted by Perihelianth
you can't excise trans people from society because transness is an emergent property of free will. if you divide the world up into men and women and say men do this and women do that, some people are going to say that sucks, fuck you, i do what i want. it doesn't get more complicated than that
September 16, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Reposted by Perihelianth
Historical recreation because I omitted important details. Same ugly style as back then and all
October 2, 2025 at 3:11 PM
God dammit. I've been pining so hard, now I'm pineposting. I'm just yearnpilled like that; I'm the longer
October 2, 2025 at 3:31 PM
I'm the inscrutable stone prison of a pathetic puppygirl Angel and I need a cute but whip smart sapphic domme Michaelangelo to see her in my dull personality and cut her free
October 2, 2025 at 3:12 PM
more people have been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like than i have
September 25, 2025 at 4:43 PM
At this point, only six years or so for the Silksong we got is kind of amazing. I haven't finished it yet but holy shit it's everything
September 16, 2025 at 2:18 PM
I'm a bit late (not much of a "play at release ON THE HOUR" type of person) but

ITS SKONGIN TIME
September 4, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Can we please start considering it extremely rude and unacceptable to point flashlights at people?

Why is it so important to inspect my appearance? Do you feel powerful by obscuring my vision? Do you feel like a cop in a movie? What are you expecting to find out that's so enlightening?
April 25, 2025 at 4:16 AM
It's becoming clear that I'll have little time for social media. I'm gathering actionable info and advice on the early stages of social transition! It's a big life event and it's time-consuming. I'd love to interact, but even in the unavoidable downtime I can't distract myself from the anticipation.
April 15, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Now that I can talk to my family instead of venting here, hopefully I'll be able to interact more... :3

nope it still doesn't feel natural quite yet

hmm... :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3
April 13, 2025 at 4:12 PM
And with that, I've come out to my family. I most absolutely did make it a production. Got everyone hyped as all shit. I had some fun with my closet arc but I'm glad it's over; now I gotta start saying ":3" as much as possible to adjust
April 13, 2025 at 5:34 AM
I can't go back to egg hell don't let me go back to egg hell
April 10, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Any little rush of affirmation and OMG THIS IS REAL! Then back to dysphoria which I'm so numb to that everything in between seems like a distant dream. The doubt is so strong, as is the urge to do nothing. I need to come out so I can just talk to people about it. Maybe I'll give up on the surprise.
April 10, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I'd love to post more about literally anything else, but this kind of change does tend to consume one's thoughts. Feel free to ignore me if I sound like a broken record. I just can't not vent about it
April 8, 2025 at 8:01 AM
You know that phase after joining a free-to-play game where you're getting all the easy rewards? That, but instead of ingame currency it's gender euphoria. It's gonna start to run dry sometime soon, but by then I'll be happier and better-adjusted anyway.
April 8, 2025 at 7:56 AM
I think the rush is dying down. I knew this would happen... I just have to keep on taking the next step.
April 6, 2025 at 7:43 AM
Thinking how quickly four days have flown by me in the past, this all must be crazy to follow if anyone's been reading my posts
April 5, 2025 at 7:42 AM
This was only FOUR DAYS AGO. I've done so much since then. It's like time is more time now! Realizing you're trans apparently gives you fucking superpowers? And this was five days after the moment the egg started cracking. My ass was doing one hell of an I-frame flicker already.
This day is so wacky because I get briefly jumpscared like "WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE IN MY HOUSE" then I remember it's just my siblings. Over the year I forget most trans people still possess corporeal forms. I wonder if people can tell when I question my own gender. Maybe I flash, like I have I-frames.
April 5, 2025 at 5:30 AM
The way I'm talking now doesn't fit my branding at all lol

I guess that happens when you go from distant and melancholic to cheery and high on life overnight. I'll find a way to reconcile it once I nail down what my new personality exactly is... cause it's not even affected. It just got like that.
April 5, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I'm doing shit! Not even procrastinating! I am remaining in the closet for the bare minimum amount of time to prepare. They say when someone comes out you should match their level of energy... well I'm aiming for mine to elicit nothing short of cheering and screaming
April 5, 2025 at 1:12 AM
COME KILL ME NOW, MARLAINA SMITH! I'VE ALREADY GROWN SEVEN TIMES MORE POWERFUL! YOU HAD BETTER ACT BEFORE I BECOME GOD!!!
April 4, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Am I a heavy exclamation mark user? I think I am! Wow! Crazy!!!
April 4, 2025 at 5:51 PM