electrolysis on vent
@paradisestation.bsky.social
"Without hesitation"
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was vent user electrolysis. hi again
29y. he him
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was vent user electrolysis. hi again
29y. he him
i guess i was just grieving brodie since 2022.
December 31, 2025 at 12:59 PM
i guess i was just grieving brodie since 2022.
while you haven't died, i still speak of you as if you were. i mean when you ghosted me out of the blue and continued to do so... what was i supposed to do, yk?
December 31, 2025 at 12:57 PM
while you haven't died, i still speak of you as if you were. i mean when you ghosted me out of the blue and continued to do so... what was i supposed to do, yk?
i love being here.... at least im not alone.....
December 29, 2025 at 9:21 AM
i love being here.... at least im not alone.....
kinda wish i could stay for another day............. 😿
December 29, 2025 at 9:21 AM
kinda wish i could stay for another day............. 😿
i guess i'm still questioning if they're my type of people
December 22, 2025 at 2:11 PM
i guess i'm still questioning if they're my type of people
i keep blaming myself when it takes two to make something work
December 22, 2025 at 2:10 PM
i keep blaming myself when it takes two to make something work
stop pretending... i'm still angry.
December 22, 2025 at 1:49 PM
stop pretending... i'm still angry.
maybe someday i'll be okay again
December 22, 2025 at 1:47 PM
maybe someday i'll be okay again
missing my old life
December 22, 2025 at 1:40 PM
missing my old life
dysphoria and self loathing hitting all at once
December 22, 2025 at 1:34 PM
dysphoria and self loathing hitting all at once
throwing a pity party 2nite!
December 22, 2025 at 1:30 PM
throwing a pity party 2nite!
think im mostly sad because im missing an old friend.
December 22, 2025 at 1:24 PM
think im mostly sad because im missing an old friend.
accidentally went on a low carb diet because i was sick of eating noodles n potatoes and remembered i can just eat a ton of meat
December 18, 2025 at 2:59 PM
accidentally went on a low carb diet because i was sick of eating noodles n potatoes and remembered i can just eat a ton of meat
friends exempted ofc i mean like former friends n stuff like i used to send these people a loooot of messages n they didn't bother to reply so! why should i care if they got smtg to say to me lol
December 15, 2025 at 3:09 PM
friends exempted ofc i mean like former friends n stuff like i used to send these people a loooot of messages n they didn't bother to reply so! why should i care if they got smtg to say to me lol
locking ppl out from being able to contact me instead of waiting for their reply that may or may not arrive Just to keep me at peace 👍
December 15, 2025 at 3:08 PM
locking ppl out from being able to contact me instead of waiting for their reply that may or may not arrive Just to keep me at peace 👍
idk if it's considered disordered eating but trying to stay in a calorie deficit has been so fun for me?? my maintenance is getting lower now n i realized i can just take out certain foods i dont like off my plate so i think i will start doing that from this week!!
December 13, 2025 at 2:12 AM
idk if it's considered disordered eating but trying to stay in a calorie deficit has been so fun for me?? my maintenance is getting lower now n i realized i can just take out certain foods i dont like off my plate so i think i will start doing that from this week!!
sad n tired sad n tired............ just want to cocoon myself away....
December 12, 2025 at 7:05 PM
sad n tired sad n tired............ just want to cocoon myself away....
no because i felt like i made it back then... i felt like ....
December 2, 2025 at 3:01 PM
no because i felt like i made it back then... i felt like ....
i guess im still not over it
December 2, 2025 at 3:01 PM
i guess im still not over it
feeling very grateful for my friends today...!
November 30, 2025 at 1:51 PM
feeling very grateful for my friends today...!
instead of actually being who i am.
November 30, 2025 at 1:20 AM
instead of actually being who i am.
i guess back when i havent came out, i could hide behind this fake person I've unknowingly become, because it's attached to my gender. but after i came out, it felt weird trying to live that double life knowing i had just been collecting brownie points associated with my assigned gender
November 30, 2025 at 1:19 AM
i guess back when i havent came out, i could hide behind this fake person I've unknowingly become, because it's attached to my gender. but after i came out, it felt weird trying to live that double life knowing i had just been collecting brownie points associated with my assigned gender
i havent had to pretend anymore since then. and it's been good, like i can finally take a long nice break. i still have lots to learn and unlearn, like mingling for the sake of mingling despite absolutely hating a certain type of crowd isn't good for me
November 30, 2025 at 1:17 AM
i havent had to pretend anymore since then. and it's been good, like i can finally take a long nice break. i still have lots to learn and unlearn, like mingling for the sake of mingling despite absolutely hating a certain type of crowd isn't good for me
i guess what i wanted to say was i did react badly to another event, but i was right in feeling like there was favoritism in a supposed 'tight' group and I don t want to be in that sort of environment anymore. always second guessing if i was enough, if i mattered enough.
November 30, 2025 at 1:15 AM
i guess what i wanted to say was i did react badly to another event, but i was right in feeling like there was favoritism in a supposed 'tight' group and I don t want to be in that sort of environment anymore. always second guessing if i was enough, if i mattered enough.
my heart actually dropped when u suggested to cancel the whole day just because one of ur friends felt insecure about her looks, btw. we planned to go to a concert too and i fought tooth n nail to get a day off plus bought tickets while i was surviving paycheck to paycheck, btw.
November 30, 2025 at 1:11 AM
my heart actually dropped when u suggested to cancel the whole day just because one of ur friends felt insecure about her looks, btw. we planned to go to a concert too and i fought tooth n nail to get a day off plus bought tickets while i was surviving paycheck to paycheck, btw.