Sadecto
parabutmoresad.bsky.social
Sadecto
@parabutmoresad.bsky.social
I think today is my closest day
June 15, 2025 at 6:13 AM
She’s definitely ignoring the Dm I sent her I was really vulnerable messaging it now I feels bad for being vulnerable I’m so damn stupid
June 15, 2025 at 5:59 AM
I’m stupid and she probably hates me I have to stop being myself
June 15, 2025 at 5:54 AM
Or just not live
June 13, 2025 at 5:53 AM
I want to not live with this brain
June 13, 2025 at 5:53 AM
She’s ignoring me or someone is on her account but then who could be her friend why would her friend be at her house this late it’s probably not any of her family so is it a like more then friend for her I am so scared like why would she be ignoring me
June 13, 2025 at 5:53 AM
I would prefer IF she is intentionally doing this I would prefer if she just told me “hey I don’t wanna interact or talk to you rn” so ik not to expect anything cause it feels like I’m the only one trying to talk :[
June 12, 2025 at 8:00 AM
Not sure why but sometimes I secretly home someone will find this account like a moot and help me by letting me vent it then
June 12, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Ya it definitely feels like she just doesn’t wanna interact with me like she’s tired of my interactions and wants someone else or something :[
June 12, 2025 at 7:36 AM
Sometimes it feels like she doesn’t wanna interact with my post then I think well maybe my post are just uninteresting
June 12, 2025 at 7:08 AM
I feel like a bad person when I overthink
June 12, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Just starting feeling tolerate with my body not anymore :[
June 8, 2025 at 2:30 AM
I was so close today I held it to my fore arm and pressed down but I didn’t do it I through to my table and just had to mark myself to make the feeling go away
June 6, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Why do I wanna end it today yesterday was such a perfect day now some stuff happened and I’m feeling like I wanna just die
June 2, 2025 at 4:29 PM
I don’t know why but I’ve been so scared that she’s gonna cheat on me recently :[ I need confirmation that she won’t I asked before but she just ignored that I asked
June 1, 2025 at 3:09 AM
I want to ask her to tell her I’m scared that she’ll cheat on me I know she won’t but I need reassurance I asked before but chickened out but ik she saw the message so it feels like she’s just trying to ignore the problem :[
May 31, 2025 at 3:37 AM
I wanna self harm so bad I need someone to just some how know how I’m feeling and tell me not to
May 31, 2025 at 3:19 AM
I hate feeling like this it feels like she’s ignoring me but she could just not be on her phone but then that makes me feel unimportant cause she doesn’t even think to check if I texted her I always check if she text me even tho she usually or never text me first :[
May 30, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I haven’t told anyone this but I have been very close to self harming again I started doing markings with red pins and marker
May 29, 2025 at 4:44 AM
Also hello private long time no see
May 29, 2025 at 4:39 AM
She follows so much porn and sexual accounts I want to say something but I also want her to say something first idk it’s confusing I’m scared she doesn’t find me attractive :[
May 29, 2025 at 4:39 AM
My depression flaring up a lot recently and I started to get anxiety attacks again :[
January 29, 2025 at 12:38 AM
I need to vent to someone but I don’t want to bother anyone sense they’re all feeling happy so I’m just gonna try and bottle up how I’m feeling and cut myself :[
December 27, 2024 at 11:22 PM
I think she’s definitely ignoring me :[
December 24, 2024 at 1:16 AM
Should I ask her like “hey why do you follow so much nsfw porn accounts?” ?
December 16, 2024 at 3:04 PM