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oniizina
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toni/zina • artist • 24 • she/her • lesbian

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low render distance//this bus will never come

mixed reasoning - coming to terms with chronic illness & struggle with quasi-psychosis about reality and death.

photo-bashed background from 3D models and video games, plus the bag. clothes i own as reference

#art #drawing #digitalart #chronicillness
digital illustration, woman sits at bus stop shelter with a melancholy expression, hunched and waiting. she has very long black hair, a white tshirt, black hoodie that has fallen off her shoulders and patchwork jeans. next to her is a multicolour patterned bag. the scene is lit with harsh fluorescence, illuminating glass behind her and revealing grime on the metal beams that hold the shelter roof. there is a matching shelter across the road that is empty. the scene is very grey, it is raining and you can barely see the trees or road. infront of her on the footpath is a drawn pair of mushrooms, and floating obscuring most of the road is a white blurry shape that could look like wings or a butterfly. it looks like a migraine aura, or another visual disturbance, or could be a quasi hallucination. she is not looking at it.
December 8, 2025 at 7:09 PM
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hi everyone! i am having a really normal time about the future <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 and what it will do to all of us <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

#art #digitalcollage
December 6, 2025 at 1:55 PM
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i started this last year, just completed. a piece about the first moments of spring and the melancholic feelings it stirs in me. i live in australia, so its pretty much the first week. the smell of jasmine is everywhere.

used lots of references haha
#art #spring #digitalart #illustration #orchid
drawing of a pale skinned girl with long black hair, wearing a green silk skirt and a cream cropped singlet top sits holding an orchid cutting, she has a contemplative and melancholic expression. she is surrounded by orchids and jasmine, and is sitting on a stone bench with a stone wall behind her. the whole image is moody and dark, but she is somewhat illuminated
September 2, 2025 at 9:17 AM
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how did I end up back here?

I dug myself out from that place only to end up back where began.

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(mental and physical medical angst lol)

this is my latest art -- repost with anatomy and shading fixes :)

#art #oniizina #digitalart #chronic #mental #artist #rot #illness #demon
March 4, 2025 at 6:08 AM
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metamorphosis, 2023

a fundamental change happened to me in that place, with or without my permission.

#art #oniizina #artist #digitalart #fairycore #mushroom #mentalhealth #moth #creature #gothic #spiritual #rebirth
March 2, 2025 at 1:10 AM
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hypersomnia 2022, migraine 2022

after death comes an awakening, but i cant wake up.
"migraine" was trying to show what they feel like for me (including visual components) lol

#art #oniizina #digitalart #artist #hypersomnia #migraine #dream #demon
March 1, 2025 at 12:52 AM
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death, 2021

this was going to be my last artwork. i forgot back then that i can survive death.

#art #oniizina #drawing #digital #death
February 28, 2025 at 6:30 AM
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the danger is to the body and it can kill, 2021

i drew this one for an art prize and unsurprisingly did not succeed haha. exploring the danger and interconnectivity of mental illness. title is a reference to radiation warnings. a bit alice-y lol

#art #oniizina #drawing #digital #decay
February 28, 2025 at 4:29 AM
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art school life drawing practice. approx 2019-2021

was particularly proud of the first one (1 hour), the second was 25 mins.

#art #oniizina #livedrawing #sketch #charcoal
February 28, 2025 at 3:30 AM
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deceit/ i can tell you anything here, 2021

this one was about my experinces with strange men online in my childhood, with the setting being a video game.

#art #oniizina #digital #crows #internet
February 27, 2025 at 4:57 AM
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defeat/heat, 2021

(the description for this one was just me ranting about what is obviously just autistic meltdown.. pre-diagnosis lolol)

#art #oniizina #digital #autism #drawing
woman wearing a pair of shorts, on her knees and folded over to rest on her head in the middle of a messy living room. she is sweating, and making upside-down eye contact with a dark brown cat on the left bottom corner. she has some fungi growing on her legs. books in the background read "how to kill fungi" and "you can't". there is a fan blowing on her.
February 27, 2025 at 2:08 AM
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detached/i fucking hate mushrooms, 2021

feeding myself with my own pain.

#art #oniizina #fungi #digital #drawing
girl sits on a chair above a hot pot of stew in the kitchen. she looks sad. she is using kitchen scissors to cut mushrooms off of her body, there already are some dropped on the floor and in the pot.
February 27, 2025 at 12:39 AM
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dread 2020

another collab with ig: @ noon_illustrations

no description. this was such a fun collab. something about letting the bad thoughts out im sure lol

#art #oniizina #fungi #cryptid #digital #collab
girl crouching outdoors, there is a black hole in her head, and it has shadowy figures pouring from it with sad faces. inky black falls from the hole down her face to resemble tears as she stares frightfully forward. Her feet are elongated and warped, and the ink drips from the knife in her hand onto the floor, growing small mushrooms from it. she is illuminated by a bright flashlight.
February 26, 2025 at 11:12 AM
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the hermit/dream 2020

collaboration with ig: @ noon_illustrations !!

"this work is meant to show the duality found in the hermit card. isolation can be helpful and harmful" (original post)

#oniizina #art #digital #tarot #collab
a young nude woman floats in greyscale, surrounded by loving shadows- painted wuth gentle smiles and swirly bodies. she is holding a hand-held lamp which is attracting moths, especially a large flock of them pouring from her stomach. She has some mushrooms growing on her legs, and some spiderweb. text reads "we've been here a long time" from the girl, and "we have, but you're doing perfect" from the shadows.
February 26, 2025 at 11:06 AM
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decay, 2020

"this piece is about the mental and physical state I was in, in the lead up to my stay in the hospital and during the events that required me to do so." (from the original post)

first piece in my ongoing series and personal documentation.
young woman with split-dyed hair (blonde-brown) sits nude in bathtub, with an apathetic and melancholic facial expression. she has a tunnel over her heart and self inflicted wounds on her arms. there is a variety of fungi growing from her flesh and head, as well as from her third eye. the moon shines through the window hanging upside down, accompanied by a crow wearing a triple moon crown. There is also an upside down pomegranate half on the edge of the bathtub.
February 26, 2025 at 10:54 AM